The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 127

After chatting that day, I went back to the ward.

Because I have to take medicine recently, and I can't sit for a long time, I have to eat my nursing mother's milk.Although the nursing mother is healthier than me, she was not used to it at first, and it took a few days to get used to it after crying and fussing. After so many things, she has already begun to feel insecure. She has to stay by my side and uses her eyes when drinking milk. look at me.

I always feel that a four-month-old child should be a carefree little dough, and I am very worried.I have never been able to figure out whether Fanyin's disease is the same as schizophrenia. If so, then it may be hereditary. If not, then it is not hereditary.

Therefore, giving birth to a child really cannot be done on a whim. Whenever I see Nian Nian suffering, my heart is filled with distress and regret. I feel that I brought her into this world but failed to make her happy. How selfish and ignorant you are.

After the nurse had told me for the seventh time that Fan Yin's condition was stable, I decided to see him.

The day before I decided to go, I called Mrs. Han and asked her a few questions.I also asked Fan's father, even called Mr. Fei, and asked some questions.

The door of the ward was closely guarded, but Achang was not there, so I don't know if he was dealt with because he injured me.

I sat on the chair by the door, looking at the figure of Fanyin inside the glass door.He was lying on the hospital bed, with a special rope wrapped around his body, which became tighter as he struggled.The ankles were handcuffed with steel cuffs, and the wrists were also fixed to both sides of the body.The mouth was tied with a strip of cloth, and the head was completely locked by tools, like an animal waiting to be slaughtered.

The bodyguard told me that I could go in, but I had to be accompanied by a bodyguard and keep a distance of more than two meters from him.

So I went in and sat two meters away from his arm.

This distance allowed me to see his face. It turned out that he was awake, his eyes were open, and the eyeballs slid to the corners of his eyes, looking at me very calmly.

I said, "Fanyin?"

Of course he couldn't answer, and looked at me fixedly.

"I want to chat with you." I said, "If you are No. 1, just wink at me."

He froze for a long time before gently closing his eyes.

"Are you planning to bite your tongue and kill yourself?" I said, "If so, just blink."

After a long while, he blinked.

Fanyin is of course a strong person, at least No.1 character is definitely.The most recent time was when he sent me to the hospital. At that time, he had a wound on his tongue that required two stitches, and the nerves on his tongue were sensitive. Many people who bit their tongues to commit suicide died of pain, but he still told me a few words sentence.I can be sure that the person who sent me to the hospital was No.1, because he called me "Lingling".

But he wanted to commit suicide more than once.

Thinking of this, I feel bad for him—no matter who he is.

"Your mother said that you committed suicide before." I asked, "Do you really want to live?"

He stared at the ceiling without responding to me.

I've thought about it a lot these days, life can't go on like this, it's getting out of control.While his parents were trying too, I had to step in and help them get the situation under control.

I certainly don't want Fanyin to go crazy, nor do I want him to die.But no matter how lofty my ideals are, the reality is that I can't do anything.

I can only try to talk to him and try to do my best: "Recently, I always think, is there something hidden about the reason why you treated me badly before? Or is it just because of this disease that you can't do anything?" Control yourself. I have been married for so long and you have never told me what you think once. Maybe it's because you think I'm stupid and it doesn't make sense to say it. I also feel that I don't have the emotional intelligence to understand you. After all, there are so many Psychiatrists have tried. But if you tell me, at least I can save you some trouble. Whether your real purpose is to want me to go, I die, or to experience the pleasure of torturing me, at least clearly understand Otherwise, unfortunately for Nian Nian, your situation is definitely not entirely caused by yourself, there must be factors of your parents, the stars are already so big, although she still doesn't know about your situation, but if this continues, yes Her shock is very big. And Nian Nian is so young, she is already very disturbed and scared every day, because she has no sense of security. I know you can't control yourself now, so I hope I can play a buffer role , to make life in this family look a little more peaceful, and at least make the children less disturbed, so that they don't repeat your pain in the future. You can't talk to me now, but I can ask you questions, and wink if you want. "

His eyes turned again, and his eyes were full of helplessness. This kind of helplessness was completely different for Xiao Tiantian, not like a child, but a complete adult, the kind of being hit, helpless, almost Desperate, if there is a color to describe this gaze, it must be bottomless, black that cannot be changed by any color.

