The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 172 He's Dead

"Now can you tell me what he was thinking before?" I mean that he didn't want to cooperate with the treatment and ran away.

"He said that he wants to seriously think about what to do if the disease is not cured." Fan's father said: "He hopes that we will respect his decision and not tie him down."

"If he can't be cured, he insists on committing suicide."

"I don't know." Speaking of this, Fan's father was still a little sad: "Actually, my father also thought about committing suicide because he felt that living was too painful. But at that time I struggled all my life, sacrificed a lot, and finally got my Everything I wanted at the beginning, if I died at that time, then all of this would be gone, not only gone, but Yinyin would also suffer. So I forced myself to live, but I had a lot of resentment in my heart, and I felt that I was dead No way. But since I got the stars, I suddenly began to feel that life is pretty good. People always feel that they can’t live anymore, but as long as they persist in the past, life will get better.”

"Dad, you seem to be a caring father today."

He smiled and said, "It came out of a sudden feeling. Dad felt that Yinyin never understood that no matter how strong he is, there are always some things in life that must go with the flow. He cannot rely on force, detention, Threats and so on to get everything. But he can take care of her carefully, give her freedom, give her space, and try to make her feel more comfortable around him. Although he didn't tell me, I think Yinyin wanted to If you are made public, even if the disease cannot be cured, it will prevent you from leaving. But what he is doing now is very good, and he promised your father that he will stop thinking about it. This is a sign of maturity."

"But I'm still worried that if the disease is not cured, he will commit suicide again."

"Don't worry about it." Fan's father said, "No one can stop a person who wants to die. Worrying is useless."

Well, since Fan's father said so, I can only agree.

Since Mr. Fei is coming tomorrow morning and he is going to apologize to Seventh Sister in the afternoon, the hypnosis is scheduled for the day after tomorrow.Thinking of this, I am very scared. Xiao Tiantian probably knows the inside story very well, so how should I ask him?The fragment of recalling this incident has already collapsed the always strong version of the big brother. Xiao Tiantian is so fragile, will she fall into the previous madness again?

But this matter has to be broken through, so my father Fan and I comforted each other, hoping to make both of us feel better.

Early the next morning, Mr. Fei came with his wife.His wife is Fanyin's cousin, who is an expert in child psychology. She also helped Fanyin see it, but because she had no experience with this kind of disease, she didn't draw a conclusion at that time, but kept helping and paying attention.This time, I heard that a more professional doctor said that Fanyin's condition was related to the injuries he suffered as a child, and that Mr. Fei had just found out that my adoptive father was ill, and he wanted to bring Huai Xin to visit my adoptive father, so he came here together.

We had dinner together at noon and talked about this matter. In the afternoon, Mr. Fei took Huai Xin to see my adoptive father. Because tomorrow is a very hard day, Fanyin was driven by us to exercise and sleep.

Mrs. Fei talked with us about Fanyin's condition.Because the relationship is relatively close, we didn't shy away from it. After listening to it, she said: "Generally speaking, when children encounter sexual assault, they usually feel that they have done something wrong and dare not tell their parents. This is in the relationship with parents. It is very common among estranged children. If the object of the sexual assault is the adult who usually cares for him, then he will be more difficult to report. If the doctors think that the possibility of sexual assault is the highest, then I think it may not be the two you mentioned. One thing, he was already relatively old at that time, he had already established a basic concept of right and wrong, and he also had the ability to resist."

Hearing these words sent chills down our spines, Fan's father stayed for a while and said, "You think it was when he was younger? By his stepmother?"

"This is just my judgment based on my own experience." Mrs. Fei said, "Because his stepmother already had perverted behavior, I personally agree with the statement that perverted behavior has a lot to do with sex. I think She could be engaging in sexually perverted behavior. Child molestation is one of them."

"But he likes his stepmother." I mean Britney.

"That's for sure." She said: "Because at the age of his second personality, that was his only mother. Even if she violated his body, it was just punishment for his wrongdoing. Very young child It’s impossible to tell right from wrong, and it’s easy to tame.”

My father and I looked at each other, feeling very uneasy.Although it is clear that all doctors are unable to give us the most standard answer, because Fanyin himself did not disclose too much information, but this assumption sounds reasonable.If true, that's really annoying.

"No." Fan's father said, "I've never heard anyone in my family say that Yinyin has special scars on her body."

"You have to understand that there are many methods that do not cause wounds, such as obscenity, or just sexual humiliation." Mrs. Fei insisted on her idea: "No pain and slight pain does not mean that it will not cause serious psychological harm. In the In my opinion, all mental illnesses have a significant relationship with childhood, the phenomenon of sound and sex addiction."

