The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 128 I Tell You
He didn't blink, but there was confusion in his eyes, as if he didn't want to deny it.

But this question, as long as he does not admit it immediately, proves that the answer must be no.Because he has already chosen "yes" once, if it is true, he doesn't have to worry about it now.

He didn't answer for a long time, so I changed to another question: "Are you trying to strangle me?"

He showed that tangled look again.

"Fan Yin." I was a little anxious: "I have confirmed with you again and again just now, and you have also agreed and promised not to lie. You know that I must be asking these things, and you should think about it just now if you don't want to answer. What is this? Breaking your promise? Why are you so weak?"

He still doesn't move and doesn't look at me.

I couldn't say anything, so I had to confront him silently.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth, because the stitches on his tongue hadn't been removed, and the voice he made was vague: "Do you love me?"

I suddenly forgot that he could also speak, and I was also frightened by this question, and was speechless for a while.

His eyeballs slid over, looked at me, and asked slowly: "Do you still love him?"

"Both of your questions are wrong." I didn't want to answer his question directly, because I was worried that my previous efforts would be wasted if I answered wrongly: "The current situation is that you and I have to consider the children. I want them to have a normal father. And I am right The requirements for 'normality' are very low, you can continue to beat me, and it doesn't matter if you still maintain two personalities, but at least you don't have to be tied here."

He ignored me completely, just thinking about his own problem: "You don't love me."

"Why do you say that?"

He smiled, looked at the ceiling again, with a look of despair: "You don't need to ask, I'll tell you."

I straighten up.

"The next words, I guarantee that there is absolutely no lie. So remember, after you hear it, you can either get a divorce and take your child away. Or, give the child away and stay here to die." He couldn't quickly Having to speak, so each word is uttered slowly, which makes this sentence sound extraordinarily calm and cruel: "Also, please don't interrupt while I'm talking. Just say 'yes' if you all agree. "

"Okay." It seems that I can hear a big secret, and I thought I had made all the preparations.

He was silent for a long time, probably resting.After a long while, I finally opened my mouth, and my tone was still neither sad nor happy: "I knew you long before you saw me. You are not the type I plan to marry, because you have no family background, and are just a burden to me , I'm not a philanthropist, I don't need to save the poor. You and him can't register marriage at all without my permission, and I allowed it because I planned to kill you. For this reason, I can be sure that you can't divide Any of my property, and of course I have no right to bear my children. Fortunately, you have no parents. If you had, I would have done them long ago, and a penny would not fall into their hands."

It was really cruel.

When he said the words "I plan to kill you", I felt my heart was pinched, my whole body was cold, I couldn't breathe, like falling into an ice pond.

His voice still came from his ear, neither too fast nor too slow, neither fast nor slow: "So you don't have to fantasize, every time I want to kill you, it's out of my [-]% sincerity, not out of control, and I have no other secrets , are all the result of rational thinking, every time."

I couldn't help but want to speak, but he immediately answered the question in my mind: "You must ask why, the reason is very simple, because he likes you."

I think the wound on my back hurts more, really, hurts more.It hurts so much that I want to cry.

"The reason, I have already told you. I want to make him disappear." His words are well-founded and irrefutable: "I can't kill him like a person with a body, I have to destroy his spirit .I tried to kill his favorite dog, and his reaction was very severe and painful. So I thought this was a good opportunity, I will fulfill him first, let him feel happy. Then kill his wife, kill Kill their child in her belly. You must still ask, then why should I have close contact with you? And let you have my child? This is because..." He paused and took a few breaths, probably because A little tired, and the wound hurts: "I want to stimulate him. Let his woman be fucked by me, let his woman give birth to me, let his woman fall in love with me. But I will not treat her well, I just want to let He knows that his favorite toy has been snatched away by me, but his treasure will not be cherished at all in my hands. She throws it away for other men, anyway, she will die sooner or later, and helping me before she dies is considered the best use of everything."

I don't know what it would be like to sit here and hear him say that.But I only feel the pain, the pain is numb, the pain is stiff, and the pain is so dizzy.

It turns out that people can't shed tears when they are in extreme pain, and the same is true when they are in extreme despair.

