The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 130 Persuasion
I looked up and found Fanyin standing four or five meters away from me, and the doctor was standing at the door.

"Come here." Fanyin said, "Let the doctor treat your wound."

I'm not going, this little injury is nothing.

"What I said yesterday was to anger you on purpose. The reason is that I think you don't love me at all, and you only have him in your heart." He lied without changing his face: "I won't kill you, and I don't need to divorce you. I will treat you well. And Niannian. Don't be angry."

I hurriedly asked, "Are you awake now?"

"Sober." He stretched out his hand and said, "Come here, don't let Nian Nian smell the blood."

"Then can you tell your father, what conditions did you discuss with me yesterday?" I said, "You said that I can take the child and divorce."

He looked at me and didn't speak.

"Your father told me to wait for you to wake up, otherwise he will take Nian Nian away." I asked, "Can you tell him now?"

Fanyin didn't say a word, turned around and walked out.

I quickly called him: "Fan Yin!"

He stopped, turned his head and glanced at me, and said, "Let's talk about it next time, please calm down first."

For the next few days, my access was restricted, but luckily Nian Nian was by my side.Breastfeeding every day is the most painful moment, because I have to watch Nian Nian in the arms of a nurse who is stronger than me, and I am always worried that if she is not careful, she will be taken away.

On this day, Fan's father came to the ward.

He had lost a lot of weight, looked sluggish, and had dark circles on his face.

At this time, Niannian was sleeping, so I quickly watched her closely.Although I know rationally that he can't take the child away easily, I still can't let go of my feelings.

After Fan's father sat down, he didn't keep staring at Niannian like before, but said, "Dad was sorry for you last time."

I don't want to forgive him, because what happened last time hurt me too much.And I always think that when the other party does something that is unforgivable in my opinion, don't force yourself to forgive.

My silence caused the atmosphere to fall into silence, until Fan’s father spoke again: “The reason why I made that decision last time was that when I went to see Yinyin, he had already started to get confused before I could understand the matter. Yinyin couldn’t do it in person. Come here, I also see that your mood is very unstable, I am afraid that because you are young, you will run away with Nian Nian on impulse, Nian Nian is in our hands, at least temporarily holding you."

I still don't want to talk.

"I'm sorry for hurting your feelings." Fan's father said, "But father wants you to think from my point of view, what else could you do?"

I asked, "Has he stabilized recently?"

"A few days ago it was stable, but last night something was wrong again." Fan's father sighed, and said, "I wanted to observe it for a few more days and let him come and talk to you."

"Did he tell you the story?" Although I asked, I was completely hopeless.Fan Yin's words that day, from content to tone, were obviously forced by Fan's father, and it sounded fake.I also thought carefully about the "facts" he said, which can be explained logically, which means that it is [-]% true.

"He didn't tell, but before you talked, I sent someone to put a recording pen in." Fan's father said with a dry smile: "After all, Yinyin's brain is like this, and you are so young. I'm afraid you can't handle it well, so I don't want to The meaning of eavesdropping on secrets."

I didn't speak.

Fan's father bowed his head in embarrassment, and said, "It stands to reason that things have come to this point, and it would be too selfish for me to say good things for him. Although I have the ability to threaten you, Yinyin is right, kid You can't leave your mother, Yinyin herself is an example. But having said that, Dad still advises you not to divorce."

I asked: "Why?"

"There's no reason." Fan's father said very generously, "You two can't be happy if you're divorced."

I couldn't help laughing.

This marriage has changed like this, what could be more unhappy than now?Even if you date an ordinary man, or spend the rest of your life by yourself, it's better than being so frightened and implicating your children.

Fan's father was not angry about my rudeness, and only said: "I know you think my words are ridiculous, but this is just the most realistic consideration. Once you get divorced, Fan's family will definitely pay alimony, but it must not be too much. Same as now, because Yinyin is going to remarry, the remarriage partner will no longer be a girl like you. If you give you more, there must be criticisms over there, and the identity of the other party is there, and Yinyin is already a girl. Remarriage must not make her and her family unhappy anymore. Therefore, alimony and child support will only be a figure that you and your children can live well, but the standard of living must be lowered by many levels. Not to mention, a safe place to live , servants, drivers, bodyguards, etc., cannot be supported by money alone. What's more, Nian Nian has a necessary standard of living from the day she was born. She is not the child of ordinary people, and her surname predestined her Children are more likely to be kidnapped and revenged than ordinary children. And children will grow up slowly, and you will gradually find that there are more stars than Nian Nian. Yinyin remarried and gave birth to other children. Around you, the relationship with him and us is becoming more and more unfamiliar, and it is inevitable that one will favor the other. Maybe this is not a problem for you, but what about Nian Nian? Vanity is also a part of human nature, let alone these things that should belong to it in the first place What's more, the alimony is only paid until you remarry, and the person you remarry, if nothing else happens, his income may not even reach half of the alimony."

