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Chapter 12 And I Can't Forget

"The Arabian Nights, it is simply the Arabian Nights." After I finished telling the process, Xiao Jiayi threw this sentence to me, his tone was calm, and even sneered.

I did not look at his face, nor did I need to look at his face.The dark night sky has already engulfed the whole world. Although the lights on the side of the road have already broken the shackles of darkness, these lights alone are not enough to observe the subtle changes on a person's face.

"I knew you would say that, but, Xiao Jiayi, everything I said is true." I stroked my bangs and emphasized, "Everything is true."

Xiao Jiayi stopped talking, he seemed to be thinking about something, he leaned his head heavily on the back of the chair, after a moment of silence, I continued: "Actually, we are living a pretty good life now, he is busy being a tutor, busy Take care of me, we share each other's warmth under the same roof, it's good."

And indeed it is.The day after Tang Qiming and I got married, he also joined the part-time team as a tutor and salesman.He said to me, Jiang Hui, I also know that I can't earn much money, but I am willing to do it no matter how much money I can earn. In this way, I can save enough money to take you back to your honeymoon or buy you A silk dress.Because of this, Tang Qiming and I don’t even have the chance to have dinner together. Every dinner is served by food on the street, sometimes it’s a bowl of hot dry noodles on the street stall, sometimes It’s just a cup of soy milk, but no matter how late we get home, Tang Qiming will always make me porridge with red dates and white fungus or eight-treasure porridge with lotus seeds. The sound of broadcasting flowed into the stomach together.

"Jiang Hui..." Xiao Jiayi called me, his voice was a little hoarse, like after staying up late, "You...why did you treat me like this?"

I fiddled with my fingers at a loss, but Xiao Jiayi grabbed them, he was so strong that it hurt me, but I didn't move, and let him just hold my hand, "Jiang Hui, tell me, You're lying to me, tell me, you're lying to me..."

I raised my head blankly and looked at him stiffly, his skin is so nice, so clean, so pure, his eyebrows are thick but not messy, very delicate.

"Aren't you, Jiang Hui, are you lying to me?" He suddenly laughed, that kind of sad wry smile was not coordinated when it flowed across his face, it seemed a bit broken.

I bit my lip and couldn't speak, I tried my best to withdraw my hand, but every time, Xiao Jiayi would hold them tighter, so I compromised and didn't move, letting Xiao Jiayi hold them tightly, I heard My own voice was extremely small, like a whisper in class, "Xiao Jiayi, don't be like this, Tao Wanyi is the most suitable for you."

After four years, I said this sentence for the second time.

After I finished speaking, my tears came out, scratching my face silently.Four years ago, I wanted to fulfill Xiao Jiayi and Tao Wanyi against my wish with sourness. At that time, I was as inferior as an ugly duckling; today, four years later, I am exhausted, and the only thing I can say is this sentence up.

Xiao Jiayi let go of my hand, and under the slight pain of the bones, my hands became active again, free and blind.

"No matter how good she is, she is neither you nor my childhood sweetheart Jiang Hui." He stood up from the wooden chair after saying this, and walked towards the broad street with my back on his back.I called his name behind him, but he ignored me and didn't stop walking.In this way, I watched Xiao Jiayi's figure go farther and farther under the dim light, getting smaller and smaller until it turned into a small dot, quietly disappearing into the lonely night.

My tears flowed down.I said they're cheap these days, and it's true.

The face of life is to "make up", tear down the east wall, mend the west wall; tear down the north wall, mend the south wall, mend until the end... At the end of mending, life will be intact, but it can be completely new.

This is how I removed the stubbornness and bitterness of my childhood, and used Tang Qiming's wall to fill in the gaps in my life. In the end, my life really took on a new look.But I knew in my heart that no matter how seriously I patched it up, those bluish-white traces would never be erased.

I have been sitting on the bench in elementary school waiting for Xiao Jiayi, I stubbornly think that he will definitely come back to find me, and dig three feet to find me like playing hide and seek when I was a child.But this time, I miscalculated, Xiao Jiayi did not come back, it was an elderly man who came back, the flashlight in his hand hurt my eyes, he said: "Girl, hurry home, I You have to lock the door."

I stood up unsteadily, my hands and feet were numb, and I squatted on the ground before taking two steps. The old man supported me, and he said, "Girl, are you alright?"

I smiled bitterly, struggled to stand up, raised my sore and numb legs and slowly walked out of the gate.I walked very hard, every step would have a severe numbness, I felt that my feet would lose their use and fall to the ground at any time, but I didn't, I underestimated myself, and I sat on it dangling The bus wobbled back home.

