The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 171 The feeling of not having a father

"I've already thought about it." I said, "Although I didn't cause his illness, he is the father of my child and Xingxing's only father after all. I hope he gets better so that our family can be together. "

"It's okay without this father." His tone was rarely so gentle, and his expression was also: "He has this disease, so he is not qualified to be a father at all."

"No." I couldn't help it, and didn't care about the possibility of him getting angry: "Dad, you don't know what it's like to be without a father..."

He was slightly taken aback, but didn't speak.

Now that I started, I simply said it all, and I don’t know if there will be another chance in the future: “When I was young, what I envied most was that other classmates had parents, but I didn’t. Whenever they talked about their parents, I always I feel very envious. In the past, Mengmeng said that her father was very kind to her. If she wanted anything, when her mother refused to agree, she just had to act like a baby with her father. Dad, I have never done any of these. I don’t mean to blame you. I know, because you are not my biological father, without you, I would not be what I am now, and you have arranged many people to take care of me and give me a good life, so I can only be grateful to you, without any complaints .”

He still didn't speak, and his expression was a little vague.

"But if it's my biological father, I can act like a baby with him, be self-willed with him, quarrel with him, tell him I think this way, think that way, and ask him why he can't treat me better." I said, "I don't want to My daughter has a stepdad because I'm afraid she'll have to live with her dad's face. I wish she could say 'that's because I'm like you' instead of 'I'm sorry, it's my fault' when my dad calls her an idiot .When Fanyin is normal, he is very good to the children. I believe that as long as his illness can be cured, or the two personalities can be stabilized, he will love them even more."

My adoptive father sighed, leaned back on the sofa, and said, "What do you think of Pu Lan?"

I was taken aback by his question: "Very good."

"I think he has a gentle personality and likes children. He also said that if it was your child, he would treat her like his biological father." He said slowly: "His ability is also good. With a little support, he will Make an appearance. I hope you'll consider him."

I didn't speak.

"Since you said that you didn't mean to blame me, I just want to say that I know that everyone has some obsessions in their hearts. It seems that there are things in him that make you feel sympathetic and nostalgic, but if you lose everything The way to satisfy this obsession is often not worth the loss." He looked at me and said, "I thought you were confused or impulsive to get all the way to the present, but now it seems that I was wrong. Your life is your own. I don't want to make decisions for you. But if you can, I hope you can make serious arrangements for your future life, let the past pass, and only the future can change."

"Thank you, Dad."

He smiled slightly and said, "Go."

Walking out of this room, I feel more relaxed than ever.Maybe it's because I finally said everything I wanted to say to my adoptive father, and there was a thrill of confiding in it.

Fanyin was waiting for me at the door, apparently chatting with my Sixth Sister.

Before I had time to speak, a person rushed in from the corridor, it was Seventh Sister.

When Seventh Sister saw us, she immediately opened her eyes and asked Sixth Sister, "Why are they here?"

"I came to see Dad." Sixth Sister looked at her with that expression of seeing a joke, and asked, "Do you want to see Dad too?"

"Yes." Seventh Sister asked Fanyin with an unnatural expression, "What are you looking for with my father?"

Fanyin spread her hands and said, "Please your father marry his Seventh Princess to me."

I couldn't help but give him a hard twist.

Fanyin then put his arms around my shoulders and changed his words: "Although I didn't tell your father about your conditions, your father said that I don't have any problem staying there for as long as I want. I also told him that I will be discharged from the hospital today. , because I still have to make money to support your sister."

Why does this person like to offend people so much!
I twisted him again, and he gave me a blank look.

As expected, Seventh Sister was blown up, her face was almost blue, but she couldn't say anything, she turned and walked away fiercely, the loud sound of high heels trampling on the ground echoed in the corridor, showing the anger in her heart.

Sixth Sister took a look at Fanyin, and said calmly: "In the past few days, she has searched all over the medical field, and she only wants to help you find a useful treatment plan. You are going too far."

Fanyin was taken aback for a moment, then said, "She said she wanted to cut off Lingling's hand."

"She won't really cut it off." Sixth Sister said, "I suggest you apologize to her. My father only agreed to send you a few people to send you to another place, but he didn't agree to let you in. She tried her best to fight for it." of."

If only a few people were sent at that time, Fanyin might not have deteriorated to a certain extent, and the hospital environment would not be as safe as it is now.

A minute ago, I had been brooding over Seventh Sister's behavior of stopping at the door, but I didn't expect it to be like this, and I suddenly felt so guilty.

Fanyin's expression was also a little awkward, and she said to Sixth Sister after a while, "I will, thank you."