Although he quickly withdrew his gaze, the shock to me at this moment still can't go away for a long time.

His eyes rolled back again, looking at the ceiling.I knew he was struggling, so I waited silently.

The minutes ticked by, my painkillers were up, and my back started to ache.The bullet had an explosive effect in my body, and a lot of tissue was removed during the debridement, so the wound was huge and naturally painful.

Pain is a feeling that makes people lose patience, but I don't have it.Because I think the reason why he struggles is because he wants to blink, but for some reason he doesn't want to.

I pride myself on being a patient person, not to mention that this matter has a high probability.So this kind of pain made me more awake. It reminded me sharply, telling me that this matter must be decided in this way, otherwise this shot would not be the end, but the beginning of chaos.

Finally, Fanyin's eyeballs slid to the corners of his eyes again, looked at me, and blinked.

I breathed a sigh of relief, as if I saw the dawn: "The next question I ask, if the answer is yes, you just blink, if it is no, you don't move. If you don't hear clearly, just left Look and look, shake it."

He blinked and hooked the corners of his lips, as if to show that he still had a mouth to move.

"Then just smile if you don't hear clearly." I emphasized: "You promise that everything you answer must be true, and if it is, just blink."

In fact, this sentence is meaningless, after all, he won't lose anything by lying to me, and I can only bet on trust.

He blinks.

I took a deep breath and started to ask: "Are you No.1 right now?"

He blinks.

I took out the small book that recorded the contents of the previous phone call, and planned to rely on this to ascertain his identity as much as possible at this moment, and reduce the probability of being deceived: "Mr. Fei likes drinking coffee very much."

He didn't move.

Mr. Fei said that he likes to drink English tea, and he hardly touches coffee.And although he met Britney, he didn't discuss his preferences.

"Mr. Fei used heroin."

He blinked.

This is what Mrs. Han said. She said that when Fanyin was ten years old, something happened at home. To help them, Mr. Fei used some heroin himself, but he never touched it again.Only Mrs. Han and Fanyin knew about this matter, not even Fan's father.And at that time, Fanyin already had normal memories of his biological mother and stepmother, that is to say, he had not yet experienced a split personality.She thinks that only No.1 knows about this matter.

Although Mrs. Han explained it this way, I really didn't expect a person like Mr. Fei to touch drugs.Because he is so rational and smart, how can such a person do stupid things?
I really want to know the reason, but I must cherish the time when Fanyin is stable, so I asked the next one: "Your stepmother's family was killed by your father and your mother?"

I watched his expression, but there was no expression on his face, just a calm wink.

It is probably No. 1, but I am still a little worried, so I added a new question on the spur of the moment: "Your mother, Mrs. Han, used to beat you and abuse you. She turned black and white, was headstrong, and very shameless."

Fanyin's gaze immediately shot over like an arrow, she even turned her head, her fingers clenched the bed sheet tightly, and veins popped out.

"Now I believe it." He didn't respond to the killing of his stepmother and his family, but reacted violently to the insult of his biological mother. Coupled with the previous questions, it can be judged that he is indeed No. 1.So I said: "Don't be angry, what you said just now is just for testing. Although you promised, after all, the two of you can imitate each other in a fake way, so I said that on purpose to see if you will be irritated."

Only then did Fanyin relax, but he still glanced at me displeasedly.

"Now let's get to the point." I asked, "Are you the one who made Ah Chang shoot that day?" Although I've already asked this question once, I still want to be sure.

He blinks.

"Did you want him to kill you at that time?" A Chang's gun was indeed pointed at him, and the reason why I was shot was also because he pulled him to block the bullet.It doesn't have to be so complicated to kill me.

He blinks.

"You want to prevent him from hurting me in this way?"

He looked at me, his eyes wide open, showing no signs of blinking.

It was hard to ask him something, because he was not sincere at all: "Is that because you were tied up like that, lost your dignity, lost your freedom, felt hopeless, and wanted him to kill you?"

He blinks.

He committed suicide twice that day, and when he bit his tongue, he took advantage of Achang's lack of time to seal his mouth.Then he desperately ordered Achang to shoot him.If he wanted to die, that was indeed his only chance.

"Are you the one who brought me to the hospital?"

He blinks.

"At that time you said that you were the one who pinched me and let me go." I asked, "Now you answer it again, is it you?"

(End of this chapter)