The Edge of Love and Pain: My Double Husband

Chapter 539 No Exception
But he smiled and said, "But you throw away money, status, children, father... none of them do that."

I couldn't speak to him a bit, and said in a low voice: "After all, the situation is different..."

"It's no different." His expression was very calm: "My father gave birth to me just to use me to manipulate my mother. I completely understand what he did. Judging from the environment he was in at the time, there is nothing wrong with him. My mother Leaving me was also her best choice for her own situation at that time. They were not wrong, I am an emotionless personality, and I understand that they are just choosing self-protection between me and myself. That is why I say love It’s very hypocritical, it’s advertised as too great by the world, but in reality, it’s no match for selfishness.”

I believe that there must be good parents in this world, and there must be not many.But both Fanyin and I's parents are terrible, so I actually felt that although he said this in a dark way, it was not good.

Maybe the reason why I love him is because in my bones, I also have a connection with him.

I was filled with emotions, so naturally I did not interrupt, Fanyin continued: "But you are different, you see, now you are the only one who sacrificed everything to be by my side. I can imagine the scene of you arguing with your father, you must I can't say enough about him, because even I think your dad did nothing wrong and is very beautiful. Lingling... I'm really sure that there is no second person in this world who treats me like you, those who may love me a little Everything is good for me, only you accept everything from me."

I said, "You don't have to describe me as great. I love you too. It's just that I don't have to hide when you're bad. You make me so high that I doubt whether I'm a saint or a human being." .”

He smiled and said: "Anyway, you didn't leave, you stayed by my side. Although it's too late, and I have nothing, as you said, the only thing I can repay you is to be kind to you , loyal to you. No exceptions."

He has indeed behaved very well recently. Since we lived here, we have not had a single servant, and I have not been able to see anything. He handles all the big and small affairs of the family by himself. For a person like him, it is naturally very difficult. .Not only that, not only did he not lose his temper, but he was much gentler than before.

I think this is probably a sign that he has merged with the second personality. After all, the attribute of gentleness is basically a second personality.

I was figuring this out, and Fanyin's voice came from my ear: "Sorry, I've been rambling a lot."

"Why do you apologize?" Inexplicable.

"Because it's too long-winded." His tone was a little cautious: "It sounds annoying."

I couldn't help laughing: "annoying? No way, for so many years, I dare not dream that one day you and I can lie at home without any scruples like this, and listen to you telling me what you think , so that I can understand you better in my heart. You are smarter than me, I don’t know how important this is to me.”

After I finished speaking, I turned my head to look at him, saw him looking at me, and said after a long time: "Lingling."

"Ok?"

The four eyes met, and his eyes were full of affection.It's not that I didn't have a good time with him before, but he was not as gentle as he is now, maybe because I was stupid, at this moment I suddenly had an illusion that he loved me more deeply.But I can't believe this, even though I've already come here with him, I still want to leave a door in my heart, not completely open to him as before, let him drive straight in, and give him a chance to hurt me.

While I was thinking about this, he first looked at me and said, "I..."

My thoughts were pulled back, but he also stopped, looked at me, smiled after a while, and said: "I said this, I still want to explain, even if the situation is more critical yesterday, I will not betray you again. I hope You can believe it, so I don't feel like I'm doing my job for nothing."

I looked at him and said for a long time, "Nian Nian is also my daughter..."

He suddenly smiled, and the expression on his face clearly said: He is very dissatisfied with my words.

I did deliberately avoid the point, paused, and seeing that he was silent, I said, "The 'I' you just wanted to say didn't mean the latter sentence?"

Although I was distracted just now, under the atmosphere just now, it seems that he should have said something like "I love you" confession, and the conversation turned too bluntly afterwards.

I looked at him after I asked, and he looked at me, as if confrontational.

After a long time, he suddenly laughed again, leaned over and kissed my cheek, stretched out his hand to caress my cheek, wiped it with his thumb, looked at me and asked softly, "Why are you crying?"

I sniffled, frowned and said, "The last time you confessed to me so hard, you said you would hold a wedding in the castle. Now the castle is gone, and the house is borrowed. Thinking of this, I feel so bad."

He was immediately happy, and I couldn't help grinning.We all know it's a joke.

We hugged and laughed for a while, and I got serious again, stood up and looked at him and said, "I know, you didn't confess just now, but said something else, because I was not focused. Today you are so frank, I I don’t want to hide it. The reason why I don’t focus is because I know that you have already started to have feelings and love me. But at the same time, he has also started to move towards your previous role. So although I Touched, but when I think of him, I feel like you are lying to me. Although I know you are not, but you and him are just a part, you are only slightly more healthy than him."

