Love is like melting

Chapter 195 She's Withering, Don't Hate Fourth Brother 2
At first, those people were quite talkative. After all, the outside world was noisy about Ji Yerong's life experience, but his attitude was tough, and Ji Yerong didn't respond. After a long time, they didn't bother to talk about it.

He has a lot of work to deal with during the day, and he can't sleep peacefully at night. Most of the time, he sleeps lightly. If there is no movement of people around him, he will wake up immediately, and he will suddenly breathe a sigh of relief when he sees her lying obediently by his side. If he can't see that his whole body is tense, he is afraid that she will do something to hurt herself.

In this life, Lian Mo probably has never been more anxious day and night than now, not daring to relax himself for a second.

Maybe it was because his spirit was too tense, or maybe it was because he was really too tired. In the evening, he brought Ji Yerong back to the night garden. Ji Yerong sat at the window and watched the swing in the yard swaying in the cold wind in a daze. , He leaned on the chair, closed his eyes and rested his mind, and fell asleep unknowingly.

His body was burning hot, his breath was short of breath, his whole body was groggy, half asleep and half awake, he murmured: "Ayu!"

He opened his dark eyes, saw Ji Yerong kneeling on the floor, heaved a sigh of relief, felt the coolness of his hands, lowered his eyes and glanced, it turned out that Yan Xi was giving him an injection.

"Your Excellency, your wound is inflamed and caused a high fever. I will arrange an infusion and antipyretic medicine for you. Please rest well!"

Lian Mo frowned, it was too late to stop Yan Xi from speaking.

Yan Xi didn't look at him, and no matter how angry you would be, before you woke up, she treated your inflamed wound in front of Ji Yerong, and let Ji Yerong see clearly...

Your Excellency is suffering something because of her.

Ji Yerong was not wrong, but neither was your Excellency!You can't let Your Excellency suffer all this pain, but Ji Yerong doesn't know it!
This is unfair to Your Excellency!

Yan Xi stepped back, leaving only Ji Yerong and Lian Mo in the huge living room.

Lian Mo stared at her softly. Because of the high fever and lack of water, his lips were a little peeled, and his hoarse voice came out slowly, "I'm fine, Ayu..."

Before she finished speaking, Ji Yerong looked up at him, her clear eyes suddenly misted, her lips pursed slightly, and after so many days of waking up, she finally said the first sentence: "I'm sorry , fourth brother, I'm sorry..."

Endless sadness and guilt shone in the shattered tears.

Fourth brother, I'm sorry, I killed our child.

Fourth brother, I'm sorry, I hurt you again.

Fourth brother, I'm sorry, I hurt you but I can't remember anything.

I am sorry.

A thousand, 1 sorry.

Ji Yerong was finally willing to speak. Lian Mo should have been happy, but when he saw her apologizing and crying, his heart was pierced.

Her fingertips gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks, and her hoarse voice gently echoed in her ears, "It's okay, Ayu...it's none of your business, it's the fourth brother's own carelessness!"

The more he said this, the more Ji Yerong became sure that the injury on his foot had nothing to do with him.

Now that things have happened, there is no one else who can hurt him except himself.

There will be none.

But she really can't remember what happened. Her recent memory is getting worse and worse, and she is in a trance. She can't even tell when it is a dream and when it is reality.

"Ayu, don't cry." Lian Mo ignored his hand with the needle in his hands, held her teary cheeks, stared affectionately with his dark pupils, "Ayu, listen to me, everything will pass! I will give If you find the best doctor, we will all be fine, you have to believe me, you have always believed in me, haven't you!"

Ji Yerong was speechless and weeping uncontrollably. Under his affectionate eyes, he seemed to nod his head.

But ah...

She knew that she couldn't get better, she had really... tried her best, but she was still defeated by the pain, by those nightmares and blood that haunted her day and night.

This time she hurt fourth brother's foot, what about next time?

The next time she is unconscious, will she kill fourth brother?

Ji Yerong lay on his lap, crying like a helpless child.

She asked over and over in her heart: What should I do?Fourth brother, what should I do?
Lian Mo gently caressed her head with his hot palm, and looked down at her with gentle, affectionate, doting and loving eyes.

Ayu, no matter what you become, you will always be my Ayu.

Even if the fourth brother dies in your hands one day, it's nothing, because losing you is the biggest punishment for the fourth brother.

Ever since Ji Yerong knew that Lian Mo's foot was injured because of her own injury, she gradually became willing to open her mouth to speak. Although the words were extremely simple, they were all Lian Mo's questions. She answered, sometimes nodding; In front of people, she was still unwilling to speak.

And now she is extremely unwilling to sleep at night, she is afraid, afraid that she will do something to hurt Lianmo after falling asleep!