Sixth Sister showed an interesting smile: "You have become human."

Fanyin immediately turned serious: "Let's go first, see you, Miss Six."

"Goodbye." She was still smiling.

I got into the elevator with Fanyin, and I asked, "Have you met my sixth sister?"

"Hmm." He looked at me and asked, "What are you thinking?"

I struggled and said, "Nothing..."

"She has an orphanage. When Uncle Han is not feeling well, I will contact him." He gave me a blank look: "What are you thinking?"

I patted my chest: "Then I can rest assured."

"You!" He narrowed his eyes.

"I can't even survive in school, and now my seventh sister is suffering again." I said, "Have you considered my feelings?"

"Then think about it this way." He put his hands into the pockets of the trousers of his hospital gown, and said leisurely, "As the saying goes, people are divided into groups, and I only like beautiful women. It can be deduced that you are also beautiful." thing."

"Stop emphasizing this stark fact."

His mouth twitched, and he glared at me again.

The two of us went back to the ward, Fanyin wanted to eat mangoes, and asked to cut them into flowers so that he could eat them one by one, and he went to call his father because we were delayed for a while.

I heard him say that we will go out in an hour, and when he hung up the phone, I quickly asked, "When are you going to apologize to Seventh Sister?"

"Take her to dinner tomorrow."

"Take me?"

"No." He glanced at me, and said with a half-smile, "Didn't I bring you to give Seventh Sister eye drops on purpose?"

"Then why is it dinner?"

"Uncle Fei will come tomorrow morning, let's have lunch with him." He put his hand on my head: "If you have the heart, you can drag it into the bathroom even if you have a cup of tea."

"abnormal."

He made a "tss".

"Then what did you tell my dad when you went in?" It took so long to go in.

"Kneel down."

"And then?"

"He didn't say anything," he said. "I just kept kneeling."

"Your knees are so soft."

He glanced at me and said nothing.

I asked again: "Then what did you say?"

"He asked me what I wanted to do, and I said I hoped to let you in. He let you in." When he said this, he suddenly touched his pocket, probably because he wanted to get a cigarette. This is a purely smoke-free environment. No smoke.So his expression was a little anxious: "I will keep my word."

"Oh." I said, "Don't stress too much, maybe it can be cured."

He nodded, sighed, and said softly, "Lingling..."

"Ok?"

"Where are my cigarettes?"

"I don't know," I really don't know: "It seems that the doctor took it and threw it away? I don't know."

He pursed his lips, sat on the bed hesitantly, and said, "Come here."

"What again?"

"Eat mangoes."

I was so hungry, I handed him the mango, but he opened his mouth.

I forked a piece and threw it into his mouth. He chewed it and suddenly asked, "Have you ever fed him like this?"

"Yeah." As long as Xiao Tiantian and I go to public places, we will abuse the dog with strength. The single dogs nearby will always look at it and run away.Of course, the above is just my imagination. The actual situation should be that people think we are disgusting.

Suddenly thinking of this, I want to sigh about life again.I never dreamed that life would turn out like this.

He was silent.

"Are you jealous?"

He glanced at me and smiled: "I'm trying my best not to eat."

If he can really stop being jealous, it means that he has truly accepted that Xiao Tiantian is also his setting in his heart, and that is tantamount to taking a big step on the road of integrating personality.

Soon, things were packed, and we went to say goodbye to Sixth Sister. She said that there was no need to see my adoptive father, he had already rested.

Seventh Sister didn't know where she went, so Fanyin asked for her phone number.

We went downstairs together, and Achang was also in the car. He gave Fanyin a pack of cigarettes and said, "I just asked the guard, and he said that the hospital is completely smoke-free."

Fanyin immediately thanked him for lighting one, and sprayed a cloud of mist all the way like a drug addict.

Next, I was supposed to go to the hospital arranged by Fan's father, but Fanyin wanted to live outside for a day, so she temporarily changed the location.Fan's father looked a little haggard, apparently he hadn't had a good rest, but he was happy when he saw Fanyin.We had lunch together, and we mainly talked about Fanyin.

Next, Fan’s father sent Fan Yin out, so I gave him the recording. I didn’t give it to him just now because I was afraid that it would make Fan Yin uncomfortable.

After Fan’s father heard it, he passed it on to the doctor. While waiting for the doctor’s reply, he first chatted with me about my adoptive father.After knowing what Fanyin did to my adoptive father, Fan's father was overjoyed and kept saying, "Our Yinyin has finally grown up, Dad is so happy."

(End of this chapter)