The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 170 Because I Will Do It My Way

I rarely see Sixth Sister, but I always like to stare at these things to see if they are real, so I am a little embarrassed and say, "I'm sorry."

"Dad doesn't like you very much." Her voice was so low, as if it was an unspoken secret: "He wants you to be cunning and ambitious."

I don't think it's a good thing to flaunt yourself as "simple" and "innocent", but in my eyes, "skillful" and "ambitious" should be people like Fanyin. Gotta have an IQ.My IQ is a bit difficult to calculate my own problem, so these two words are completely out of line with me...

But after all, Sister Shanshan was telling me about my adoptive father, so I quickly asked, "Does my father think that I don't work hard, and that's why he doesn't like me?"

She looked at me without saying a word, and said after a long time: "Dad didn't want you to learn to fly, but after all, you chose it yourself, and it's easier to do well if you choose it yourself, so he didn't organize it. But your university has been so far. People of your age can at least get a diploma, and those who are smarter can finish their master's exams. Now that you have a child, you will not be able to concentrate on studying and working in the future. I think the reason why Dad is so I'm angry, not because you didn't tell the family, he doesn't object to making decisions by himself, but he thinks he should consider his own future first when he is young, and if you do this, you are completely wasting your own future."

If it's just because of this, why did you ignore me when you were young?If you don’t have time to tell me in person, it’s okay to ask the aunt who takes care of me to convey it. As long as it is his request, I will try my best to complete it.I can do whatever major he wants me to study.I will try my best to achieve as many points as I want.

So I think her words did not solve the doubts in my heart, but her words were right.Even Fanyin felt that I didn't work hard enough and that I didn't have enough education.But my life is so ups and downs that I don't even have time to take care of my children, and I don't have time to study at all.

After talking here, Sister Shanshan didn't say anything more.

Soon, a nurse came out and said, "Sir, please ask Miss Lingyu to come in."

I was about to follow in immediately, but was stopped by Sister Shanshan: "Button."

The first button on my neckline was still open, because it was more comfortable to breathe, so I thanked her quickly and fastened the button.While I was buttoning the buttons, she said, "Be careful when you go in. Dad is not feeling well recently. Don't make him angry."

"Okay." It seems that what Su Wei said is correct, Sister Shanshan is indeed a kind person with a cold face and a warm heart: "Thank you, Sister Shanshan."

She nodded and opened the door.

I followed the nurse all the way to the inner door, took a deep breath, and pushed the door open.

There were only my adoptive father and Fanyin inside. Fanyin was kneeling on the ground, and my adoptive father was still sitting on the single sofa from last time.

I couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and found that my adoptive father had already looked over, and quickly said, "Dad."

My adoptive father nodded, Fanyin also looked over, and said softly, "Come here."

I hurried to his side, he tugged my trouser legs with his hands, and I knelt down beside him knowingly.

Fan Yin's expression relaxed a little, and he said to me: "I'm apologizing to your father, because we didn't get his consent when we got married, and we didn't hold the wedding ceremony, and we were too hasty to have a child."

Uh……

I didn't understand what kind of medicine he sold in the gourd, and I was a little confused.

Fanyin looked at my adoptive father again, with a very sincere expression: "I knew that the second personality was with Lingling back then, but I didn't stop it out of selfishness and concealed my illness from her. Regarding this, I... …terribly sorry."

The adoptive father didn't speak.

"Because of my illness, I had a lot of new psychological problems at one time. I often felt a lot of pressure and fell into paranoia. Therefore, I did a lot of very excessive things to her. Lingling has always tried to tolerate me and help me. No Leave me." He lowered his head and said in a low voice: "I always have the idea of ​​suicide. Until not long ago, when I contacted you to ask you for help, I also planned to commit suicide. It is also because of this that I hope Lingling will give me Have a few children. Because in my opinion, she is a resilient, strong, optimistic and powerful woman, and I want my children to be like this. The genetic probability of split personality is very small, I think, if it is The child Lingling takes care of will be very healthy and will not suffer from this disease again."

My adoptive father still had no expression on his face, he just picked up the teacup silently.

"My father and my mother and the rest of the family love Lingling very much and have fully accepted her as part of our family. I also have a child who has never met her mother and would love to have Lingling as her mother This is all the result of Lingling's personality charm and her own hard work. It is also because she has been helping me to cure diseases and take care of my family that she has delayed her academic future. So, those things that make you feel sad, It wasn't that Lingling and I made it happen together, but because I insisted on going my own way and made her suffer."

