I like you more than yesterday, slightly lacking the Ming Dynasty

Chapter 38

Then he bought yogurt, handed it to Bi Xia, and asked expectantly, "Can you add a WeChat account?"

Bi Xia and his colleagues froze for a moment.

Do you dare to strike up a conversation?Bi Xia was secretly happy, so in order not to embarrass him, she nodded and gave her her own WeChat.

Anyway, so what if I add it, I won't pass it myself.

After returning to the company, Bi Xia couldn't hold back and told Ji Yi about it.

"So what?"

Through the phone screen, Bi Xia could feel his sneer, so he said with a smile: "It's okay, if you want to add WeChat, just add it."

"What?" Ji Yi's voice was a little surprised, "You added him?"

"No, I don't know him, what if he becomes abnormal?" Bi Xia said.

Ji Yi: "Well, yes, it's quite rational."

Bi Xia: "If I were a handsome guy, I might be irrational."

Ji Yi sneered on the phone: "Are you not satisfied with a handsome guy like me?"

"Not satisfied." Bi Xia deliberately teased him.

"Okay," Ji Yi twitched the corners of his mouth contemptuously, "You have to dare to add other men to try."

Bi Xia provoked disdainfully: "Add it, what do you want?"

Ji Yi was silent for a few seconds on the other side, and said, "You can't get out of bed for three days, do you believe it?"

With a sound of "poof", Bi Xia was drinking water, so startled that she spit out all the water.

She blushed and sweated profusely.Thinking that he has always followed his word and dared not provoke him again, she quickly nodded her head like a rattle and said, "I believe it, I believe it!"

Ji Yi's deep voice was stained with a smile: "Good boy."

Bi Xia: "..."

The night is like water.

After get off work, Bi Xia went home alone.

Passing through a garden, the tip of her nose was full of the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus, and when she thought that Ji Yi would be back in one day, she immediately felt better, so she hummed a little song, hopped and strolled home like a sparrow.

At this moment, a couple was walking in front of her, playing and fighting, looking sweet and greasy in love.Bi Xia was tortured behind them until his liver hurt, and felt a little desolate for a moment, so he took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Ji Yi: "Do you miss me?"

After a long time, Ji Yi replied with two words: "Crotch burning."

Bi Xia: "..."

When we walked to the community, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

Just as Bi Xia stepped into the gate, a silver-white BMW slowly stopped beside her. Just as she was wondering who it was, she saw the window of the car rolled down. She smiled coldly: "Let's talk."

"I have nothing to talk to you about." This woman had nothing good to do when she saw her, Bi Xia rejected her with a pale face, and walked forward.

Wang Xiuyan followed her in the car and said, "You really think Ji Yi will like you? Don't you want to know what happened between him and me?"

Bi Xia was slightly taken aback: "That's right, I don't want to know."

"You don't want to see the picture of me kissing him?" Wang Xiuyan's radiant eyes flashed a hint of malice.

"What did you say?" Bi Xia was like a thunderclap, his eyes were like a black forest under thunder and lightning.

Wang Xiuyan opened the car door, got out of the car and walked to Bi Xia, took out his mobile phone and handed it to Bi Xia, and said arrogantly: "I took this photo with him in a bar a few days ago. reconciled."

On the screen of the phone was a photo of Wang Xiuyan and Ji Yi kissing in a bar.

Bi Xia was stunned, looking at the picture motionless, as if there was an open gun and a hidden arrow, one arrow after another continuously pierced his heart.

Seeing her froze as if she had been acupointed, Wang Xiuyan's eyes flickered with faint blue light, as if she was spitting out venom: "I told you a long time ago, don't compete with me, in the end it's you who loses."

Bi Xia felt a stabbing pain in his heart, and his whole mind was in a trance.Although she didn't believe what Wang Xiuyan said, no one could play with this woman's tricks, but the photo in front of her was like a slap in the face, and it was hard to lie to herself.

