I like you more than yesterday, slightly lacking the Ming Dynasty

Chapter 39

Thinking back, things suddenly went too smoothly, and Bi Xia was always a little scared. Maybe he watched too many TV dramas, and usually the plot was calm before the zoom-in.

To put it bluntly, I am too insecure, so before realizing that I am about to lose, I am afraid of being abandoned, so I hurt others first to avoid getting hurt myself.

However, liking Ji Yi, she has never regretted it.

Looking at the cold moon in the sky, Bi Xia said softly: "I have no face or skin, whether there is a time to make you laugh, whether there is a time to warm you, if there is, that is enough."

The TV in the living room was playing an old song, Jay Chou's "Quiet"——

Don't worry too much, I will always live well
You are far away and I will walk away slowly
……

That period of time was when Bixia was at her lowest mood.

How sad is it?When watching a comedy, the plot is obviously very funny, she smiled and laughed, and suddenly began to cry big and big.

It was like a boulder was blocked in my heart, and I was inexplicably flustered, and I couldn't calm down no matter what.

It turns out that I like Ji Yi so much, and I may never like anyone else again in the future.But it doesn't matter, at least knowing that he has at least a little bit of affection for him, that's enough.

Perhaps, I will spend my whole life slowly forgetting him.

After a few days like this, Bi Xia was still unable to cheer up. In order not to let his parents see his listless appearance, he went to Tibet alone, which is said to cleanse the soul.

She stayed in Tibet for more than a month, wandering around every day, eating and sleeping, not thinking about anything, and the missing heart was slowly healed by time.

I met an old man in Tibet. She once said to Bi Xia: "You feel sad. Negative emotions are like vines tightly bound to the heart, like a bleak dead tree in the corner that keeps falling leaves, lifeless. The reason for this , mostly because you enjoy this kind of sadness, so you compete with yourself to feel sad, as if the worse you are, the more the world owes you, indulge in it and enjoy yourself. In fact, truly desperate people cry when they have tears not come out."

Yeah, what else could life be like?No matter how sad you are, you have to keep going.

When Bi Xia got home, he cheered up and started looking for a job.All went well and she found a job quickly.With less work, more money, and close to home, it can be regarded as returning to the step-by-step life before.

After work and after get off work, I eat and sleep, and on weekends, I gather with old friends, chat and eat, drink and drink, and life is considered happy, not as hopeless as I thought before, life would be dark without Ji Yi.

After a while, Bi Xia came off work and had a snack one day. She said that she was too old to have a boyfriend, so she said she would introduce someone to her.

In fact, Bi Xia used to be very repulsed by blind dates. If blind dates can meet someone he likes, it is probably a comet hitting the earth.So, when I heard that my family wanted to introduce someone to me, I was furious and always quarreled with my parents.

But it's really strange right now, there is no sadness or joy in her heart, the world is so big, it seems that anyone can be her boyfriend.

She agreed to go on a blind date.

When Bi Xia's parents found out, their jaws almost dropped in surprise, saying that she had lived alone in Shanghai for a while, and she seemed to have really grown up and become sensible.

Bi Xia just smiled and said nothing.

In the evening, only Bi Xia and her father were at home, sitting on the sofa and watching TV together.

At that time, Bi Xia was smirking at a variety show, glanced casually, and found that her father, Lao Bi, had been quietly peeking at her, looking hesitant to speak.

After a while, Bi Xia couldn't take it anymore, so he asked, "Dad, why do you keep looking at me? Just tell me if you have anything to say?"

Old Bi was slightly taken aback, then coughed, and asked cautiously: "Xia Xia, did something happen to you in Shanghai?"

Bi Xia's heart tightened, he took a bag of potato chips on the table, opened it, and said casually: "No."

"Then why do you look like a different person?" Lao Bi frowned and asked worriedly, "I was always joking before, why don't you talk much now all day long?"