"I know." He was still smiling, with a very gentle expression.

In fact, even if it is gentle, there is a big difference between the two personalities.Just like when Xiao Tiantian imitated his viciousness, although I was also deceived, but after thinking about it afterwards, there was always a feeling of a child stealing an adult's clothes, which was less ironing.The same is true of their gentleness. Xiao Tiantian's gentleness is more like a child's pleasing, helpless and attached, while No. 1's gentleness is more like an adult's confident care, which is a completely different style.

"But," he added, "he has changed, too."

I asked: "How do you know?"

"A few times I felt he wanted to come out, but he didn't," he said. "And it was peaceful."

I got excited, stood up quickly, and asked, "Do you not hate him anymore?"

He looked at me and said nothing.

I was afraid that he might misunderstand, so I quickly explained: "The doctor said before that the first step for the two of you to integrate is to stop being hostile to each other. If you don't hate each other anymore, you can ask a suitable psychiatrist to help you Talk about fear of fusion! When your illness is cured, our biggest difficulty will be solved. First hide for a few years, and then slowly find an opportunity to discuss with my father and get Yinyin back."

When I said this, I was naturally excited, but Fanyin's expression was always like that of a child who told him the whole process of fighting ants, smiling kindly.

Finally, I slowly came to my senses: "Do you still hate him?"

He nodded: "Not at all relieved."

This is beyond his control. He must accept Britney from the bottom of his heart, agree that Britney is a part of him, and completely agree that he must have Britney to be complete.It's not just what you say.

I became disappointed: "Can't you like him a little?"

He sighed: "When I think of him sleeping with my wife and using my body to secretly sleep with others, I can't."

"You also have a lot to feel sorry for him."

"So he can't like me either." Fanyin sighed: "I've been convincing myself to like him recently, but it doesn't work."

"Do you also want to integrate?" It is gratifying to have this attitude.

"When I negotiated with him, he felt calmer and understood the seriousness of the matter. It seemed that he, like me, realized that he only had you. I don't know if he would feel as emotional as I did, but he certainly did Think about it." Fan Yin said: "The problem is that I can't trust him. What if he jumps out again and wants to die?"

I said, "It's the best if you have this heart. Don't worry, take your time." Anyway, it's useless to urge him.

Thinking about his suffering, he has made a lot of progress, he really is a cheap bone.

I leaned over and kissed him on the face, licked my lips and said, "For your hard work, I will reward you."

He laughed again, pinched my nose, saw me smiling, put me in his arms again, and said, "Lingling..."

"Ah."

"If there is an afterlife, I still want to marry you." He talked about this topic again: "If you are a rabbit, I will be a male rabbit."

"You will choose, you are the one who is happy, and I am the one who suffers when having children."

"Then you will be a male rabbit, it will make you happy." He said simply.

"Rabbits are the most slutty." This is a super indulgent animal: "I am a serious person."

"Then Tiger, I want to be with you anyway." He curled his lips, his tone already beginning to be unfriendly.

"No, the female tiger is stronger than the male tiger, and I still have to suffer."

He straightened his face completely: "Didn't you choose these by yourself?"

"Didn't you reject it a long time ago?" I said, "I decided to be a man a long time ago. I will be a man, and you will be a woman." I smirked: "When the time comes, I will 'love' you well."

He immediately stood up, licked his lips, and his eyes flashed: "When will I have to wait? It's rare that you mentioned it, so let's do it now."

Before I could say anything, I was pushed down by him.

I quickly put my arms around his neck and said, "You don't want a reward?"

He froze for a moment, not knowing why.

I gently pushed him down, climbed onto him, and slowly slid my hand down, then slid in again.

He shook his body, and let out an ecstatic low hum from his throat.

I knowingly asked, "Do you want a reward?"

He squinted at me like a wolf taking a nap.

I said wickedly: "Tell me. I'll give it to you if I say it, otherwise forget it."

He looked at me without speaking or moving. After a long while, he suddenly stretched out his hand and pushed my back.I was caught off guard and rushed forward. At the same time, he grabbed my leg. When I realized what kind of posture it was, I could only blush.

I was a little nervous, and my legs couldn't help shaking. He bit my leg and smiled badly: "I think."

(End of this chapter)