The room was dark, and there was a strong smell of alcohol in the air. I turned on the light and the room became bright instantly. At this time, I saw Tang Qiming, he was drunk. Sitting on the floor next to the sofa, surrounded by a row of disorganized beer bottles, the remaining wine flowed out of the bottles and fell drop by drop on the smooth floor, forming a small pool.

"What's going on with you?" I threw the key on the table, and stood in front of Tang Qiming across the scattered bottles. He gave me a dull look, and poured the green beer bottle into his mouth. Stretching out his hand to pull the wine bottle in his hand, the splashing wine sloshed out and spilled on the front of his chest.

"Still drinking! Do you want to drink to death!"

He stretched out his hand to look for the beer beside him. The green bottles collided together and made a crisp sound. After the chaos, he locked his eyes on me, stretched out his hand and said to me: "Give me the wine..."

I put the beer behind my back, "Tang Qiming, do you want to drink to death?"

He smiled bitterly, his arm fell heavily, and hit his thigh with a "slap", "Drunk to death?" He laughed to himself, slapping his legs without rhythm, "After drinking to death, what are you going to do?" Don't you feel liberated? Will you throw yourself into the arms of that handsome guy without hesitation? Hey, to be honest, he is indeed more handsome than me."

The wine bottle in my hand fell to the ground with a bang, and the sprayed liquid wet my shoes. Fortunately, the bottle didn't shatter, and it made a "dang-dang" circle on the floor.

"What did you say?" My voice was extremely low, and burning gas squeezed out from between my teeth, bubbling into the air mixed with the smell of alcohol.

Tang Qiming didn't look at me. He tried his best to stand up from the floor, but he was really drunk, and his body staggered up and down.Later, he put his left hand on the sofa, slowly supported his whole body, and stood in front of me precariously, "Jiang Hui," he staggered back a step, and kicked the scattered beer bottles with both feet, Accompanied by the sound of "Dang Dang Dang Dang", he spoke, "You were the one who wanted to marry me at the beginning, and I also know that you didn't want to be with me because you loved me, but no matter what your purpose is, now you They are all my wife, my daughter-in-law, my woman..." He staggered and grabbed my shoulders, and the breath of alcohol sprayed on my face, "But...you don't even touch me. Let me touch you, from the time I got the certificate to the present, you live in yours and I live in mine. A couple like us exists in name only! If it weren’t for the fact that I was a tutor near the elementary school and saw that scene, I think I would be surrounded by you for the rest of my life. In the dark." He smiled slyly, and after the words fell, he bit my lip, and the evil smell of alcohol radiated from my mouth.I tried hard to push him away, but he hugged me even tighter. I could clearly feel his body temperature and the rhythm of his heart beating.I went crazy, beat him and pinched him desperately, but he was indifferent, his hot lips pressed tightly against my mouth, and the tongue that smelled of alcohol opened my lips and teeth like a little snake, with ease gliding in my mouth.

I raised my hands in surrender, and let his hot lips slide between my necks, the beer bottles on the floor collided together and made a "dang bang bang" sound. Tang Qiming hugged me at this moment, his lips never left My face, he slowly put me on the bed, pressed against my body, he gently inserted his fingers into my hair, strangled my head and kissed my neck, his breath was very tight Heavy, like panting during a race, tight and rhythmic.

I lay motionless on the bed, my eyes staring blankly at the white ceiling, I dare not close my eyes.I was afraid that Xiao Jiayi would come out of my mind after I closed my eyes, so I suppressed the tears and opened my eyes wide, as if I had lost consciousness.

Tang Qiming stopped, as if he suddenly woke up from sleep, he propped himself up with his hands, looked at me with a red face and said, "I'm sorry...Jiang Hui."

I blinked my eyes, big tears rolled down, I stretched out my hand and hugged his spine, and then brought my thin lips to his mouth, this time it was not he who kissed me, but I who kissed him .We are caught in a never-ending battle, one after the other, over and over again.

Later, Tang Qiming fell asleep. He was tall and big, occupying two-thirds of my bed, so I curled up under his bare chest like a bird.

He was sleeping peacefully, and his fine breath sprayed on my face, itching.

I suddenly remembered the third sentence that Xiao Jiayi said to me after returning to Zhengzhou all the way. When I hung up Tang Qiming's phone call, he asked me: "Is he your boyfriend? He is very kind to you." I said, "No .”

But in fact, I did not lie. The Tang Qiming who called me was not my boyfriend in the first place. His name was printed in the small crimson book with three characters of "marriage certificate". Another name is Jiang Hui.

(End of this chapter)