Love is like melting

Chapter 197 I beg you, don't hurt yourself 2
Because it made me meet you, let me know that loving someone will be desperate, and let me live bravely for a person.

Lian Mo slowly tightened his arms around her, and his voice was hoarse: "Ayu, you should love yourself more from now on."

Don't put all your strength into loving me!
Ji Yerong lay in his arms, closed his eyes and said nothing, the fingertips holding his clothes gradually turned white.

Fourth brother, it's not that I don't know how to love myself, it's just that I don't have the strength to love anymore.

Ji Yerong's second sleepwalking happened in the early morning without warning.

When Lian Mo got up, she was still resting, thinking that she would be fine at dawn, so she went to the study to deal with some mails.

Ji Yerong was wearing shoes when she got up and went downstairs, so Nicole and the others didn't notice her strangeness.

Furthermore, since the last accident, the kitchen door was locked and would never be opened unless necessary, and all sharp objects in the living room were put away, just because she was afraid that she would sleepwalk and do something that would hurt herself.

Ji Yerong walked to the backyard and squatted in front of the withered hibiscus flower, picked up the hibiscus flower branch that had not been cleaned up, broke it, and inserted it neatly into his arm, blood gushed out instantly.

Her face was pale and dull, her empty eyes showed no emotion, she pulled out the wooden branch without knowing the pain, blood splashed on her face, the bright red and paleness formed a clear contrast, and then inserted into her arm again.

Nicole felt that she had been squatting in front of the hibiscus flower for too long, so she took a worried look. Before she got close, she saw that her whole arm was soaked in blood. On the wet sleeve, blood was dripping drop by drop on the ground. , formed a small puddle, and the overflowing blood flowed down, watering the dead hibiscus flowers.

Nicole was shocked, then screamed in fright, ran into the house, stumbled and fell to the ground before reaching the house, calling for someone to notify you.

Lian Mo heard the movement downstairs, and immediately ran down. Seeing the shocking scene in the backyard, his whole heart ached, and he once again experienced the feeling of "thousand arrows piercing the heart".

She used the wooden branch to hurt herself again and again, not knowing the pain, not knowing the tiredness, and raising the wooden branch again corresponds to... the heart!
"do not want!"

Lian Mo strode over and grabbed her wrist, his dark eyes filled with endless pain and powerlessness.

Her hands were held, she mechanically raised her head one by one, and her out-of-focus eyes met his gaze.

Lian Mo kept tightening her hand, pursed her thin lips, and her hoarse voice was almost begging in a low voice: "Ayu, don't... I beg you, don't hurt yourself again."

She stared at him calmly, her thin eyelashes trembling violently in the cold wind, as if she had never heard of it.

The hand held by him suddenly lost strength, the wooden branch fell to the ground in an instant, her eyelids also drooped, and she fell to the ground.

"Ayu—"

Lian Mo hugged her quickly with his eyes and hands, his heart hurt like crushing, and he couldn't breathe.

Yan Xi received the notice and came to treat the wound on her arm. After cleaning the blood, the wound was bloody and bloody, mixed with the dander of the wooden branches, which was very permeable.

Lian Mo stood aside and did not speak, but his hands were clenched tightly, and the veins on his hands were faintly visible.

Due to excessive blood loss, Ji Yerong was almost in a coma all day, and Lian Mo didn't leave the bedroom all day.

When she woke up, she still didn't remember anything, she had no memory at all, and she met Lian Mo's tender eyes, "It's okay, Ayu, don't be afraid! Everything will be fine soon."

Ji Yerong saw that he was not talking, his expression was very calm, and he didn't even cry weakly.

Because she rejoiced in her heart, rejoiced that she had hurt herself, not him, unconsciously.

If I hurt him...

She will never linger on like this, harming others and herself!

The next day, Lu Nanfeng came to Yeyuan to visit her, and happened to meet Yan Xi who was applying medicine to her wound. Seeing her wound, Lu Nanfeng frowned, and after Yan Xi left, he said in a deep voice: "Your situation , more serious than I imagined!"

Ji Yerong glanced at him indifferently, but remained silent.

"Ji Yerong, I know you know our psychiatrists very well, and you are also very smart, but I still hope you can choose to believe in my profession and ability!" Lu Nanfeng's expression was serious compared to the first time when he was relaxed and natural. This time it seemed much more rigorous, "I hope you can cooperate with me in performing hypnotherapy on you."

Ji Yerong's calm eyes flicked and shot at him, "You think I'll let you peek into my heart?"