As soon as I opened my mouth, he immediately said: "I just think you can overcome all of these."

"Then there are still things that cannot be overcome. If you remarry, what kind of man will you choose? Is he likely to be good to Nian Nian? If he is actually a pervert, will Nian Nian be wronged or he was good at first, but later Unintentionally discovering Nian Nian's identity, for him, Nian Nian is a treasury, will he not take it? These are all things that can't be turned back once they happen." He said: "In addition, once Yinyin remarries I'm afraid it will be difficult for Niannian to grow up safely. As long as the remarried partner has a little power, he will definitely eradicate dissidents for his children in advance. Xingxing is already so big, and she can take over the family job in a few years. Her status is very important. It's safe, but what about Nian Nian? Once the other party makes a move, it is absolutely impossible to guard against. Even if you find that you tell Yinyin, the wind is blowing by the pillow, and Yinyin has no feelings for Nian Nian. If you delay, Nian Nian may die gone."

What he said made my hair stand on end, because although these things are small probability events, they all have the possibility of happening, and once they happen, they will be irreversible.

I remained silent, and Fan's father went further: "But if you stay here, first of all, you will get the gratitude from our family and his mother. After all, Yinyin bullies you like this, and you are really good to him. We really I am grateful from the bottom of my heart. Now you and us are becoming more and more like a family. It is much easier to establish a relationship with other family members. Next, as long as you take good care of Nian Nian, you can regenerate if you like children. Anyway, we are not unusual People, if you don't want to see Yinyin, you don't have to see him, but with this marriage contract, you are the one closest to Yinyin, and you have half of everything about him. Although it is not ancient times now, the position of Yinyin's wife is It's still equivalent to a queen. The standard of living and power she enjoys is definitely greater than that of her ex-wife and mistress. For example, if he fools around again, you have the right to tell your father to get rid of those women and little bastards to ensure that your children get the best I don’t need to be passively beaten. To put it bluntly, Yinyin has committed suicide many times. I can’t stand him, and I have prepared myself countless times. If he suddenly disappears one day, I’m afraid I won’t either. I feel so surprised. If that happened, you should consider for yourself, is the ex-wife safer and enjoys more benefits, or his widow? Besides, Xingxing also likes you, she has no mother, and she will be like your own biological daughter in the future .”

I still wanted to open my mouth, but Father Fan blocked me back: "I know what you want to say, my thoughts are very feudal, but you have to understand that this is the case with our family and yourself. Some things make sense It is wrong, but in actual operation, you can only make mistakes to minimize the loss. Of course, these words are just my father's suggestion. I think that although you are young, you are already a mother, and you have the responsibility of children. This time is another very critical choice. For us, Dad still thinks that Yinyin has feelings for you and you like him, otherwise there is no need to be so sad. The realistic consideration is that we can all see that you are not a A cunning child with resilience. If there is an accident in the future, you can make things happen if you cultivate it well, and you will definitely be kind to the stars. That's why Dad has talked so much about you. I hope you can think carefully. As long as you promise not to divorce, the future A lot of things are negotiable."

I didn't express my opinion on the spot because my mind was messed up by what he said.

I am a very bad person, that is, I am not aggressive when it comes to children.Maybe it's because I'm unlucky after all, so I very much hope that Nian Nian's life is happy, even perfect.I hope that she will have everything I expected when I was a child, a happy home, ample material goods, absolute security, warmth and happiness...she has it all.I even look forward to almost paranoid.

So Fan’s father used this as an entry point to convince me, which really made me very shaken.If I choose wrongly, Nian Nian will be unlucky at least, and at worst, lose my life.I can't do this, I have to be careful, and be careful again and again.I even feel that in order to achieve this goal, my suffering is not the point at all, and it is okay to trade my life.

I don't know whether this thought is selfless to Nian Nian or selfish to her.

I thought about it for a few days and still couldn't make up my mind.A week later, Mrs. Han came.

(End of this chapter)