leave this sad place

Chapter 110 Playing Games

"What kind of feeling is this?" He murmured, not knowing how to describe himself at this time.

There is a scene of decay in all things hidden in the empty eyes, and there is an empty heart looking out!
"Why - so - so?" He wanted to look at the blue sky outside the window, but it was covered by dark clouds floating from nowhere.

He slowly closed his eyes again, he didn't want to watch Chen Cheng play games, let alone listen to the teacher's lectures.Everything around slowly dissipated and turned into a piece of pitch black!Where is there anything going north and south?

"Is this a dream? Birth, old age, sickness, and death are all a dream? It's a long, long dream! But why do you still feel sad in the dream? What about suffering? Then what is the so-called waking up from a dream? Death?” He asked himself in his heart, but he was escaping again, escaping from this inexplicable pain!

"Life is just a dream. When you die, is it really the time to wake up from the dream? Then what will happen after waking up from the dream? Chaos like this - is it pitch black with no light at all? Or is it just another What about the sleep in the dream?" He was even more at a loss, and what he fantasized about was like Zhou Gong's dream of a butterfly who couldn't distinguish between dream and reality.But who can prove that all of this is not living in other people's dreams?

The big dream is thousands of years old, what year is this eve?
His expression became even more desolate, as if everything really had nothing to do with him, and even his life seemed to be just someone else's dream.

"Is this the so-called reincarnation of fate? Falling from one dream to another. Then why is the so-called fate arrangement so unfair?" He slowly fantasized about more and more things, feeling that the world is unfair There are too many things, too many.

The rapid bell rang again, piercing into his mind like an invisible embroidery needle piercing colorful blisters.

"Is get out of class over?" He murmured, with a hint of confusion in his eyes.

"What's wrong with me?" He felt a little annoyed.

"Why is this happening? Why is this happening?" He wanted to shout, to growl unwillingly.But in the end, he could only lament helplessly in his heart.

"How am I doing? It's not bad." Chen Cheng continued to play the game on his mobile phone, touched Ouyang with his elbow, and said without raising his head.He thought Ouyang had been watching him play games.

"Game? What about you?" Ouyang didn't know where his heart was, not even himself.How could he keep watching Chen Cheng play seriously?So how do you know how he is playing?
"That's right." Chen Cheng nodded, and his hand didn't stop for a moment, he didn't look up at Ouyang, let alone know the loneliness on Ouyang's face now.

"I don't know." Ouyang said indifferently, with a trace of indifference and a trace of numbness.

Chen Cheng was slightly taken aback, stopped the game on his phone, looked at him and said, "Didn't you watch it?" He was a little surprised, this guy actually went to do other things while he was playing the game.

"Why should I watch it?" Ouyang didn't have any thoughts at all, so why would he watch Chen Cheng play games?Even if he watched it as he did just now, how could he keep watching Chen Cheng play without thinking that it didn't matter?

"Didn't we agree that the two of us would take turns playing? And didn't I ask you to watch me show my talents? You, why didn't you watch it?" Chen Cheng felt a little annoyed.Not only because Ouyang didn't come to see him when he was playing brilliantly, but also because he felt that Ouyang was not keeping his word.He didn't do what he agreed to. Although it was just a trivial matter, he still felt a little unhappy in his heart.

"Oh." Ouyang said lightly.He didn't want to say anything more, let alone explain anything, it's not that he didn't read it, it's just that he didn't have the mood to watch it again.It didn't seem to matter again.

"Okay, I lost this round, it's up to you, here it is." Chen Cheng stuffed the phone into Ouyang's hand, and didn't want to say anything else, the main thing now is to see if he will continue to play with the phone , Will you reject yourself.

"Oh." Ouyang took the phone and started playing again. He didn't care about it for a long time, so why would he care about it?
"Hehe, let me see how your skills are again?" Chen Cheng said with a smile on his face, it seemed that Ouyang was really with "him".Otherwise, why wouldn't you object?It seems that there will be a companion who plays games with me in class in the future.

"If you practice harder, I guess I won't be as good as you." Chen Cheng said encouragingly again, wanting to tie this guy firmly as soon as possible.

"Really?" Ouyang still replied in a neutral manner. He also wanted to indulge in this virtual game world, but it was a bit difficult.

"It seems that I can just work harder." He hinted to himself in his heart.At this moment, he seemed to have forgotten the pain in his heart.

"Yeah, my vision is very accurate!" Chen Cheng was even happier. From now on, it seemed that he would really have a fighting partner in games.

"Oh." Ouyang's voice was still a little cold, his heart seemed to be frozen, and the pain seemed to be still lingering, which made his eyes dim again.

"How can I not feel this way?" He wanted to growl in his heart again, but unfortunately, he didn't know when he lost that strength.It's been a long time since he yelled and utterly indulged himself like before!

"It's really good. When we're bored in the future, let's play games together." Chen Cheng suggested again, this is his real purpose.It's just for one more playmate to play games with.

"Oh." Ouyang replied lightly again, he seemed to really become indifferent to everything in the outside world.

"This can be regarded as your agreement, don't go back on your word like just now!" Chen Cheng felt a little excited, as if he had finally achieved his goal.

"Oh." Ouyang replied like that again, as if he would never say anything else except this word.It's like a machine that can only answer yes or no, except that the only answer in his mouth is "oh".

"Repent?" He felt a bit of bitterness in his heart again.Did he really regret it just now?It's just that others didn't see it, and I didn't want to explain it.

But this word suddenly reminded him of another word.

"Do you regret it?" He asked himself again in his heart, suddenly too many images flashed in his head.A trace, a scene.His heart was constantly touched, and too many sad pictures emerged again.

"Why regret it? Regret, what's the point? Everything will never happen again, everything has already become the past, and in the past, there are only memories - or pain, or sadness. "Ouyang comforted himself in his heart again.At this moment, for some reason, a strong emotion popped up in his heart!In his life, he will never let himself regret it, even if he is wrong a thousand points, extremely outrageous, he will never regret it!Because regret after the event can no longer make up for the mistakes of the past.

"Ding——" The sharp and harsh bell sounded again, as if warning everyone that it was time for class, and they must not violate it!

"Hey, why are you going to class again so soon?" Chen Cheng felt a little annoyed, the damn ringtone was really annoying.

"Hey, Ouyang. You, do you still want to play?" Chen Cheng asked cautiously, expecting that he would promise himself.

"Play." Ouyang continued to click on the game, and his heart began to sink into it slowly.The virtual world has become infinitely attractive to him again.

"Well, you continue. When you lose, it's up to me. Hehe." Chen Cheng's heart, which was disturbed by the ringtone, was a little bit joyful again.

Ouyang raised his head slightly.

"Chinese class." He saw the Chinese teacher turn his attention to those people once he entered the classroom.

"Hehe." He felt a little bit of bitterness in his heart again, and continued to play the game with his head down.

(End of this chapter)