My wife is going to be a scumbag today

Chapter 1272 Her heart is full of him
I also forget how many times I wake up in the morning with nothingness around me.

It turns out that this is the feeling of being eroded bit by bit by loneliness.

February [-]st.

Haven't seen him for many days.

Today I went to that woman's house with Nian Xiaosan to find him. I didn't have the courage to go in and question him. This relationship has become precarious and will be destroyed at any time.

I don't want to leave him, I love him very much, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, forever together.

In fact, I already know that Ji Wenrou is pregnant.

I know his difficulties at the moment, but I am also pregnant, I dare not tell him, for fear that it will be difficult for him to do so, and even more afraid that he will abandon me.

Ha ha.

Sure enough, falling in love with someone will make you humble, humble to the dust.

He asked me to wait, let me understand him, although I can't understand, but do I have other choices?You can only blame me for loving too much.

February tenth.

He is breaking up with me.

This day finally came, I don't know what to do, my heart hurts very much, but I don't want to cry in front of him, and I don't want him to sympathize with me and pity me.

This big house has witnessed the sweetness between me and him, and also witnessed how many times I have cried heart-piercingly alone in the dead of night.

I comforted myself that at least I was pregnant with his child, and I wanted to give birth to a child, which could prove that he and I had feelings for each other.

February 21st.

I never knew that a heart can be in pain day and night, from waking up in the morning, falling asleep in the middle of the night, and waking up in the middle of the night.

Nightmares, random dreams, every dream is about him.

At the end of the dream, I was pushed into the abyss with his own hands, and my body was smashed to pieces. Then I woke up in shock. After waking up, my heart was still so painful.

When will this pain end?

Time is the best medicine, but this time is too long.

March [-]rd.

He didn't believe me, he was sure I drugged him and I had no idea what was going on.

Ji Wenrou framed and wronged me in front of him, but he couldn't see it, he didn't believe me, he only believed in Ji Wenrou.

The way he looked at me was so cold and strange. I begged him to believe me again, but he refused, and he still left with that woman.

I cried for a long time again.

In the past few days, I was tortured by pain and wanted to commit suicide, but every time I had a thought, I didn't want to break up with him, maybe I still have a glimmer of hope for him.

One day, he will see Ji Wenrou's true face.

Nian Xiaosan said that I was sick, I had depression, and wanted to take me to the hospital for treatment.

I don't think I'm sick, I just love him too much.

March [-]th.

I couldn't take it anymore and wanted to commit suicide. Nian Xiaosan came and said that my parents loved me so much and I couldn't commit suicide.

Yes, my parents love me so much. Although my family is poor, they love me so much and take care of me. How can I be so unfilial?

I didn't jump off.

But I was still in pain, I couldn't tell the difference between day and night, and in my mind, only he didn't believe me.

My heart hurts so badly, it lasted for almost a month, this kind of pain is like Ling Chi, it doesn't let me die completely, it goes back and forth, tormenting me every minute and every second.

March [-]th.

I don't want to be locked in the room day and night, I think about going out for a walk, maybe it can heal my wounded heart.

Trust me to look at the outside world and I'll be fine.

When the time comes, she will be happier than anyone else when she appears in front of her best sister with a brand new self.

March [-]th.

I'm still in pain and can't be happy.

(End of this chapter)