He was still saying: "Then you must ask again, since I plan like this, why are you sitting here? That's because the plan is not over yet, but look at his reaction, he is tossing non-stop. I'm so excited but he's in pain, the last straw that crushed him was when you gave birth to my baby. I can feel that he's on the verge of a mental breakdown, as long as he breaks down, I'll be successful and never have to be caught by this again The idiot drags his feet and no longer has any worries. As for Fannian, sorry, I only have one daughter, and that is Xing Xing. If this success makes him collapse, then I will spare your life and let you take her away to raise her. Come to me, I won't admit it. If you can't, I'll give her away, and you will die. After that, I will marry Miss Pu, or other women who are worthy of me." With joy and narrowness: "Actually, I have always thought that you are very self-aware. You always quarrel with me, but you never weigh yourself. An orphan, no career, and a stupid brain, only this skin is still useful. Why do you think that I will fall in love with you? It is because you think too highly of yourself that you will be easily 'deceived' by me. Therefore, if you are lucky to be alive this time, please remember that people must learn to control themselves. Reasonable desires, don’t try to have a life you don’t deserve.”

I……

Hearing this, my whole body is numb.The sharp pain from the wound has spread to every nerve in my body.

My eyes couldn't help but want to cry, even though I tried my best to get it back.

I couldn't help pinching my hands tightly, and my nails were embedded in the flesh, making my palms sticky.

Facing his smiling eyes, I really want to say something, or straighten my back, to make myself look like a loser.

But it made no sense at all, because I understood that this time he didn't lie to me.

He tried to kill me more than once, and every time, he brought me to the brink of death.

I grew up in Su's family, and I deeply understand the requirements of these nobles for marriage.

What he said is absolutely right, it is true that I think too highly of myself.Because I have understood since I was a child that the door of that world has never been opened to me. Even if I squeeze my head in, I will still be kicked out.

But it never occurred to me to step in.

Never.

I'm the biggest victim, but I can't say anything.

Because I also understand that at this moment, no matter what I say, it will only be exchanged for humiliation.

So all I can do is wipe away my tears, stand up enduring the pain, and walk out step by step.

When I got to the door, I heard Fan Yin's voice: "Help the wife out."

I went back to the ward and lay down for a while. After taking painkillers, the wound didn't hurt so much.

I want to sleep for a while, but as soon as I close my eyes, scenes from the past appear in my mind:

He is holding my hair.

He slapped me.

He kicked me off the stairs.

He strangled my neck.

His humiliation to me.

He pulled the trigger on me.

……

His unabashed "confession".

In the evening, Fan's father knocked on the door and came in, asking, "Did you talk to Yinyin? How's the situation?"

"Nothing." I wasn't going to tell anyone about it.

"The wound in his mouth is open, he must have said a lot, why didn't he talk about anything?" Fan's father said excitedly: "It doesn't matter if it's inconvenient to tell Dad, Dad just wants to know if he is stable? "

"Very stable," I said. "He's quite sober."

Fan's father nodded in satisfaction: "But how can you make him talk so much? You know he has stitches in his mouth."

"Sorry." I said.

Father Fan looked at me and smiled awkwardly: "Don't get me wrong, although it is reasonable that he came to see you because you were injured more than him, but he still has to be tied up after all. It's not that Dad doesn't care about your condition, I Ask the doctor every day and always know your wound is healing well."

"I know." He always came to see me with injuries, so I never thought of this direction: "Thank you."

He is really a sensitive old man: "Why do you suddenly see outsiders like this?"

"It's not that I'm out of sight, it's just that I'm a little tired." I said, "Dad, I have a question."

"What's the problem?"

"Mrs. Han said last time that she will arrange for our divorce." I always feel that they are not doing this: "When will it be?"

"This." Fan's father said with a smile, "If Yinyin's illness can get better, you don't want to get a divorce. What's wrong with a family living happily together? Dad thinks you can wait."

"You said him well, what do you mean?" I asked, "Are both personalities present and kept, or only the No.1 personality?"

"It's best to be No. 1, but if it's not possible, we can only stabilize the two of them first." Fan's father said, "I'll figure out a way slowly in the future."

(End of this chapter)