Love is like melting

Chapter 198 Serious illness, listen to the past in the rain
Ji Yerong sat up straight, his dim eyes looked blankly and unfocused, and there was no reaction for a long time.

"Ji Yerong..."

Lu Nanfeng tried to call her.

Ji Yerong's eyes slowly shifted to him as if his soul had come to him, and his eyebrows frowned: "When did you hypnotize me?"

I didn't realize it.

Lu Nanfeng confirmed that she really woke up, and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Although I don't specialize in lucid hypnosis, for your current situation, appropriate and necessary means are needed!"

Ji Yerong raised her eyebrows. She knew that Lu Nanfeng's daring to hypnotize her must have been approved by the fourth brother, otherwise he would not have the courage.

"Get out!" The voice was cold, and I didn't want to say more.

Lu Nanfeng bowed and left after bowing. When he walked to the door, one foot had already stepped out of the door. He couldn't help but look back at her, and said in a low voice, "Miss Ji, no one can save you except yourself!"

Ji Yerong was slightly stunned. When he looked up, Lu Nanfeng had already left.

No one can save you except yourself!

With lowered eyes, he repeated this sentence silently, pondered over and over again, but in the end it was just mixed feelings.

study.

Lu Nanfeng stood in front of the desk, stared at Lian Mo, and said in a firm voice, "Your Excellency, I think I already know the root of her illness."

Hearing this, Lian Mo frowned, "Say!"

"The root of her disease is you!"

"Me?" Lian Mo's dark eagle eyes were puzzled, "Tell me in detail."

Lu Nanfeng nodded, and said in an unhurried manner: "After I hypnotized her, I found that her consciousness was very confused. All her fears mainly came from two sources. One was the child she killed, and the other One is the national emblem!"

"Child? National emblem?" Lian Mo still couldn't fully understand.

He can still understand the child, but what he can't understand is the national emblem.

"The national emblem is a solemn and solemn existence. In country M, the national emblem has long been a visual representation of the president! She is afraid of the dead child first, and even more afraid of you!"

Lu Nanfeng explained.

Lian Mo's face darkened calmly, and the light in his eyes gradually became sharper, "It's a bunch of nonsense."

How could Ah Yu be afraid of himself!

This is impossible!
"Your Excellency, there is a saying called being close to the country, but from another perspective, being close to love can also be established!" Lu Nanfeng knew that this was hard for you to accept, but the fact was in front of him, and he had no choice but to admit it.

"Ji Yerong loves you more than you, me, and even her own imagination! She is willing to sacrifice her life for you, but if, as you said, she has a child with Liancheng and is unfaithful to you, even if you are willing Forgive her, and she can't forgive herself in her heart! So every time she sees you, she will think of the mistakes she made, and she will blame herself and feel guilty. On the other hand, her psychological defense line is very fragile. After so many years She is just struggling to support herself and pretending to be herself! In fact, she has been ill for a long time, and she has been living in a sick way for so many years. A person is like a cup, no matter how deep the cup is, as long as you keep pouring into the cup Fill it with water, there will always be a day when it will overflow, if you block it and continue to pour water, the result is obviously only a bang, cracked, and fragmented."

The eagle's eyes darkened, and the stern outline was as tight as a tightly stretched rubber band, and it would break with a "snap" if you applied a little more force.

There was a dead silence in the study for a long time.

Lian Mo spoke again, his voice tightened: "You already have a way to save her?!"

Since Lu Nanfeng can know the root of her illness, he must know what to do to save her, make her get better, and stop hurting herself!

Lu Nanfeng didn't deny it, "Your Excellency, Ji Yerong is a very smart woman. Psychologically, I know it, and she can, so neither you nor I can really help her. What can we really do?" Only she can redeem her!"

"Herself?" Lian Mo raised his eyebrows, thought for a moment, and understood the meaning of Lu Nanfeng's words.

His face suddenly darkened.

The weather has been bad recently, it has been rainy and covered with dark clouds, making the atmosphere of this bustling city depressing.

Ji Yerong is now guarding silently at night, and Nicole is guarding every step during the day. Whether she is awake or asleep, she must ensure that she will not hurt herself again.

Although Lu Nanfeng knew about her illness, he couldn't really help her. The so-called "heart disease needs heart medicine", the dead knot in her heart can't be untied unless it is herself; so her Not only did the situation not get better, but it gradually got worse.

When Lian Mo was dealing with work in the study, he would put her on the sofa and let her be in a daze or read a book.

Ji Yerong would suddenly raise his head and speak abruptly: "Fourth brother, did you hear that?"

Lian Mo looked up at her, puzzled: "What did you hear?"

"Crying." Ji Yerong looked at him with confused eyes, "The child's crying is very loud, can't you hear it?"

Lian Mo's face was dignified and complicated, and his black eyes were full of worry and distress: "Ayu..."

