leave this sad place

Chapter 123
The chill in the night seemed to deepen endlessly, Ouyang's body was almost curled up into a ball, and the muscles all over his body felt sore and limp from time to time.And his feet were as cold as ice.Ouyang felt that the blood under his feet seemed to have solidified, and those bones were about to burst from the cold.

When he woke up in the morning, he reached out and touched his feet, which were as cold as a big lump of ice.

"No wonder I feel so cold this night." Ouyang smiled wryly, he didn't sleep well last night, he kept huddling in a daze, but he still couldn't feel the slightest warmth.

He got out of bed and put on his shoes, but his feet were still numb, which made him feel even more helpless.

"Alright, at least this will make it harder for me to doze off during class." He rubbed his red and swollen eyes, and a trace of tiredness came over him again, making him want to lie on the bed and sleep again.

"Heaven will send a great task to the people of Sri Lanka, and they must first suffer from their will, work their muscles and bones, and starve their bodies..." He meditated in his heart, giving himself a kind of spiritual comfort.

"As long as I maintain the state of these two days, I don't believe that I can't achieve the desired results." He was ruthless in his heart again, and he believed that hard work will always be rewarded.

"Work hard, work hard." He cheered himself up again, stood up, and felt a little cold under his feet.

Ouyang came to the classroom early and flipped through his textbooks. Some things the teacher taught in class yesterday would be effective if he read them today.

"Alas." He sighed softly again, he still didn't like some teachers' teaching very much, and he wasn't very used to it.In some teachers' classes, he would rather spend some time studying by himself than listening to lectures.He made himself calm down to listen to this kind of class several times, but it made him feel very depressed.He really didn't want to listen to the teacher talking nonsense outside the textbook!
"It seems that my method still needs further improvement." He shook his head lightly again, and continued to look at his textbooks. This matter has to be done slowly, groping and summarizing slowly.

"Ouyang, how about you take a look at this game?" Chen Cheng next to him pulled Ouyang a little excitedly.

"Oh." Ouyang frowned slightly. Chen Cheng always liked to disturb him like this from time to time, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.

Several times before, Ouyang still had the patience to turn his head and talk to Chen Cheng. After all, they were at the same table, so how could he ignore him?But as the number of times increased, Ouyang's patience gradually wore away.He really didn't want to talk to Chen Cheng about games that had nothing to do with study anymore, he was afraid that it would affect his study, and he didn't want to waste time like this.

"Come and see, how is it?" Chen Cheng pulled Ouyang again, thinking he didn't hear.

Ouyang stared at the book with both eyes, but his eyes were empty.He felt that he was indulging Chen Cheng and letting him interrupt his study again and again.He really didn't want to go on like this anymore, he felt a burning anger in his heart, but he didn't know how to speak.

"Look at this new game, it's really good!" Chen Cheng's face was still full of excitement.

Ouyang turned his head and looked at Chen Cheng who seemed to be indulging in a kind of happiness, and his brows frowned even deeper.This time, I must tell him something, otherwise I'm afraid he will go on like this endlessly.If that's the case, it will undoubtedly easily affect Ouyang's study, but this time he attaches great importance to study, so important that he can put it aside even as his only hobby.Ouyang thought about it in his heart and secretly made up his mind.

"Chen Cheng." Ouyang's voice was a little low and deep.He was thinking about how to say the next sentence. After all, he was at the same table for a semester, and when he came to this class, Chen Cheng was also very enthusiastic towards him.However, it seems that it is because of these enthusiasms that Chen Cheng feels that the relationship between him and Ouyang is very close, but he doesn't know that Ouyang's heart has already been frozen with ice, and it is not so easy for anyone to get in.

"Well, do you want to have a game too?" Chen Cheng's voice was still cheerful.And when he was happy, he would easily ignore other people's feelings. This time, Chen Cheng naturally filtered out Ouyang's deep voice.

"Here, you can try it." Chen Cheng casually handed over the phone again, subconsciously thinking that Ouyang wanted to try this game.

"Let me tell you something." Ouyang blocked Chen Cheng's hand, and even his voice became serious.He didn't like to talk around and around, this time, he planned to talk to him straight to the point.

"What's the matter? Tell me." Chen Cheng was a little puzzled, not knowing what Ouyang was trying to do with his solemn look.

"Please don't bother me like this in the future." Ouyang's voice became very serious.Although I don't know how Chen Cheng's imagination will be made by what I say, at least it will have a certain effect.If Chen Cheng could really let him study quietly in the future, then these words would have their due effect.

"Trouble you? Me?" Chen Cheng pointed at Ouyang with a bit of astonishment on his face. He really didn't know why he bothered him!Did that bother him just now?Being a deskmate for a semester, this--this is too stingy.

"Yes." Ouyang nodded heavily.

"Why did I bother you?" Chen Cheng laughed angrily, is that really the case?
"It's you who bothered me just now." Ouyang said sincerely.

"Is this considered disturbing? Your stomach is too narrow." Chen Cheng felt a little annoyed, he just shared his happiness with Ouyang like that, and he didn't bother to pay attention to ordinary relationships!Is this also wrong?Chen Cheng became more and more angry in his heart, and couldn't help but said again: "If you keep doing this, we'll see how you live in society!"

Ouyang felt a slight tingle in his heart, he didn't like others preaching to him.Even his parents didn't educate him since he was a child, so why should others educate him?

This reminded him of the scene of the music class exam in junior high school.The teacher asked him to sing a song, but he refused to sing because he knew that the whole class would laugh at him when he sang.The teacher insisted on asking him to sing a song, and he would rather get a zero score than not sing.So the teacher got angry and scolded him, "No tutor!" This made Ouyang very angry at that time!His eyes seemed to be breathing fire, he stared at the teacher on the podium, clenched his fists, wishing he could rush up to the podium and tear the teacher's mouth apart!

To him, such words are no less than whipping his soul with thorns! The three words "no tutor" can bring back too many memories in Ouyang.When I was very young, my parents often quarreled and fought.When he first entered junior high school, his parents divorced, but he was not in a sad mood at that time.No one took care of him since he was a child, and gradually, he didn't need anyone to take care of him and educate him.His growth is basically struggling out of grief step by step.A sentence of "no tutor" can definitely pierce his heart like a sword!
"I want to learn." His voice was as heavy as iron, and years of painful torture allowed him to cover up his pain well.Although he clenched his teeth when he said these words, and these words popped out from between his teeth, Chen Cheng might not see them.

Chen Cheng froze for a moment, then looked at Ouyang who had a gloomy face.He said indifferently: "Looking at the look on your face, what's the matter?" There was a trace of disdain in his tone.

Ouyang's brows frowned even deeper, and anger was burning in his heart. Chen Cheng was like this -- he was challenging his patience!

"Okay, okay, don't bother me if you don't bother me, I really think it's rare for me to tell you this!" Chen Cheng turned around and turned his head to the other side.

"Thank you." Ouyang felt a sigh of relief in his heart. He almost couldn't help it and lost his temper just now.

"I hope it will end like this." Ouyang said silently in his heart, and seemed to be sighing.

(End of this chapter)