The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 131 A Bad Card

She entered the door and chatted a few words first, teasing Niannian, and then got to the point after a long time: "I know everything, Fansheng said that he talked to you, but I guess he must be persuading you not to divorce."

I nodded: "Are you also here to persuade?"

"No." She said: "I advise you to divorce. Yinyin's situation has become more and more serious, besides, in your heart, he is not the man you chose at the beginning. He treated you like that, even if you thought you could bear it at the time , but I will always think about it in my heart.”

I nodded: "But what Dad said makes sense."

"That's what I wanted to say when I saw you today." She sighed and said, "What he said is more than justified, it is your only choice now."

I didn't speak.

"Although he is my son, I have to say that divorce from the Fan family is not a road, but a tightrope. Based on my understanding of Yinyin, after you leave, not only will you not be clean, but you will have a lot of divorce. Trouble." She said: "Every step you take, you have to be careful, and you have to use all your scheming, and the further you go down, the more you will be involved, the greater the risk, even if you win, you will lose everything."

I asked, "Do you regret the divorce?"

"No regrets," she said, "but only I can walk this tightrope, and I almost fell to my death a few times."

"Then..." I observed her expression and asked, "Can I ask why you are the only one who can leave?"

"I have money, a family, and a lover." She replied simply, "I was ready for a strong man to cut his wrists, but you have none of these."

Indeed, I have none of what she said.I wasn't even mentally prepared.

"It seems that you also support not to divorce." I was a little disappointed, because she had always supported my divorce before.

"When I decided to divorce, I had a good card in my hand, and I got a good card soon, but I still played a mess. Now you have a bad card, if you don't find your biological parents who are extremely rich in a short time , You can’t even win or lose.” She said: “I only support you to think well, weigh well, and don’t take risks for things that you will definitely lose.”

I nodded: "I will consider it."

She looked at me silently for a long time, and said: "If you insist on getting a divorce, I can help you. I will pay the alimony after Fan's family has paid it. If you have any problems in your life, you can come to me. But I There is only one request, don't remarry after divorce, I don't like to help people who make fun of me."

"This..." I asked, "Why did you suddenly make such a decision?"

"I'm worried that this is really a sea of ​​suffering for you, so I'm willing to save you." She emphasized again: "But I don't support all imprudent decisions. Once you think about leaving, don't look back."

"Yeah." I said, "I'll think about it."

She smiled at me slightly: "Call me anytime."

I nodded.

Afterwards, Mrs. Han and I chatted with Nian Nian for a while. She brought a gift for Nian Nian this time, which was a gold and jade pendant with the pattern of a little rabbit, which was obviously very valuable.She said she saw it at an auction and bought it because she thought the little rabbit was cute.

She stayed for two hours before leaving, and when she was about to get up, I stopped her again: "Do you know what he said to me?"

"I know." She didn't seem surprised.

"What do you think..." I could only ask her, because although she was a bit headstrong, fortunately she would not lie: "Is that true?"

"It should be." Her gentle eyes seemed to be looking at her own daughter: "But I don't think it's all."

"why?"

"you are still alive."

These days, I try to calm myself down as much as possible.Papa Fan and Mrs. Han have basically the same opinion, and they are the only elders I can refer to.Of course, they are Fanyin's parents, so they must be more toward Fanyin, but they are also Niannian's family members, it is not a lie to love her, and they must also consider her.

But as long as I think about all the things these days, Nian Nian's uneasy appearance, and Fan Yin's words, I can't help but lean towards the divorce side.

Recently I have been thinking: After hearing those words, I was hardly surprised. I just felt sad, like being stabbed, and the pain was excruciating, but I didn’t feel too surprised.Maybe my subconscious has already guessed this consequence, but it's too terrible, and I don't even want it to come out.

But now it has really come, which means that I personally can no longer go on with Fanyin, but I am willing to force myself for Nian Nian, anyway, I am more looking forward to Nian Nian living well.What's more, even if we get divorced, I have Niannian, and I may not meet the so-called true love again.My vision of seeing people is so bad, none of my friends and lovers have hurt me, and the probability of meeting a good person is almost zero.Of course, I can still choose to give up Niannian, but then Niannian will be like a star, and I am not dead, so of course I have to take care of her.

Although this discovery is very sad, but as Father Fan and Mrs. Han said, who made me not have a good hand?Who made me unable to bear the storm after divorce?

Thinking of these, I can't help but start to regret Sheng Nian Nian.Oh, no, what I should regret the most is that I knew that the other party was mentally ill, but I still had hope in him, but I didn't stop the loss and leave immediately.

