leave this sad place

Chapter 108 Missing
"Why, you don't know yet?" Li Ting frowned even deeper.

Ouyang nodded weakly, but didn't want to say another word. He didn't expect that she would change schools at all.

This made Li Ting's misunderstanding of Ouyang even deeper.It is understandable to say that those in the past, but what about now?Not only did this guy change classes, but he didn't even know anything about Jie'er's transfer.You must know that when he was in Class 1, Jie'er was the only one he got along with!

"It seems that my previous feelings are not wrong at all. He is a ruthless and selfish ghost who only cares about himself! When he fell down last semester, I still felt sorry for him!" Li Ting was furious in his heart. , never want to talk to him again.

Ouyang didn't know what to use to describe his heart.Is it a mess?How can it be summed up completely if it is too messy!Are you hurt?How can I express clearly when I am hurt!Perhaps the mood at this moment can only be matched when she breaks up with Yushu.But at that time, it was more of panic and helplessness, but now it was more of sadness and loss.

He turned around slowly, came to the window, and stared at the stars in the night sky with a deep, obsessed expression.

"Let's go." He muttered to himself again, feeling his heart twitching, as if he had lost an important thing that was worth protecting with his life.

He slowly closed his eyes again, with great pain showing at the corner of his mouth, but he didn't know why he did this.It's as if I don't want to look at the world anymore, and I don't have any memory of the world anymore.

"I don't know your name yet?"

"Zhang Jieer, what about you?"

"Ouyang Ming, I seem to have seen you somewhere?"

"Really?"

"It's probably time for military training."

"is it?"

"probably."

"But I didn't go to military training."

"Forehead"

In his mind, when the two met for the first time, an inexplicable warmth rose in his heart.

"This question is actually very simple."

"Then tell me quickly."

"Uh, alright. It's actually possible to do this here.. Well, you see—it's as simple as that."

"But I still don't understand."

"Okay, then I'll tell you again."

"No way? You don't understand yet!"

The time when he explained the topic to her flashed through his mind again, how cute and annoying she was at that time, and she barely understood it after telling her so many times.Thinking of this, Ouyang's mouth unconsciously hung a knowing smile, feeling that she seemed to have returned to his side.

"Then what will the trainee teacher be like?"

"Two nostrils, one mouth, what else?"

"I hate it, I'm telling you something serious, can't you be more serious?"

"Okay, okay, I don't know either, I will know it naturally when I get there."

"University, what would that be like?"

"University is not like a university. You should have fun and learn. No one cares about you. You can be free."

"Damn Ouyang, you are so annoying!"

"Uh, what's the matter with you, are you okay?"

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay. I'll see those trainee teachers later, and I don't know if they are handsome or not."

"You're not a nympho, are you? It's not easy to see a handsome guy, just here, see? A handsome guy!"

This is when the intern teacher in the first year of high school is coming. At that time, they fantasized and dreamed together.Another warm current rose in Ouyang's heart, and he felt the corners of his eyes slightly moist.

"Damn Ouyang, you're so annoying, you're stepping on my feet again!"

"Little Jie'er, you're playing tricks and sneaking up on me! See if I don't 'clean up' you. Just let me stomp on you again. Oh, you're sneaking up again!"

"Who told you to step on me? When you step on others, you must be prepared to be stepped on, and you should have the awareness of being stepped on."

"Uh, then I won't step on you now. You, you sneak attack again. You step on it. Anyway, my shoes are black. It's okay to let you step on a few more times. As for you?"

"Damn it, it's you! Look, what a mess you've made on my shoes, and I'll be scolded again when I go home."

This is the time to play games with Jieer again, to have fun and laugh together.This made Ouyang's heart feel more warm, and his eyes closed even tighter, as if he wanted to hold on to the memories of the past.

Bit by bit of memory, like a trickle slowly converging into an ocean of memory, instantly overwhelmed him.

His eyelids trembled slightly, and suddenly, an indescribable longing mixed with deep sorrow surged in his heart!

Those memories, all the past, are now turned into sharp arrows, one after another, they have to shoot towards his heart.Let him be full of sorrow, let him be tortured, let him try the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing his heart!

In an instant, all the warm current in my heart seemed to have turned into very salty salt water and poured it on the bloody heart, making a sound of "ch-ch--", that was the sound of the heart dripping blood!
His body trembled uncontrollably, like a small boat on a stormy sea, ups and downs, ups and downs!
one wave after another
come to me
leave me defenseless

Drowning here--

in the sea of ​​longing
He murmured, his voice was crying like a cuckoo, whining!
The longing turned into a huge wave surging in his heart, as if it was about to break the cage, rush out of the shackles, and fly out from his entire chest!Wave after wave washed over the walls of his heart!
There was never a moment when I missed someone like this, and there was never a moment when I believed that I would miss someone like this!He, never!
Tears slipped down from the corners of his eyes, reflecting a bright white light!
His eyes trembled slowly again, with great courage, he tried hard to break free!The white teeth bit on the bright red lips, and traces of blood slowly soaked out.But he didn't think it was enough, so he forced himself to bite even harder!

"Can the pain in the body bury the pain in the heart?" His eyelids trembled slightly, and he stopped opening them.

"How can the pain in the heart be replaced by the pain in the body!" His eyes were tightly closed again, like a rocky mountain collapsed before his eyes, burying everything!
Tears ooze from the closed eyelids like spring water again, passing down the face drop by drop, dripping down!
Slowly, the tears were unscrupulously joyful like a wild horse running wild!
He was crying, but there was no sound at all!

This kind of silent tears is much sadder and more painful than loud crying!Because it still keeps everything depressed in its heart, like a silent volcano!
The wind blew gently, trembling and screaming, exuding a coldness after another!

For a long time, stand still!

The tear stains on his face were dried by the wind, and his hands and feet were cold and stiff.

Slowly, I felt some numbness in my feet, and slowly, it spread to my entire thigh.

The eyelashes trembled slightly, and Ouyang slowly opened his eyelids, revealing eyes full of melancholy and sorrow, and his expression became even more downcast!
What's the use of holding on to those memories no matter how tightly?She—has left!
"It's hard to say goodbye when we meet. Is this parting? But why doesn't it look like it? And why does it feel like it?" He looked at the dark night sky, where there was a twinkling star, so much like her delicate What a beautiful face!

"Is that you? Are you watching? Are you listening?" Tears began to well up in his eyes again.

"I miss you, miss you so much, miss you so much. Will you know?" He felt another tear was about to fall.

"How would you know?" He turned around, closed his eyes slowly, and another crystal teardrop fell down.

He walked step by step, full of loneliness and sadness!
(End of this chapter)