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Chapter 17 Love is a burning lamp, we are all moths (3)

A city that has just rained looks extraordinarily clean and clear.I was wandering aimlessly in the street, and the warm yellow street lamps dragged my figure very long, so, only my shadow was with me in the whole world, even though the endless stream of people walked past me, despite the The busy streets fill the loneliness of the night.

Loneliness lives in everyone's heart. This loneliness is silent and invisible. We try our best to abandon it, throw it away, or even destroy it, but no matter how much effort we expend and how much sweat we shed, in the end we find ourselves Instead of destroying it, on the contrary, it becomes bigger and bigger until it fills the capacity of the whole heart. That is when we will know that loneliness is something we can't get rid of in this life.It will follow us like our shadow till we go to the grave.

I don't know how long I walked, the concept of time became very thin, and I didn't feel tired, so I just walked along the street aimlessly, and then I saw the neon lights flashing "Seven Colored Flowers", and then I stopped slowly He stepped down and walked into the milk tea shop.

Before I entered the milk tea shop, I saw a familiar face. You would never guess who I saw.To be honest, even I was surprised. Since I took over as the manager of the milk tea shop, he has almost disappeared from my sight. The only time I met him was half a month ago, when Yang Shanshan brought him to eat Tang Qiming’s roast side dishes.For He Dawei, I have always felt guilty.Because Sister Liu did not fulfill her promise, she arranged He Dawei to a better place.So before eating at noon that day, I was writing in my heart to express my apology to him more or less, but before I sat down at the dinner table, I realized that this meal was purely an exchange meeting between Tang Qiming and He Dawei. It just hits it off right away, talking about wine and things, from domestic to international, endless, there is no room for me and Yang Shanshan to intervene.So Yang Shanshan and I just ate that meal.After eating, Tang Qiming dragged He Dawei to his bedroom to play World of Warcraft, while Yang Shanshan dragged me to look at the clothes of Lady Square.

So I am very happy to see He Dawei this time. On the one hand, I want to express my apologies to him. On the other hand, something has happened in the milk tea shop recently, so I want to ask him for advice.So, I put all the unhappiness behind me, and sat opposite him with a smile on my face, "Manager He, what gust of wind brought you to the milk tea shop?"

He took a sip of juice and smiled at me. His usual dimples are very charming. No wonder he captivated Yang Shanshan and changed his style to a lady's way. Handsome men have such charms. "Well, Manager He is in the past tense. Now Manager Jiang is in progress. I just happened to pass by here. I stopped by to have a look and have a glass of juice. After all, this used to be my battlefield."

"We welcome you every day." I smiled, "Where is Manager He employed now?"

"A small foreign company." He said, and added at the end: "Living a life oppressed by capitalists." After finishing speaking, he let out a loud laugh.

"Manager He, I'm sorry for you."

"Hey, what are you talking about, I'm so sorry!" He frowned and looked at me, I dare not look into his eyes.I thought, if it wasn't for me, he would naturally stay in the milk tea shop as manager He, and naturally live a comfortable life. Thinking of this, I feel even more guilty, feeling that I am the dove, occupying the bird's nest.

He seemed to understand my thoughts, and then said: "Jiang Hui, you are a girl who is willing to endure hardships and stand hard work. It is a matter of course for you to take over the milk tea shop. Besides, it is impossible for me to stay in the milk tea shop for the rest of my life. Little manager, the outside world is huge, and I should go out and gain some experience. So, don’t feel guilty about me, it’s nothing like that.” He paused for a moment, then smiled at me, “ Actually, I should thank you, if it wasn't for you, how could I have met Yang Shanshan?"

"So I also became a matchmaker. But, to be honest, Yang Shanshan is a good girl, she is willing to do anything for you."

"I know. That's why I work harder. I want to give her a better tomorrow and not let her suffer any pain." He raised his head, his eyes fell on the night scene outside the window, as if looking at his own Like the future, infinitely fascinated.

I couldn't bear to break the tranquility of his fascination, so I looked at the scenery outside the window silently, but I felt emotional in my heart: Yang Shanshan, you are luckier than me, so you are destined to be happier than me.

Later, he took a long breath, and his eyes fell on me. I saw something like light flickering in his eyes, and he smiled at me, "Tang Qiming is not bad..."

Before he finished speaking, I interrupted him, "Oh, by the way, I have a question I want to ask you."

He retracted his smile, "What's the problem?"

"The operation of the milk tea shop has been in trouble, especially in the last three or four days. There have been very few customers. There is no problem with the production process of the drink, and the taste is as usual. So, I don't know what went wrong."

"It's normal," he said earnestly, "everyone has a period of boredom, whether it's a drink or a relationship. So, you don't have to worry about it. After a while, they miss a certain feeling or taste I'll be back when I'm ready." He patted me on the shoulder, then stood up, "It's getting late, I have to go back, I have to go to work tomorrow. You should go back early too."

When I got up to see him off, he stopped me in the store, looked at me meaningfully and said, "Jiang Hui, if I have wronged you in any way, please forgive me."

"Where, if it wasn't because of your support, I might have stood in a noisy shopping mall to distribute flyers or sell products. I can be where I am today, thanks to you." What I said was from the bottom of my heart. On the day of the interview, if He Dawei hadn't asked me a few more questions, I might not have been admitted.Perhaps, I still live some kind of embarrassing life, watching people wink and suffering.

He didn't speak anymore, just smiled dryly at me, and then plunged into the hazy night.Such a night is very quiet, or in other words, whether it is day or night, this world should be so silent, and it is only ourselves who are restless.

(End of this chapter)