Obviously the current predicament is the price I paid for my previous stupidity.

Until I was discharged from the hospital, I did not express my opinion to Papa Fan and Mrs. Han, but if I did not express my opinion, it was tacit consent, so they did not mention it.

I stayed in the hospital for three months, and when I was discharged from the hospital, Niannian could already sit up.She has been staying in the hospital recently, but she has developed a good habit of not being afraid of doctors. Not only is she not afraid, but she also smiles at doctors and nurses. It seems that getting injections will not be very difficult in the future.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Fan’s father’s date had not yet arrived, but he insisted on leaving the hospital with me.I asked about Fan Yin in the car, and Fan’s father said, “He went to North Africa with his mother.”

"They went together?"

"Don't worry, there are still quite a few people." Fan's father said excitedly: "He hasn't committed a crime for two months, and he was discharged from the hospital last week. He has been with his mother to prepare for work, and he hasn't looked for a woman."

"Oh." I hope he will look for it, but I live with Fan's father, attend classes and take care of Niannian, so it's almost like a divorce, and it's still safe.

"After we talked last time, he seldom loses his temper with me." Fan's father held Nian Nian's little hand, and said happily and gently: "I also went to see the stars, bought her a gift, and said that I would wait for his The illness is completely cured, so I will take her to live with me."

I asked, "What did the doctor say?"

"The examination said that he is mentally stable, but that's the same result in the past. He hasn't thought about being with his stepmother." Fan's father said optimistically: "But even if the second personality doesn't disappear, at least it has stabilized."

"So fine."

"I'm glad I didn't get divorced, right?" Fan's father said with a smile: "That woman must have been talking to him recently. He listens to her very much and will definitely treat you better. Even if he can't, he will definitely not bully you again."

I nodded: "Then where will he live next?"

"Stay at that woman's house for a while, and then move back to my own home." Fan's father was still very thoughtful: "You have stayed with me for the past two years, and if you get tired of staying here, go to that woman's house. Go to Singapore to see Fei Fei. Let’s observe him for two years this time, don’t worry, Dad will help you supervise him and don’t allow him to mess around.”

Hehe, no woman for two years?

Will a stud like Fanyin agree?I don't even believe it.

However, until Niannian passed his first birthday, he did not see Fanyin once, nor did he contact me.And Niannian became more and more naughty, I was so busy all day, my father said that she was only one year old, and when she was two years old, she would be so angry that people would have a headache.

Fan Xing was also picked up, but now Nian Nian can only crawl and howl a few times.This made Fanxing very anxious, trying every day to make Nian Nian talk, teach her to walk, and urged us every day to ask her when she could play with Nian Nian.

I think it will be fine in half a year, but Nian Nian at that time must be very annoying.

During this period, I also received news from Fanyin, all from Fan’s father.He kept patting his chest to ensure that Fanyin only went to work recently, he didn't go to whoring or have a one-night stand, he didn't even drink alcohol, he smoked much less, it didn't sound real.

Speaking of cigarettes, I thought about marijuana and asked Fan's father, but he hemmed and took the topic away, so I didn't ask again.

Seeing Fanyin was a last resort, because Nian Nian was about to celebrate his first birthday.

In fact, there are always people coming to the house in the past few months, Mr. Fei alone came four or five times.He likes Nian Nian very much, and Fan's father always adds fuel to the fire by sarcastic, and gets stared at every time.

I also asked Fan's father about this, but I didn't understand his mentality.He explained it this way: "I always told him back then that you should have children as early as possible, let your wife have children if you have a wife, and let your mistress have children if you don't have a wife. But he didn't listen, and he laughed at me, saying that I Just give birth and don't care about raising. But you see, Huaixin's family hasn't even touched a woman yet, and Yinyin of my family is already the father of two daughters."

"But if you tease him like this, he will be upset, right?" I said, "After all, people come to see you from a long distance."

"Because my father is not in good health, he has to take care of two granddaughters with his old cold legs. He is younger than me and has quick legs." Father Fan said with a smile: "Besides, we old people don't have much fun anymore, it's simple. Let's make a harmless comparison. If he was really sad, he wouldn't come here every day."

Three days after the chat this time, Mr. Fei came again.

Singapore is a long way away, counting the time, he came back just after returning.

Fan's father received the call ahead of time, he looked very confident, and said, "Guess what he's doing this time?"

"Is there a prize for guessing right?"

"A reward of 2 yuan." He said cunningly: "But if you guess wrong, you have to give Dad 2 yuan."

"I don't have 2 yuan."

"Deducted from pocket money." He asked, "Would you like to take a gamble?"

(End of this chapter)