My wife is going to be a scumbag today

Chapter 1273 Goodbye, I will never meet again in the next life
Today I went to the Ferris wheel where I fell in love with him. There are many couples riding the Ferris wheel, but I am alone.

I miss him very much, miss his kindness, miss him dancing for me as a big stupid bear, making me happy.

The heart still hurts so much.

I went to the bar and wanted to drink to get anesthetized, but I thought there was a baby in my stomach.

Hehe, God wants to torture me alive, and he doesn't even give me a chance to be anesthetized.

I ordered a glass of boiled water, quietly watching all kinds of people in the bar, watching and watching, tears kept streaming.

I was approached by a man who said he was a doctor, told me I had severe depression and encouraged me to go to therapy.

I left without saying a word.

I think his eyesight is bad, I don't have depression, I just suffer from serious lovesickness, I just lost love.

April [-]th.

I have been to many places, but the Ferris wheel is the one I come to the most frequently, because it is the place where I fell in love with him.

I don't know how long I've been drifting outside.

Coincidentally, I met the doctor in the bar again, and he said that I was ill, a very serious illness, and he said that as long as I was willing to cooperate, he would cure my illness.

I shook my head and didn't speak.

I didn't get sick, I was too sad and loved him so much, that's why I was like this.

I came under the Ferris wheel in the playground again.

I always think of the image of him saving me, the image of him not letting go, and the image of him playing the big stupid bear.

After being out for so many days, I did not become cheerful, but felt more and more lonely and dark.

I am sitting alone in the grid now, and I still miss him, my heart still hurts so much, and it hasn't improved at all.

I'm tired……

I don't want to experience the non-stop heartache anymore, and I don't want to be woken up by severe pain after finally falling asleep.

I want to end my life here and draw a perfect end to this relationship.

Goodbye, my good sisters, I still want to be sisters with you in the next life, and fulfill the things that I can't do in this life.

goodbye!Mr. Zuo, I'm just a temporary passer-by in your life, I can't be Mrs. Zuo.

In the next life, I don't want to meet you again, and I don't want to fall in love with you again.

Thank you for warming my years, and thank you for hurting me.

Goodbye!

After Zuo Lichuan finished reading the last page, he was motionless like a sculpture, but his fingers holding the diary were trembling slightly.

The whole heart seems to be grasped tightly, and it hurts so much that it hurts to breathe.

This diary is densely filled with information about him and about his harm to her.

A tear fell silently on the diary.

His eyes were red with pain, and he was suffering from the feeling of a knife piercing his heart. This is a kind of lingering pain, and it is the best punishment for him.

"I'm sorry I made you suffer so much."

He tilted his head, his red eyes made a hoarse and painful sound.

It's a pity that she couldn't hear his "I'm sorry, I misunderstood" until she died. It's a pity that she was still muttering: He didn't believe it, he didn't believe it...

Zuo Lichuan stretched out his hand and caressed her pale and cold face tremblingly, "I was wrong, little brat, I was wrong, I know I was wrong."

He shouldn't waver, shouldn't be deceived by Ji Wenrou, shouldn't believe her.

He suddenly thought of what Nian said slowly.

Don't regret it, the harm he did to her this time can't be made up for in a lifetime.

It really came true, and he really had no chance to make up for it.

"Bingbing."

He took her hand,

(End of this chapter)