leave this sad place

Chapter 107 She's gone

"Listen to the class and study." Ouyang murmured, with a smile slowly rising from the corner of his mouth.This is the goal, the goal he set for himself last semester, but now he has forgotten it.Because he thinks that he hasn't studied seriously for a long time.

He subconsciously glanced at Chen Cheng next to him, but saw that he was still playing games there.I felt a little speechless in my heart, this guy didn't see how he had learned it.Shaking his head slightly, he sat upright and listened to the teacher's lecture.

"Do you feel like you haven't calmed down to listen to the lecture?" He smiled slightly, a little bitter and indescribable.

I listened quietly and memorized it attentively, only to find that the teacher was still a bit biased like the head teacher.Her gaze, her questions, and even most of her attention are still reserved for those few.

Ouyang's heart trembled slightly, and an indescribable feeling came to his heart instantly.The teacher he dislikes the most is an eccentric teacher, but he encounters it again and again.

"Why is this? Is it because this is human nature?" He asked softly, but he didn't want to know the result, for fear of hitting himself and destroying the perfect teacher image in his fantasy.

"Hehe." He put his head down and smiled lowly. Such a common situation, this time somehow made him feel very uncomfortable.

"Maybe it's because I think too well, and it's too easy to wishful thinking." There was a hint of sarcasm at the corner of his mouth, laughing at himself, and recalling the past scenes.I like Sun Xiaohong, thinking that she will be moved by me, and she will be with me in the end. For four or five years, the infatuation will not change, and what I get in exchange is only the relationship of classmates.Later, there was sister Xiaolan again, but they had to separate because of the reality. Although they still kept in touch with each other often, I don't know when we met.Then I thought I would have a very good confidant friend, but because of a misunderstanding, I just watched helplessly and became like a passerby.And that Yu Shu, once thought that they would be together well in the future, but what about the ending?More than two months were separated like that.Even the pain that he thought he could let go is still tormenting him to this day.

"What about now? I thought the teacher would appreciate the poems I wrote, but what happened?" Ouyang's voice became lower, and these shocks suddenly passed over his heart, making him feel even more uncomfortable up.

"Why am I always so unsatisfactory?" He wanted to growl, but he could only question silently in his heart.

He looked up at the teacher on the podium again, and found that she was still focusing on the hearts of those few people.

"Chinese class, it's another boring class." There was obvious mockery at the corner of his mouth, how could perfect things exist so easily.I feel a little weird and a little ironic about my own goal of "listen to the lectures and study hard".Now even he himself has become a little confused.

"What should I do?" He was puzzled, and he didn't know what to choose.

"Why, you don't want to attend class now?" Chen Cheng, who was on the side, saw that Ouyang didn't seem to be paying attention to the class, so he touched him lightly.

"En." Ouyang was slightly taken aback, and subconsciously nodded his head. He didn't have time to think about this simple question, but his subconscious answered it.

"Don't you really want to attend class?" He asked himself in his heart, but he was a little surprised that he would ask such a question.

"Isn't Chinese class boring?" Chen Cheng turned his head away and played with his phone again.

"Yeah." Ouyang thought for a while, then nodded slightly.

"Do you want to play games with me?" Chen Cheng asked Ouyang Dao again, after all, sometimes playing games with two people is much more interesting than playing alone.

"Me?" Ouyang pointed at himself in astonishment, but saw the teacher glance at him, and quickly straightened up.

"I didn't expect that I would still have a little fear in my heart." He smiled even more wryly in his heart.

"Yes, you." Chen Cheng didn't even look at the teacher on the podium, and continued to play the game in his hand.

"It's better not to use it." Ouyang looked at her eyes, paused slightly, and swept over from here again.It seemed that she was just taking a look, otherwise, how could she care about Chen Cheng, who was playing games so obviously?But Chen Cheng asked Ouyang to play games, how could Ouyang agree?Although he was a little confused at this time, he still had lingering fears about the dark time in the first year of high school.

"Okay." Chen Cheng nodded, and he didn't force it anymore. Besides, it's not something to be forced, so he stopped talking.

I just got up some confidence and wanted to listen to the get out of class seriously, but when I saw the teacher looking at the students on the stage with kind eyes, I didn't have the interest to continue listening seriously.

"It's so boring. Why don't you hurry up and finish class?" Ouyang complained in a low voice, feeling a bit guilty.

Time passed slowly again, but today's night gave Ouyang a feeling of being long overdue.

"Finally school is over." Ouyang sighed slightly. He observed carefully this day and found that all the teachers were more or less biased.This made him feel very uncomfortable all day long.

"But what can we do when we go back?" He was slightly taken aback. In the dormitory now, he seems to have become a dispensable character, and there is no big difference between existence and non-existence.

"Then what can you do if you don't go back?" He asked himself, and looked at the time again. Class has just ended, and it's still too early for the dormitory to close.

"It's been a long time since I ran or exercised." He glanced at the playground next to him, showing a look of longing.

But his face became hesitant again, because he was afraid, afraid that he would meet her there, and even more afraid that he would meet her with someone else.This will make his heart hurt very much!
"Then let's go around casually." He sighed, he didn't want to go back, and he didn't want to go to the playground, so now he could only go around casually like this.

Wearing thin clothes in this early autumn night, Ouyang felt a little chilly, shrank his neck slightly, and a vaguely wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"It seems that I'm starting to be afraid of the cold too." His face was full of bitterness, remembering that he often took cold showers last winter, it is estimated that this winter's will be exhausted.

"It seems that everything is changing." He had to sigh again, and slowly closed his eyes, with too many memories flashing in his head.Unknowingly, I thought of her again.

"Is she okay?" After he finished asking, he sighed again and shook his head slightly.

"She doesn't have much to do with me anymore." The bitterness floated in his mouth again.

"What else can I do?" A feeling of powerlessness surged into his heart, making him feel a little tired, so he sat down on the cold ground.

The coldness on his body stimulated him, making his head clearer.The shadow of another person slowly emerged in his heart, his heart felt inexplicably warm, and the corner of his mouth unconsciously raised a smile.

"Then how is she?" There was an urgent longing in his heart, wanting to know how Jie'er is now, how is she doing in Class 1?

"It's been a long time since I saw her." He frowned slightly, and he felt a little worried. Why hasn't he seen her since school started?

"Is something wrong?" He asked subconsciously, and his heart became more anxious.

He stood up abruptly, and walked quickly towards the dormitory, because there he could learn about her.

He hurried into the dormitory and took a quick look. Zhang Wenqiang was not there, and Li Ting happened to be in the dormitory.

So he couldn't care so much anymore, and asked Li Ting: "Jie'er, how are you doing in class recently? I feel like I haven't seen her for a long time."

"She changed schools." Li Ting frowned slightly.

Ouyang was stunned, feeling a bolt of lightning coming towards him.

"Transferred school, left, she actually left." Ouyang murmured, feeling a little dizzy in his head, and a great grief surged in his heart!

(End of this chapter)