Hypnotherapy has become more and more popular in psychology in the past few years, and the effect seems to be good, but it is only for ordinary people. The stronger the willpower, the harder it is to hypnotize. Levels of hypnosis, it is actually very difficult to completely hypnotize completely!
"I am not interested in your inner world, but as a psychiatrist, I am very interested in your etiology. Only when I understand your etiology, can I know how to help the same patients in the future! "

"I'm not your test subject!" Ji Yerong coldly refused to be a white mouse for Lu Nanfeng's psychological research!

Lu Nanfeng frowned and stared at her for a long time, as if thinking of something, his voice sounded slowly, "You don't want to accept my hypnotherapy, and you don't want me to know the cause of your disease, because you can't face it yourself. For that cause, you don't even want to get better, do you!"

The words are doubts, but the tone is a firm affirmation!

Ji Yerong's face turned pale suddenly, and he looked at him with eyes as dead as a dry well, and there was a long silence.

Lu Nanfeng got up, poured her a glass of water and handed it to her, but he didn't sit back immediately, instead he leaned down and approached her, his eyes met, his thin lips parted slightly, and his voice was soft like a guiding voice, "Your Excellency said that you have nightmares every night, and now you have to tell me what dreams you had!"

Ji Yerong looked into his eyes, and she didn't even know when she closed her eyes, as if she fell asleep and returned to the nightmare that haunted her every night.

In the dream she heard a voice asking her, "Tell me what you see now."

Ji Yerong looked around her surroundings. She seemed to be in ruins. The land was barren. When she lowered her head, she could see the blood all over the ground. It was sticky and wet, and even buried her feet.

Not far away, there was a child in red clothes, with blood on his pale cheeks, staring at her with empty eyes.

"Son, I saw a child!"

Lu Nanfeng heard the words, wrote the child in his notebook, followed by three exclamation marks, and asked again: "What kind of child?"

"Girl, red all over, blood on face, hands, she was looking at me, she was looking at me. She was holding a gun in her hand and pointing it at me, she said 'you go to hell'... …what……"

She suddenly screamed terribly, looking extremely painful.

Lu Nanfeng closed his eyes and immediately calmed her down: "Ji Yerong, don't be afraid...she can't hurt you, she's just a phantom you made up, and phantoms can't hurt you."

"No...she can hurt me, she shot me, she's going to kill me." Her painful voice came out weakly, and a line of clear tears flowed from under her curled eyelashes.

"Ji Yerong, calm down and listen to me!" Lu Nanfeng stared at her without blinking, and the pen in his hand was spinning at a high frequency, "Now there is a door not far from you, you go Go and open it, walk through that door, and you'll be safe."

In the dream, Ji Yerong saw a bleeding door behind the little girl, "I can't walk through, she is guarding the door."

Her voice trembled, sobbing helplessly.

"It's okay, now you see another door next to you, you open it."

"I can not open!"

"You have a key in your hand, you use the key to open the door!"

Ji Yerong sat leaning against him, with a pillow behind him, and lowered his head. His jet-black hair fell to the side of his face, covering half of his pale cheeks. His heroic black eyebrows were full of sadness, and he didn't respond for a long time. .

Lu Nanfeng observed for a long time, and said again worriedly, "Ji Yerong, you opened the door, tell me what you saw!"

She didn't respond in any way.

"Ji Yerong, Ji Yerong!" Lu Nanfeng called her several times in a low voice, but there was no response, and he couldn't sit still any longer. He got up and approached him, "Ji Yerong, tell me, did you see the door?" have what?"

She still didn't respond.

Hot and humid liquid flowed out silently from under the curled eyelashes, flooding his cheeks, his lips were pursed, and he murmured softly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

sorry?
Lu Nanfeng frowned, thinking, who was she saying "I'm sorry" to?

that child?
"Ji Yerong, tell me, what did you see behind the door!"

She didn't respond, as if she didn't hear him, just sobbed silently.

"Ji Yerong, can you hear me?"

Lu Nanfeng's eyes were serious, it's not an option to go on like this, it's too dangerous, if she doesn't answer herself again, she can only suspend the hypnosis.

After waiting for a while, she still didn't respond, so Lu Nanfeng had no choice but to wake her up.

"Now I count to three, you will wake up from the dream, one, two, three..."

After the command was issued, the crisp sound, the moment Ji Yerong opened his eyes, a voice sounded: "National emblem..."

national emblem?

Lu Nanfeng frowned. She saw... the national emblem behind the door?
(End of this chapter)