Qing Benqingchen

Chapter 196 I want to kill him (1)
After all, it has reached such a stage after all, if it stops now, it will hurt again sooner or later...

Dingyi couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and when he spoke, his voice was delicate and weak, "Si Yao, are you awake?"

Ren Siyao was so tired that he didn't want to open his eyes, "It's early, sleep a little longer..."

The memory slowly returned, and Dingyi unexpectedly thought of the "nonsense" last night, and his words were also caught in her ears. She felt joy in her heart, but she also had unbelievable doubts.

How could it be that such a good man like him would be the first time with a woman...

"Don't bite..."

"Si Yao..."

"Are you really... the first time?"

Ding Yi asked in a soft voice, "You're being nice when you get a cheap price...What are you asking!"

Although his tone was somewhat angry, Ding Yi could still hear the bravado in it.

To some extent, she also understands a little bit of men's psychology, so she is probably a little embarrassed.

"If you don't ask, don't ask, why are you so fierce... Are you hungry?" Dingyi kissed him lightly on the cheek to make up for it.

Only then did Ren Siyao let out a low hum, and his tone eased: "Are you hungry? Then let's go eat..."

"I saw everything in the refrigerator last night. Why don't we make it ourselves. In the future... we can save a lot by doing it ourselves."

Dingyi was just an unintentional sentence, but Ren Siyao fell silent instantly.

"What's wrong with you?" Ding Yi stood up and looked at him in surprise without hearing him speak.

Ren Siyao's eyes turned serious, "Dingyi."

He held her hand, "Follow me from now on, maybe it will make you suffer..."

Dingyi shook his head immediately, and smiled at him indifferently: "I'm not afraid, Si Yao, I'm not afraid of anything."

"But I don't want to..."

"Being with you, I don't think it is suffering even if it is suffering. What's more, we live hard by ourselves, which is not considered suffering."

Ren Siyao couldn't help being a little depressed, but Ding Yi always comforted him patiently: We don't have to worry about food, clothing, housing and transportation now, you can just paint well, and one day someone will know the value of your works.

The studio was operating in such a desolate manner, even though it was disappointing time and time again, but when the two of them suddenly discovered that their savings could not even pay next month's rent, Ren Siyao still lost control after all. broke out.

Dingyi searched for him for a whole night, but couldn't find anyone else. She was so worried that she had no choice but to call Chenfeng. Originally, Chenfeng, Meng Xingzhi and Gu Juncheng were going to help each other when the studio couldn't cope. It's just that Ren Siyao has always been high-minded and refused to accept their funding, and even turned his face to persecute him. Everyone had no choice but to help each other secretly, but they were afraid that a sensitive person like Ren Siyao would find out the truth There is a lot of trouble, and I can only worry about them in my heart.

Chenfeng and Gu Juncheng searched all the way along the university town, and finally found Ren Siyao who was drunk in a tavern.

Dingyi was crying right then, and this was the first time she cried so hard after she came back with Ren Siyao.

Ren Siyao was half sober from the wine on the spot, and his eyes were red when he held Dingyi.

"Do you know how worried I am about you? It's no big deal if you don't have money. It's not like we can't afford food, so what if we can't sell the paintings. The big deal is that I work to support you..."

Dingyi cried until he could not make a sound: "You are not allowed to leave me alone at home like this again..."

Ren Siyao gritted his teeth and nodded: "I will never do this again."

"You promise me." Dingyi wiped away her tears and said stubbornly.

"I swear, I'll never leave you alone again."

Ren Siyao hugged Dingyi tightly, this small soft body seemed to be the last life-saving driftwood in his crumbling spiritual world.

Dingyi found a job in a community health center, still working as a nurse, but busier than before, sometimes when Ren Siyao came back and waited until she fell asleep and couldn't see her, she complained, Dingyi had to Coax him again and again.

The studio has no income, Si Yao refuses to let anyone help, they always have to eat and pay the rent, what if she doesn't work?
(End of this chapter)