Bi Xia smiled and stuffed a mouthful of potato chips into his mouth: "Maybe it's because I've grown up and matured, so I can't always be laughing and joking."

Old Bi nodded thoughtfully, breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "That's good, I thought you had something to hide from me and your mother, it seems that I think too much, it's fine. You That's fine, girls, it's better to be quiet."

Hearing this, she became a little curious, how crazy was she in her father's eyes before?

But when I think about it carefully, when I was studying in school, I was like a little girl.I always like to be friends with those students who make trouble in school and are legendary figures.He didn't study hard all day long, and followed them to skip classes and hang out around.I was ignorant during that time, and my parents were often worried.

"Go to bed early, don't forget to go on a blind date tomorrow." After finishing speaking, Lao Bi stood up from the sofa and walked into the room.

Bi Xia froze for a moment, then patted his head and remembered, yes, we have made an appointment with the other party tomorrow, and we will meet in a cafe.But this is the first blind date in her life, she doesn't know what to talk about then, what to prepare?
After struggling for a long time, as soon as my brain got hot, I picked up my mobile phone and sent a message to Moments: "Almighty Moments, what should I prepare for the first blind date?"

It didn't take long before a bunch of unreliable comments appeared below:

A: You actually want to go on a blind date?

B: Be ready to turn around and leave if you disagree.

C: Get Dudu ready, make an appointment if you look good.

D: Wear nice skirts and nice underwear.

Bi Xia opened her mouth into an apple shape, and the veins on her forehead twitched rapidly. She held her forehead to examine herself, why did she make such unreliable and bad friends?
Then delete this circle of friends.

It was the middle of winter when the anvils were falling and the leaves were falling. The vegetation was withered, the sky was freezing, and black clouds hung in the sky, as if a heavy snow was brewing.The bitter wind kept pouring into the collar, Bixia tightened the collar, and quickly ran into the nearby cafe.

Before the other party arrived, Bi Xia took the time to go through the topics that will be discussed later in his mind.

According to Bi Xiafa's description, the other party's name is Chen Cheng, a civil servant, average-looking, 1 meters tall, from a well-to-do family, with a car and a house.

After a while, he arrived.

Wearing a black coat, with delicate features and gentle features.Perhaps because of the first meeting, he seemed a little reserved and shy.

He was not so nervous when he was halfway through the coffee, and he didn't mean to mention that he likes to play games and play LOL.When Bi Xia heard this, his eyes lit up, he is a fellow!As soon as he heard the game, he started chatting, and chatted with him the whole time, which was quite pleasant and there was no silence.

In fact, this little brother looks pretty good, but he's a little introverted and doesn't talk much. Bi Xia said ten words and he replied one. Maybe he just stays at home and plays games when he is free, so he doesn't have a girlfriend.

The conditions of the other party are quite good in all aspects, but Bi Xia doesn't feel anything.But I felt that I could chat with him, and I thought that I could try to get in touch with him, maybe I could develop a relationship with him for a long time.

On the way, Bi Xia went to the bathroom.

She finished her makeup, straightened her hair, and stepped out. When she passed the aisle next to her, suddenly, her hand tightened, and she was pulled back by a force, and she was pressed against the wall and couldn't move!
She was stunned by the speed, her first reaction was that she met a thief and was robbed!
Just as she was thinking about what to do, she hurriedly raised her head, but she met a pair of cold moon-covered snow-covered eyes, and saw a face so familiar that she couldn't be more familiar with it, it turned out to be him!

Ji Yi!

At such a close distance, Bi Xia was firmly trapped by him and could not move, almost clinging to his body, the tip of his nose was filled with a cold smell, and he could even feel his heartbeat.

She didn't dare to meet his scorching gaze, she held the corner of her skirt tightly with her hands, and said tremblingly, "You...how could you be here..."

I wanted to ask him why he was in Chongqing, but before he finished a sentence, his lips were blocked by him.