But after weighing it in my heart, I suddenly realized that it was just a photo, so what could it explain?Maybe it was synthesized with PS.Now that Ji Yi has confessed to herself, she must be trying to stop it.Thinking of this, Bi Xia immediately turned pale, snatched Wang Xiuyan's mobile phone, threw it on the ground, and said with anger: "You are enough, the vicious second girl in this bloody film is used to The method of deceiving the silly white sweet heroine can only be used to coax children, sorry, I have something to do, so I won't play with you for now."

Wang Xiuyan was obviously taken aback, unable to speak for a long time, and finally sneered, stepped forward to stop her and said, "Ji Yi was drunk at the bar that night, you lived with him? If I guessed correctly, he even confessed to you Say I like you?"

With a bang, Bi Xia was like being struck by lightning, and she remained motionless... She turned her back to Wang Xiuyan, not daring to turn her head, and a surge of fear suddenly arose in her heart.My heart felt like a car had run over me, and it was uncomfortably blocked.After a long while, Bi Xia asked in fear and amazement: "How do you know?"

"Because I asked him to do this, so I know now, do you still think I'm lying to you?" Wang Xiuyan smiled slightly, that smile was like a bomb went off, "Ji Yi will have a showdown with you when he comes back tomorrow , the reason why he likes you is just that he thinks you are interesting and wants to play with you, that is, he just wants to fall in love with you. Don't deceive yourself, you are really more stupid than I imagined. "

Bi Xia's face turned white in an instant, his head suddenly buzzed, and his thoughts were in a mess as if they had been blown apart.The palms of the hands were constantly sweating, and it was cold from head to toe. The whole person seemed to be thrown into a icy lake, frozen instantly, and shivered continuously.

"If I were you, I would leave Shanghai," Wang Xiuyan sneered at Bi Xia, with bravado, disdain, and pity in that smile.She patted Bi Xia's shoulder, pretending to be comforting, raised her razor-like lips and said, "Find a good place and start over."

Bi Xia was stunned, and squeezed out a word from between his teeth hoarsely: "Get lost!"

Wang Xiuyan was stunned for a moment, gave her a sympathetic look, turned around and left arrogantly.

After a long time, Bi Xia couldn't bear it any longer, her eye sockets felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by needles, tears rolled out of her red eye sockets continuously, and fell hot on the ground.

I don't know how long I stood there, and the passers-by who passed by stared at her and cried as if they were watching a play.She was dumbfounded, her mind was like a mess, and hundreds of questions were spinning like gears.

Why did Ji Yiming and Wang Xiuyan still kiss after they finished?
Why did he say he likes himself and wants to be with him?
All this is really as Wang Xiuyan said, is he playing with her?
If Wang Xiuyan was lying, how would she know what happened to Ji Yi that night when he was drunk?
Everything can only prove a result, a result that I can't believe.

Whoa, what a sarcasm.

I originally thought that this same story would only appear in TV dramas, but now it reappears in me like a drama.

In the past, Bi Xia thought that love was the same as working hard. If you just treat someone well without giving up and like him wholeheartedly, then one day, that person will like you too.

But until now, she suddenly understood.In this world, some people like a person very lightly, at best they are superficial.And no matter how hard I tried, I was always a moth to the flame, no matter how much I hurt myself, I couldn't get him.

Some people say that whichever party is more laborious in love has already lost.

Bi Xia couldn't help squatting on the ground, crying loudly.

She knew she lost.

That night, Bi Xia had a dream on the plane.

The night before the heavy rain, she was lost alone in the dark woods after the rain, in the low and gloomy light, the vines of the plants were extremely damp, there was a bonfire in the depths of the forest, and there was a lonely traveler.Bi Xia walked into the cabin, and saw the traveler's blurred side face, a familiar and handsome face, but he couldn't see it clearly anyway.The crackling and burning wood outside the house was emitting sparks, which soon turned into white smoke.

The dark sky could not see the moonlight, followed by torrential rain, which splashed on the edges of the banana leaves, and the bitter smell of rotten wood was mixed in the silent dark forest.Perhaps it was the rain that made the coolness of the cypress linger like a ghost, and the book-like ink fragrance on the traveler was a calming breath, and Bi Xia curled up in his arms and fell asleep.