Fanyin was silent for a while at this point, and then said after a while: "I know that the damage I caused to Lingling and the Su family is irreparable, but I still hope that you can give me some more time. Time is absolutely safe from any bodily harm. If my disease can be cured, I will prepare the bride price and give her the most beautiful wedding. If it is not cured, then there will be no cure for my disease Good hope, last time I told you that all my visible inheritance has been established to her, and my children will only recognize her as their mother. All of my things will eventually be left to her. At that time, my relatives will also take good care of Lingling and the children, and it will not affect her choice again, let alone make her suffer the slightest grievance."

A few days ago, Fan's father asked him to write a letter of guarantee, and Mrs. Han wanted to disclose me, so I thought he didn't intend to divorce me.I don't know whether these words came to him suddenly, or the result of deliberation.But I feel that talking to someone of my adoptive father's level should not be the result of impulsiveness. Every word he says must be resounding, not in vain, and he must be responsible.

Fanyin finished speaking, but my adoptive father still didn't speak, just holding a teacup and sipping in silence.

I knelt until my legs became numb, and my adoptive father suddenly looked at me and asked, "Do you agree?"

"I..." This matter was said too suddenly, so I didn't know whether to agree or not.But the way my adoptive father looked at me gave me an invisible urging and pressure, so I was stunned for a while and said: "Until now, doctors have been unable to communicate with his second personality, but I can. We Some clues have also been found, which may be able to unravel the cause of his illness. I think his illness will be cured soon."

My adoptive father didn't speak, he lowered his head and gently scraped the tea leaves in the teacup with the lid of the teacup.

I knew my answer didn't match his question, because I wanted to avoid that question.But Fanyin didn't speak, and my adoptive father didn't ask any more questions, everyone was waiting for my words.

I had no choice but to get into trouble again. I seemed to understand what kind of answer my adoptive father liked, but I couldn't say it. After thinking about it for a long time, I still told my own truth: "Dad, even if his illness can't be cured, I won't." I hope he dies, not to mention that his father and mother are very kind to me, and they don't want their only son to be gone. As long as his two personalities can live in peace, I can take the child by my side, after all... …Fanyin has offended many people. If the child does not have a father, it will be unfavorable for her growth, but if I take the child and be cheated, what if he finds that the child is Fanyin and hurts her? What if his two Personality has always been troubled, then we can divorce first, and then slowly seek other treatments... I think there will always be a way. Even if there is no way, he is not completely crazy, he can think most of the time, just like a normal person , and the second personality too."

Fanyin looked at me, and I quickly lowered my head to avoid his gaze.

My adoptive father still didn't speak, looking at his expression, he seemed to be thinking about it.

I said again: "Dad, I was wrong before, but things have become like this. Considering all the reasons, I still..." My adoptive father must be angry.

I also know that as long as you are not stupid, you will feel that running away from Fanyin is the right answer.Maybe my adoptive father wants me to say that I disagree with Fanyin's idea, because I want to divorce him now.

But I can never promise this kind of words. I can't leave now, at least I have to help him heal.Things have come to this point, I have already learned to do my best and obey the destiny.During this period of time, I will definitely not die, but even if I get beaten a few more times, or get injured or disabled, at least I have tried. Anyway, the pain is on me, and I am responsible for it.

After a long time, my adoptive father said: "Get up."

Fanyin stood up, and then helped me to stand up.

"Lingyu." This is the first time my adoptive father called me by my name: "I hope you divorce him now and bring the child back. Are you willing?"

Sure enough: "I'm sorry, Dad."

"I see." He looked at me with a helpless look: "I always thought you had no opinion, but now it seems that you do. Since you want to, then so be it."

"I'm sorry..." It's rare for my adoptive father to care about my affairs, but I let him down so much.

"Mr. Fan, let's go out first." The adoptive father said, "I'll have a few words with her alone."

Fanyin went out, and after closing the door, there was no one else in the room.My adoptive father sat me down, and seemed to struggle for a while before asking, "Did they threaten you?"

"No." I knew he was asking about it.

He nodded, with a slightly relaxed expression, and said: "There is only one life, and you must carefully consider everything before making a decision. His illness has nothing to do with you, and you don't need to pay the bill."

(End of this chapter)