A domineering and irresistible kiss, light bites and rubbing.

Bi Xiaru was shocked by the electric shock and wanted to push Ji Yi away, but he pressed him even tighter.

Bi Xia was frightened, her pupils dilated and her face turned green and pale, but she still struggled subconsciously, pushing him with all her strength.Unexpectedly, the other party's strength was too great, and she couldn't resist at all. She was hugged tightly in his arms and kissed so intensely that she couldn't breathe, and was about to suffocate.

Isn't this the legendary Bidong strengthened kiss?
After a long time, Ji Yi let her go, his lips pressed against her ears, his breath was heavy, his eyes were misty, but he sneered, "You actually went on a blind date behind my back?"

Bi Xia froze for a moment, she looked at Ji Yi in astonishment, shocked how he knew this.She frowned slightly and thought for a while, then suddenly remembered that she posted on Moments like an idiot a few days ago, and he must have seen it.But how did he find this cafe?
By the way, she once told Rourou on WeChat that Rourou must have told Ji Yi the address.

But now that he has nothing to do with him, he came all the way to ask why he had a blind date, and what was he doing this time?Bi Xia raised his eyes and looked directly at him, with a sad smile: "I didn't have anyone behind my back."

Hearing this, Ji Yi looked at her coldly, and twitched the corners of his mouth: "You would rather go on a blind date with someone you don't know than be with me?"

Suddenly, a burning pain flashed through Bi Xia's heart.Really, since he and Wang Xiuyan have been so ambiguous all this time, and this bond has never ceased, why did he come to stir himself into it.Would it be too much to just let myself allow him to be ambiguous with Wang Xiuyan, and not allow myself to have contact with other men.

Besides, now that she and him are strangers, there is no need to continue entanglement, she pulled out a painful smile from the corner of her mouth: "I said we are not suitable, you should stay with Wang Xiuyan well."

Ji Yi's originally pale face became even whiter in an instant. He didn't speak, but just looked at Bi Xia motionlessly, and there was a sudden silence in the air.

After a long time, Bi Xia pushed him away and was about to leave him, but he grabbed his wrist again: "It's really over with Wang Xiuyan, why don't you believe it?"

Bi Xia didn't dare to look back, she just shook off his hand, and said coldly: "It has nothing to do with me, you and her are quite suitable. Besides, I don't like you anymore, you should go back."

"You think I'm a fool?" Ji Yi took a step forward to stop her, his face was so dark that it was about to drip ink, he frowned and said, "You still like me obviously."

Bi Xia looked directly at his hurt eyes like snow-covered lakes, she couldn't bear it at once, she turned her eyes away, and said duplicity: "I like you before, not now."

Ji Yi stared at her fixedly, for a long while, he twitched the corner of his mouth and said: "Okay, you made me like you, and you did this with me again? It seems that I underestimated you before, treating you as a little girl, didn't you?" Think you can play like this?"

"It's not what you think, I'm not as complicated as you think." Bi Xia's mind suddenly buzzed, and she tried to keep her voice calm and calm.

Ji Yi's ice-like face was so indifferent and pale to the extreme: "Oh? If you tell me now that you don't like me, I'll leave immediately."

Bi Xia was stunned, looking at him like a fool, for some reason, she couldn't say "I don't like you".

Ji Yi, who was still very cold just now, suddenly raised his eyes, and didn't even speak, his brows seemed a little gloomy, but the corners of his mouth curled up into a smile.

He pulled Bi Xia out.

Bi Xia suddenly became flustered, not knowing what he was going to do, struggling quickly, and asked with a pale face, "What are you going to do? Let me go!"

At this moment, Chen Cheng, who was waiting for Bixia in the coffee shop, saw this scene, ran over quickly, stopped Ji Yi and asked, "Who are you? What are you doing?!"

Ji Yi's face darkened, he pushed him away, and cursed coldly: "Get out."