The sky began to turn from smoky gray to white, the wooden door opened, and the unburned firewood was half-flooded by the rain. Bi Xia woke up and found that the traveler had left.

I don't know if the traveler in the dream represents Ji Yi, his departure means that everything is over.

It was three o'clock in the morning of the next day when the plane arrived in Chongqing.

Bi Xia looked at the dark and quiet sky, and there was a glimmer of light floating at the end.

It was almost dawn, and Ji Yi was in Beijing, and the flight back to Shanghai was at seven o'clock in the evening.In a few hours, he will get up soon.

I made an appointment to pick him up at the airport at that time, but I didn't expect that within a day, the world would be full of vicissitudes, and the person who picked him up would never be my turn.

Last night, Bi Xia thought for a long time, she didn't know who to believe, if the facts were as Wang Xiuyan said, Bi Xia really didn't know how she should face Ji Yi.

In this case, she would rather choose not to know the truth, because she wouldn't be sad if she didn't know the truth.

Don't look at yourself with a cool look at ordinary times, you will be silly when you encounter something, the thing you like to do the most is to hide and wait for things to pass.

So, Bi Xia packed up his things and left Shanghai that night, without telling anyone, and only sent a message to Xie Rourou who was sleeping, saying that he had gone home.

Bi Xia knew it was wayward, but no one could understand her feelings, as if she had been betrayed by the whole world.

Back home, Bi Xia's parents were struck by lightning when they saw her.Although seeing her coming back in such a hurry, I wondered if something happened, but Bi Xia's parents originally wanted her to go home, work and get married in Chongqing, and she was so dazed when she came back, they were very happy.

Later, Bi Xia said that she was in a hurry to come back, and before she had time to tell her uncle Ji Houhua, her father scolded her.Then, her father quickly called Ji Houhua to apologize.Ji Houhua was surprised and expressed his reluctance to Bi Xia, but he didn't say anything, thinking that it would be good for Bi Xia to choose to go home and stay with his parents.

In this way, Bi Xia left Shanghai smoothly.

At nine o'clock in the morning, Bi Xia's cell phone rang. Seeing that it was Xie Rourou calling, as soon as she picked it up, as expected, Xie Rourou was sobbing on the opposite side: "What's wrong with you?! Why did you leave suddenly without waiting for me to see you off? What the hell happened?"

Bi Xia rubbed his red and swollen eyes, and said with a smile: "Nothing happened. In fact, I wanted to go home a long time ago. The reason why I chose to leave secretly was because I was afraid that it would be too sad to be separated from you." The person is Xie Rourou, but what can I do, there is no feast that never ends.

"You don't want to lie to me. Why are you afraid of being sad about being separated from me? Are you willing to leave Ji Yi? Only when something happens to him, you will choose to leave without saying a word. I know you too well. Are you with him? Did you quarrel and break up?" Xie Rourou said word by word on the opposite side.

When Bi Xia heard Ji Yi's name, his heart felt as if being stabbed by a needle. Have you ever been with him?Where did the breakup come from.She was silent for a few seconds, and said: "From the beginning, we have never been together, it's all my wishful thinking."

Xie Rourou was still puzzled and said, "What stimulated you? Before, you liked him so much that you gave up so soon?"

"I give up." When Bi Xiayun said these four words calmly, there was not much ups and downs in his heart.

Calculating the time, I have known Ji Yi for almost a year, and I have liked him for a whole year.Falling in love with such an excellent person, in fact, Bi Xia knew in his heart early on that this love may end without a problem.

That night, when she pulled Ji Yi from going to Wang Xiuyan's house and couldn't help but confess to him, that was when she realized that she could no longer love him.

When I choose to confess, I want myself to be completely disappointed after knowing the result. I hope that I can wake up, break the boat and fight with my back. I'm going to die anyway, so it's better to die without regrets.

Later, Ji Yi really rejected him.