No matter how much Lian Mo tried to coax her, at first she was able to put half a Valium tablet in her water to let her sleep; after she knew that there was Valium in the water, she refused to drink any more water.

Although she refused to say anything, Lian Mo knew that she was afraid of hurting herself.

Distressed, helpless, helpless, all kinds of emotions are mixed together, and they are turned around.

No matter how reluctant Lian Mo was, she still had to face the fact that she was indeed ill. From body to heart, Yan Xi couldn't help her, and even she couldn't help her.

When he agreed to meet with a psychiatrist introduced by Yan Xi, Ji Yerong was not in Yeyuan, she went to Yuner.

Ji Yerong offered to go to Yun'er. Although Lian Mo didn't want her to meet Yun Yingluo, he finally agreed after thinking of something. He wanted to go with her, but was rejected. In desperation, he had no choice but to Let Chen Su take her there.

I don't know if it's the season or the state of mind, but Yuner and Yeyuan give Ji Yerong the same feeling: depression, deserted, and desolation.

The housekeeper said that Mrs. Yun was resting, led her upstairs, and knocked on the door to enter.

Yun Yingluo was lying on a rattan chair covered with blankets, her closed eyes opened when Ji Yerong approached, and she looked at her quietly, without wind or waves, surprisingly calm.

When the housekeeper went out, Ji Yerong sat down on the chair in front of her, with a tea table made of logs in between, carved with patterns, simple and full of sense of history.

Ji Yerong took out a gun and put it on the table, staring at her with dead eyes, with a soft and firm voice: "I killed Liancheng myself, and fourth brother has nothing to do with using this gun! If Liancheng takes revenge, kill me, don't hate Fourth Brother any more."

She never thought that she would be able to come back alive, let alone that she would face all kinds of gossip and a self who was about to lose control of herself.

Now that things had happened, she only hoped that Mrs. Yun would no longer implicate Liancheng's death on the fourth brother!
Maybe this is the last thing I can do for my fourth brother in this life.

Lu Nanfeng, a native of country E, immigrated to country M with his parents when he was a child. After high school, he went to the United States to study abroad. He majored in psychology, specializing in psychological hypnotherapy, with a doctorate. After graduation, the school tried his best to persuade him to keep him, but he insisted on returning to China to develop.

No matter in the psychology circle abroad or in China, the three characters of Lu Nanfeng represent a genius, and every academic paper he writes will cause an uproar.

Some people think his arguments are absurd and impractical, while others think he is a psychological madman.

There is only a thin line between a genius and a lunatic!
He has never cared much about how the unexpected world evaluates him, and has devoted himself to his favorite psychology.

Before meeting Lu Nanfeng, Lian Mo read his profile and thought that this person was proud of his talent and might not be suitable to be A Yu's psychiatrist, but for A Yu's sake, he still wanted to wait until they met before doing it. Decide!

When he saw Lu Nanfeng himself, Lian Mo realized that his previous thoughts were wrong.

Lu Nanfeng is 28 years old. He is tall, tall and slender. He dresses in a British style. His face is cool and handsome, neither rigid nor arrogant.

After Lu Nanfeng bowed and saluted, he heard Lian Mo's deep voice, "You seem to be different from what I imagined!"

Lu Nanfeng raised his head and dared to look directly into Lianmo's eagle eyes, and smiled with his thin lips: "Your Excellency, I am a psychiatrist, and it is a necessary prerequisite for me to treat patients without any sense of threat or oppression!"

Lian Momo frowned suddenly, he didn't like the word "patient".

In his heart, Ayu is not a patient, she is fine, no matter what.

"Your Excellency, if you want to solve the problem, you must first face the problem. Now most people can't accept the term mental illness, but 80.00% of the people in the current society have potential emotional illnesses, such as mania, anxiety, Depression and procrastination can be counted as one!"

A trace of impatience flashed across Lian Mo's eagle eyes, he didn't care about these things, he only cared about A Yu!

"I just want to know how sure you are of getting her better!"

Lu Nanfeng seemed to shake his head: "Your Excellency, I am a psychiatrist, not God. Before I get in touch with the patient and understand the specific situation, I can't promise any chance. I can only tell you that I will not give up. any patient."

Although his words were not pleasant to listen to, but there was no intentional flattery, it was very useful to Lian Mo's ears. People with real skills would not write empty promises.

"I will arrange for you to meet her at an appropriate time!"

"I still need her information, to understand her and her cause!" Lu Nanfeng didn't beat around the bush, so that he could really help Ji Yerong.

Lian Mo's eyes darkened calmly, and after a while, he said in a deep voice, "Lu Nanfeng, you have to know that sometimes the more you know, the more dangerous you are."

(End of this chapter)