leave this sad place

Chapter 109
The night slowly deepened.

"Will everything be fine tomorrow?" He lay quietly on the bed, not wanting to sleep, and not knowing what to do.

"Why do you feel a little familiar in such a terrible mood?" He asked himself weakly in his heart, with a trace of indescribable meaning in his eyes.

"Go to sleep, you'll be fine once you wake up." He lamented, not knowing what to say.

The morning sun is still warm and bright, converging into a golden ocean and swaying its light and heat selflessly.

"If the sun doesn't give me warmth any more, then—" There was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, he shook his head helplessly, and didn't want to say any more, although he didn't seem to feel the warmth given by the sun anymore.

"It's some boring classes again." He sighed, now he has no intention of studying.

"Why did you leave without a sound like this?" He murmured, thinking of Jie'er again, if he hadn't accidentally thought of her last night, he would not know that she had left until now.

"Why do I miss you so much?" He looked a little sad. When he heard the news last night, his heart seemed to be shattered by the storm.

"Isn't it better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes than to be in love with each other?" He thought of this sentence again, and his heart ached again.

"But I really don't like this sentence." He couldn't understand, and didn't want to understand the meaning of this sentence, because he knew that this sentence didn't suit him.

"Maybe, maybe—" he murmured in his heart, somewhat incoherently.

"What's wrong with you today? I feel something—something is wrong!" Chen Cheng looked at Ouyang and felt that he was acting strangely today, as if he had something on his mind.

"Really?" Ouyang raised the corner of his mouth slightly, trying to make a habitual smile.

"Yes, why not? Take a good look at your face in the mirror, as if you have been dumped by someone!" Chen Cheng joked, wanting to liven up the atmosphere.

"Oh." Ouyang nodded, he couldn't make that habitual smile, so he didn't have to force himself anymore.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? I said you were dumped, but you didn't explain it!" Chen Cheng was a little speechless. This guy really couldn't have suffered a big blow, otherwise, how could it be like this?

"It's nothing." Ouyang didn't want to say another word. There was nothing more sad than heartbreak. Now he didn't have the heart to say some jokes to Chen Cheng.

"Uh, you—you won't be real, you'll be dumped, right?" Chen Cheng covered his mouth with his hands, exaggerating.Now, let's see if this guy will explain it.

"Oh." Ouyang's eyes were a little sad, and he murmured in his heart: "Dumped by someone? Is this considered? How could it be me and her?" The corners of his mouth became more bitter, and he still couldn't figure out why Will miss her so much.

"What is this? Admit it or explain it?" Chen Cheng was also a little confused. Could it be that this random joke is actually a true story?
"It's up to you." Ouyang didn't want to talk to him anymore, feeling that he was always asking himself some questions that he didn't want to answer.This reminded him of Jie'er again, because Jie'er would never be like this.

"Uh, why don't you tell me what's wrong with you?" Chen Chengsheng felt a little powerless, feeling that this guy was a bit out of control.

"Aren't you bored?" Ouyang didn't want to talk nonsense with him anymore.

"What?" Chen Cheng was slightly taken aback, a little suspicious that he had heard it wrong.

"Are you still playing games?" Ouyang looked at the mobile phone in Chen Cheng's hand, and his heart skipped a beat.

"Um, what are you doing?" Chen Cheng just came back to his senses, but he didn't expect such a nonsensical question again.

"If you don't want to play, just play with me." Ouyang felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart.

"You, you—you actually want to play games? You don't listen to the teacher's lecture?" Chen Cheng was even more surprised.One must know that when he first came here, no matter how he tried to seduce Ouyang, Ouyang would never play games.Unexpectedly, this time, he actually took the initiative to ask to play a game.

Ouyang saw Chen Cheng standing there in a daze, ignored him, and directly snatched the mobile phone from his hand, with a bit of barbarism.

"Oh, are you a robber?" Chen Cheng came back to his senses, seeing that the mobile phone in his hand had been snatched by Ouyang, so he just let him go.Today's Ouyang seems to have subverted his previous image in his mind, although he didn't have any image in his mind before.

"Hey, you're doing pretty well." Chen Cheng watched Ouyang fluently playing the games he often played, and said admiringly.Some wonder if this guy has practiced secretly.

"Really?" The corner of Ouyang's mouth raised slightly, and the inexplicable feeling in his heart became more and more intense.

"You bastard, you don't know how to change the words!" Chen Cheng said dissatisfiedly, these two words disgusted him a little, and he didn't want to hear them any more.

"Oh." Ouyang said lightly, his mood has not fully recovered.Playing games is to let himself forget some things in this virtual world, although it is only for a short time, but he is also willing.

"Come on, come on, just pretend I didn't say it." Chen Cheng rolled his eyes, making him wonder if this guy was trying to annoy him.

"Oh." That feeling seemed to be a little stronger, as if it was going to pull him into the virtual world again.There was another wry smile on the corner of Ouyang's mouth, and the inexplicable pain in his heart was still tightly entangled, how could he really fall into it again.

"I'll come, I'll come, it's my turn for this game." Seeing that Ouyang failed to play, Chen Cheng hurriedly snatched his mobile phone back from him.

"Oh." Ouyang sighed slightly in his heart, but he didn't know what it felt like.Although I want to try my best to blend into that virtual world, but this time it feels very difficult.Playing games like this makes me feel like a spectator, whether I fail or succeed, it has nothing to do with me.

"Why is this?" He asked himself in his heart, and felt a faint pain in his heart again.

"Painful? Why did it come so intensely this time? I caught myself off guard." He asked himself again in his heart.

I thought I wouldn't be so sad anymore, but everything seemed extravagant!
Too much, too much whimsy; too much, too much wishful thinking; too much, too much illusory dream, like the moon in the mirror, the flower in the water--you can't see it!

"How about we take turns to play?" Chen Cheng adjusted the settings, looked at Ouyang and asked.

"Oh." Ouyang said lightly again.It doesn't matter to him whether he plays or not, not to mention he doesn't have that kind of thought in class anymore.

When Chen Cheng heard such a bland answer again, he was extremely speechless.This guy is deliberately trying to fight against himself, otherwise why does he keep using this word and not change it?

"Look, it's time for me to show my skills, let's see how my brother passed this level!" Chen Cheng said stinky.Finally, Ouyang was pulled into the camp of playing games in class, and he could finally share the fun of playing games with Ouyang in class, so Chen Cheng felt a little happy in his heart.

"Oh." Ouyang still answered like this, his heart no longer knew where it went.It doesn't matter whether Chen Cheng plays games or not.

"Playing games? Attending classes?" Ouyang looked at Chen Cheng, who was very involved in the game, and then at the head teacher who was lecturing on the podium. He looked at his son while asking questions.

"Is it interesting?" Ouyang didn't know what kind of feeling he should feel in his heart.

Shaking his head slightly, he looked sideways at Chen Cheng playing the game. After all, he seemed to have agreed to Chen Cheng just now, so why not look at it?
But what about looking?So what if you don't look at it?
He no longer cares about it, it seems that everything has really become indifferent.If he could not still feel a trace of pain lingering in his heart, he really doubted that he had lost his heart, otherwise how could he become like this?

But so what?So what if you don't care?

(End of this chapter)