He didn't care about it, and dragged Bi Xia out all the way, pushing him into a black BMW next to him.As soon as Ji Yi stepped on the accelerator, the car rushed out at the maximum speed.

In winter, the sunset is fast, and the setting sun melts into gold and shines a piece of glazed glass, which is cast among the shadows of the trees, becoming more and more resonant, and the night falls thousands of miles away, and the whole city is suddenly dark.

I don't know how long the car has been driving on the road aimlessly. There are barren mountains on both sides of the window, and there is no one inhabited.It was the first time Bi Xia saw Ji Yi who was so angry.She was extremely flustered, her scalp was numb, and she didn't dare to provoke him anymore, so she could only hold back her anger and ask, "What are you going to do? Where are you going?"

Ji Yi's face was frosty: "Take you back to Shanghai."

"Are you crazy?" Bi Xia was taken aback.

"I'm crazy."

"Don't do that."

As soon as Ji Yi stepped on the brakes, the car stopped in a remote forest.His face turned pale and his lips trembled. After a long while, he raised his head and looked at Bi Xia and said word by word: "I wanted to see you every day when I was on a business trip in Beijing. When I came back, I suddenly heard You said forget it, you still left, do you know how I feel in my heart?"

Bi Xia was stunned, and looked straight at him with red eyes: "Then what do you want from me? I don't feel well either."

Ji Yi approached Bi Xia, the tall figure bent down, hugged her suddenly, his lips slowly approached her ear, and said with a heavy breath, "Don't torture me, stay with me, okay?"

With a thud in her heart, Bi Xia froze, she was silent for a long time, and sneered: "It's been so long, you and Wang Xiuyan are still playing with me, is it interesting?"

Ji Yi was obviously taken aback, frowned and asked, "I'm playing tricks on you? What do you mean?"

"It's nothing interesting, it's over between us," Bi Xia rubbed his wet eyes, and said the last words to Ji Yi, "I still have something to do, so don't come to me anymore, goodbye."

She was about to open the car door when she heard a "click" and the door was locked.Ji Yi grabbed her hand, turned over lightly, and jumped to the co-pilot, holding the door lock with his slender fingers, preventing her from opening the car door.His expressionless face was a little whiter than before, and his eyes covered with cold moon and snow seemed to be frozen instantly, three feet frozen, breathing icy white air: "I will say whether the knot is over or not." It's up to you."

Bi Xia froze and kept struggling, but unexpectedly the space in the car was too narrow, she bent down and couldn't stand still, and fell into Ji Yi's arms.After a while, she was about to get up, but Ji Yi suddenly turned over, put her hands on her shoulders, and pressed her under him.

Before she could push him away, Ji Yi squeezed her chin with one hand, leaned over and kissed her lips hard.

Bi Xia was dumbfounded, his mind went blank, and his heart beat soared instantly.She opened her eyes wide in surprise, looking at this very familiar face so close, his face was gloomy but handsome as usual.She originally wanted to push him away, but no matter how hard she tried in her mind, her body couldn't do it as if possessed by a demon, so she could only blurt out a word: "Let me go..."

Ji Yi pushed Bi Xia down on the seat, buried his head next to her ear, his scorching breath brushed against her neck, and the feather-like numb brought the sense of touch all over his body.

She completely lost all strength to struggle, she didn't dare to move under him, she opened her eyes to look at his face carefully, his eyes closed, his eyebrows furrowed.She wanted to reach out and touch his face, but she didn't dare, for fear that if she raised her hand, she would find that it was just a dream.

How much she wanted, for the last time, to hope that he was by her side.

Ji Yi's lips moved back and forth between her neck, causing her to tremble all over. Bi Xia slumped under him, feeling his slender fingers go up the bottom of the skirt, meandering from the calf to the inner thigh, where they stayed For a long time, he slid slowly, his hand seemed to be carrying electric current, rampaging through Bixia's body, everything began to drift out of control.

(End of this chapter)