In fact, Bi Xia had already given up that night, so much so that when he got along with Ji Yi later, he adjusted his expectations to the lowest.

Until a few days ago when he said that he liked him, Bi Xia's first reaction was not to secretly delight, but to be afraid, afraid that he was lying to him.Facts have proved that he is really lying to himself.

If you like someone too much, you will become trembling and insecure, worrying that he will leave at any time.Now that he's finally gone, he's relieved.

If you can't get the love you want, it's impossible to stick to it forever.All along, I have been lingering on my last breath, waiting, waiting for a fuse to force myself to leave him.

She was afraid that if she stayed with Ji Yi again, she would go crazy.

……

Then, exactly as expected, first came Xie Rourou's phone call, then Liu An's, and finally Xu Xiaobao's, all were surprised that she had left Shanghai without a word, and blamed her for having no conscience.

what else can we do?She didn't want to leave either, she just had to.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Bi Xia waited for a call from Ji Yi.

She didn't pick up.

Until Ji Yi made a third call.

She froze for a few seconds, her face was as pale as white paper, she had to face it sooner or later, she took a deep breath, and answered the phone: "Hello?"

Ji Yi's voice was anxious and angry: "Why didn't you come to pick me up or answer the phone? I thought something happened to you, where are you?"

Bi Xia's eyes were red, and his voice trembled, "We're not suitable, let's forget it."

"What did you say?" Ji Yi was silent for a few seconds and asked suspiciously.

Bi Xia bit her lip and said, "We are not suitable."

Ji Yi on the other side of the phone was silent.

For a long time, his voice sounded like the perennial chill permeating the gloomy forest: "Whether it fits or not is up to me."

"Forget it really." Bi Xia's hand tightly gripped the corner of the skirt, and a thin layer of sweat broke out inside.

She could imagine Ji Yi on the opposite side, with a pale and indifferent face, like a violent storm covered by dark clouds in the middle of the night, an inescapable coldness.Sure enough, he heard him say: "You wait at home for me."

Bi Xia's voice was trembling: "I'm not in Shanghai anymore.

Ji Yi was taken aback, and said in a low voice, "You're not in Shanghai, you're back in Chongqing? Why are you walking so fast all of a sudden?"

Bi Xia's eyes were red, and he suddenly choked up: "No, after getting along these few days, I don't think we are suitable. You should stay with Wang Xiuyan, you are quite good together."

"Are you so interesting?" Ji Yi sneered, "Are you happy when I'm with her? Do you really like me?"

These words seemed to bring a gust of wind, and they blew onto Bi Xia's face, causing severe pain. The question that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time came to her lips, and she said angrily: "I should ask you this question, maybe I've always liked you more, so do you think I'm useless? The reason why you're with me isn't serious, is it?"

There was a long silence on the other side of the phone, with a low voice: "Why am I not serious?"

Bi Xia rubbed his eyes, pretending to be calm and said: "No, we are really not suitable."

"OK," Ji Yi's voice was extremely indifferent, but filled with hope, "I'll ask you one last time, do you still like me?"

Bi Xia turned pale and stopped talking.Her hands were tightly clenched into fists, and her nails sank into the flesh, as if a needle had pierced the skin, excruciatingly painful.Bi Xia took a deep breath before saying, "I used to like you, but now I don't like you anymore."

After a long silence, Ji Yi's voice struck Bi Xia's ear like a thunder in the abyss: "Okay, I'll count you as cruel."

These words were like a sharp knife that pierced her heart instantly, causing pain all over her body.A drop of tear fell from Bi Xia's reddish eyes, and fell on his hand.She tried her best not to cry, and said calmly, "I'm sorry to trouble you during this time."

Ji Yi twitched the corner of his mouth contemptuously and sneered: "I'm sorry for nothing, it's easy to get together and leave."

"Well, I wish you happiness."

After hanging up the phone, Bi Xia couldn't bear it any longer, her tears were like the bank of a broken embankment, she was crying loudly in the dark night.

(End of this chapter)