"He has changed this now." Fan's father said, "It's been a long time since I fooled around."

Madam Fei didn't say a word, but looked at me: "Does he have any demands that you can't bear?"

What do I say?
What an embarrassing question.

"I mean abnormal, for example, there are many people." Madam Fei lowered the difficulty of the question.

"Have!"

Fan's father narrowed his eyes.

I quickly said, "He told me, he did this." It was in Las Vegas, he told me.

"I suggest that you start asking the second personality about this aspect tomorrow, and then slowly shift the topic to his mother." Mrs. Fei said, "You must be gentle and make him feel safe. As long as you find that his reaction is not Alright, let's switch to some light topics immediately. It's best to prepare some interesting fairy tales and dolls."

"it is good."

There are no dolls here, Fan's father arranged to buy them right away.

While Fan's father was away, I asked Mrs. Fei, "Can sex addiction be cured?"

"Psychological counseling is needed. Frankly speaking, I don't think this is the top priority. It is more appropriate to solve the split personality first."

"How could he have so many diseases..." Thinking of this, he would collapse.

"These diseases were all pre-split personality, that is, he had been unwell for a long time before the split. Some diseases were complications after the split personality." She explained: "Whether sex addiction is Whether the former or the latter, you need to solve the split personality first, and then other symptoms will be alleviated a lot.”

"Oh." I was a little disappointed in my heart.

"Sex addiction is very uncomfortable. What your father-in-law said just now means that he is trying to restrain himself. In terms of his psychological state, this is already a very good progress." She said softly: "This is the same as drug rehabilitation. It is a process that will test willpower. If necessary, medication is needed, and the support of others is needed. I hope you can support him more."

Don't know how to support him?comfort him?I turned around and asked him.

In the evening, when we were busy preparing things, Fanyin came to say goodbye to me and said, "I'm going to apologize to your seventh sister."

"Just apologize." I said, "No other things, no other things."

"Understood." He laughed and pinched my face with his hands: "I asked Achang to take a video for you to watch."

"I still have to check my watch. I must be back within two hours." This should be regarded as supporting him, right?
"Okay." He had a surprisingly good attitude today, stretched out his hand, hugged me tightly, and said, "Let's go."

As soon as he turned around, I remembered something again: "Hey!"

He immediately turned his head around, his face full of irritability: "What are you doing again!" Obviously, his patience was exhausted.

"Have you prepared a present?"

"get ready."

"What gift did you prepare?"

"Broches," he said. "She likes brooches."

"Then you know what I like?"

"I!" He muttered with a dark face, "I'm so long-winded."

"Okay, you go." In comparison, I still prefer Nian Nian.

He stood there for a while, glanced at me: "Come here."

"what?"

"Come here as soon as I tell you." He beckoned, "Hurry up."

I walked over, but before I opened my mouth, his chin was already pinched by him, his lips were pressed against him, and he licked it, and then he didn't leave, but opened his eyes, with a mysterious matte in his eyes, and his voice was very Low, also a little hoarse: "Do you know what I like best?"

"Me?" I was joking.

He didn't confirm or deny it, just smiled, and put his mouth against mine again, his voice was lower: "Be good and wait at home."

"What are you waiting for?"

His voice is even quieter: "Fick dich."

We stood at the door of the room, while Father Fan and Mrs. Fei were still playing with those dolls and fairy tale books inside.Although they certainly couldn't hear his voice, I still feel ashamed to say such things in front of elders!So I feel a little hot.

He pinched my face with his hands, raised his eyebrows triumphantly, turned around with a smile and left.

As soon as Fanyin left, Mr. Fei and the others came back. We had dinner together, but I felt nothing.Maybe it's because my seventh sister is very beautiful, and I think she has a very strong personality. She seems to match Fanyin very well, and she is also the daughter my father likes very much. They had an affair before, and she still has an unforgettable relationship...

In short, I feel very confused, and I can't eat well. I'm afraid that something will happen to them today.

If I had known earlier, I would have asked to go together.

Fanyin left at 05:30. Regardless of the distance, he should be back at 08:30.But I waited until [-]:[-], and there was no sign of him coming back.I called Fanyin, but he didn't answer the phone either. Achang, the driver's bodyguard, etc. were all the same.

So I couldn't take it anymore, although Fan's father kept asking me to wait, saying that it might be a traffic jam, but I decided to look for him.

If I caught him rekindling his old relationship with Seventh Sister, he would be dead!

(End of this chapter)