There are no children in the night garden at all, so how could there be children crying.

She is beginning to have auditory hallucinations.

Ji Yerong looked at him for a while, and his empty eyes gradually cleared up, as if he had suddenly woken up.

For a moment, shame and helplessness filled his eyes, and he tightly covered his ears with his hands, looking painful and sad.

She got sicker.

Lian Mo got up and walked over, holding her tightly in his arms, clutching her heart tightly, stroking her back with warm palms, "Ayu, don't be afraid...don't be afraid, I'm here .”

"I'm sorry, my illness is serious again, I..."

Before the words fell, the lips were blocked.

When the two lips touch each other, there is no sweetness and happiness in the past, but only sourness and pain.

He doesn't care how seriously ill she is or how scary she is, but he loves her!

I feel sorry for her ill-fated fate, many disasters, never having happiness, not even a single day of relaxation!
In the blink of an eye, January has arrived, and the weather in Rock City is still cold, but there has been no snow.

Ji Yerong stood in front of the bright floor-to-ceiling windows, looked at the depressing scenery outside, and asked, "Will it snow in Yancheng this year?"

She really wanted to see what Yancheng would look like when there was another heavy snowfall, just like the heavy snowfall when we met that year.

There was only one heavy snow that year, just like there was only one person in that year, and no one else could do it.

"I'll ask Cheng Mu to go to the meteorological station to ask, maybe it will fall." Lian Mo hugged her shoulders with his long arms, and suddenly found that she was already so thin that she was out of shape, and every bone in her body seemed to be poking through the skin. As soon as he came out, his face was haggard and dark yellow, and there was no trace of life on his body.

At this moment, sadness suddenly rushed to my heart, and my eyes couldn't help but turn red.

Lian Mo turned his head to the other side, not wanting her to see the flood of moisture in his eyes.

Ji Yerong looked at the desolation outside the window with dull eyes, and didn't notice his strange emotion.

On the day of January 1th, there was a strong wind and heavy rain in Yancheng, and the torrential rain seemed to overthrow the city.

The clean morning turned into chaos in an instant during a phone call. The call was from Yuner, and the caller was the housekeeper, who choked up on the phone and couldn't cry.

40 minutes later, Lian Mo appeared in Yuner on time, accompanied by Cheng Mu and Ji Yerong.

The rain was too heavy. Even with an umbrella, the shoes on Lian Mo and Ji Yerong's feet were still wet. Because Lian Mo put the umbrella on top of Ji Yerong's head, half of his body was wet, which scattered to the eyes. The front hair tip is still stained with water.

When she walked into the bedroom, she saw Yun Yingluo sitting in a wheelchair, her legs were covered with a thin blanket. She hadn't seen her for a long time, she was already emaciated and out of shape, her hair was withered, and she was wrapped in a scarf, so she wouldn't be too embarrassing.

Lian Mo and Ji Yerong did not expect such a situation.

Lian Mo took Ji Yerong's hand and walked to sit in front of her. The butler brought black tea and stepped aside with red eyes.

Lian Mo looked at Yun Yingluo who was no longer in a noble posture, his throat tightened, and it took him a long time to murmur a word: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Yun Yingluo looked at the two of them very calmly, looking back at the obsession with love and hatred in this life, after the wind and wind dissipated, they were just a handful of ashes, gone with the wind.

"What can I change if I tell you?"

"Just operate, cut off..."

Before Lian Mo finished speaking, Yun Yingluo slightly raised her hand to signal him not to continue, "No matter what I am, I am still a woman, even if I die, I still want to retain the pride and self-esteem of a woman!"

Breast cancer was found to be at the end of the second stage. The doctor said that even with surgery, at most he could live for another year or a half.

In order to linger on for a few more days, let her give up the pride and self-esteem of being a woman in the end, she can't do it.

Besides, Liancheng was already dead, and there was nothing she yearned for in this world, so she wanted to die with some dignity.

"I called you here today because I want to tell you something. If I don't tell you, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to tell you again." Yun Yingluo's voice was weak, and she looked at Ji Yerong.

Ji Yerong realized that what she wanted to say to Lian Mo might not be suitable for her presence, so she got up and prepared to leave.

Lian Mo held her hand tightly, and said to Yun Yingluo: "There is nothing about me that A Yu can't know."

Even his unbearable life experience.

Seeing this, Yun Yingluo didn't say much. She was silent for a moment, as if she was recharging her energy, and said slowly, "Your biological mother is Fu Lan, who was born in the borderland since childhood. The customs there are enlightened, and there are not as many rules as Yancheng. .Your father met and fell in love with her when he went to the border. When I knew it, I went to him with my infant Minxi. I wanted to save my husband and my marriage, but I didn't expect this to make So much pain afterwards."

(End of this chapter)