leave this sad place

Chapter 129 Inexplicable
Ouyang watched the teacher strut out of the classroom, pursed his lips, and wanted to snicker.I really don't understand why he can still treat himself as a victorious general?
"Interesting." Ouyang raised the corners of his mouth slightly, showing an evil smile. Such a pleasant mood has been lost for a long time, so long that he almost forgot what it was like.

"However, it doesn't seem to have much effect on learning mathematics." His bright eyes dimmed slightly, and he shook his head, feeling a little helpless.Now he is focused on studying, and now he doesn't want to spend his energy on things that don't make much sense.

And this kind of math class, I feel that there is too little help for him, so little that he wants to take the time back from the teacher's hands and let himself arrange it reasonably.

"Didn't the other students live like this too?" He was a little contradictory again, and didn't want to treat himself as a different kind.Although he is not very social anymore, the feeling of loneliness after being out of the group always makes him feel depressed, so boring that he is often upset, and he needs to use the boss's time to calm down.

"Let's take one step at a time, maybe it's not what I thought." He had to comfort himself, now that his heart was already very fragile, he didn't want to be hit again, he just wanted to study with peace of mind.But there is always that feeling of loneliness tormenting him, making him suppress himself again and again.He felt more and more that he was enduring the pain of magma churning like a volcano.

"Maybe it will get better gradually in the future." He subconsciously covered his heart with his hands, and that position was a little depressed again!
The voices of the students laughing and having fun came from his ears again, and he felt a trace of jealousy in himself!Just like when he was young, watching other children hold their parents with both hands, with a pure smile on their face, such a clean smile would hurt his eyes and pierce his heart!Let his heart feel a little frantic with jealousy!Because he feels that he is an orphan who has no one to love and no home to warm him!
Suddenly, he was taken aback by his own feeling. There were some things he didn't want to think about any more, but he often jumped out from behind the door that was locked deep in his memory just like this.

Slowly, he discovered that these things actually have something in common. The emotions contained in these things are things he wants very much, but he has never had.He didn't know what words to use to describe it, "extravagant hope", "unattainable" or "coveted"?Something feels wrong.

His eyes became even darker, waves of indescribable exhaustion came from all over his body, and his heart felt empty again and again, as if a bottomless abyss opened there.It made him want something to fill his soul with hunger and thirst.

However, after searching everything around him, he felt powerless, and he still didn't know what to fill it with!The heart that seemed to have a crack was shaking, making Ouyang feel that the air around him was lonely.

He was at a loss as if he was lost in the icy starry sky. In that place, even if it took millions of years, it was not much different from a moment!What about him?In his heart, what is the difference between a moment and thousands of years?It's still not the same silence, which makes people think of the silence of death at a glance.

The ringtone echoed like the sound of a train, carrying Ouyang's thoughts back from the eternal starry sky.

"Lesson is over." He sighed lightly, and finally a bright color appeared in his dead gray eyes, even though the color was pure black!
The corner of his mouth raised a wry smile again, the oppressive feeling still lingered in his heart, except for helplessness, there was only bitterness.

He really didn't have any extra thoughts, and in an instant, he felt a little depressed.And the reason for all this, only he knows, and he has clearly engraved it in his heart.

Time drives a golden chariot recklessly in the unknown time and space. Whoever dares to stand in its way, it will use a magic trick called "time" to wipe out all those who stand in the way, even the last one. Even a trace of imprint will be obliterated.Unfortunately, everything in our world is its enemy and will be corrupted and annihilated by it!It is proud and strong, because it is always the winner, the only winner!
His heart was so heavy that it seemed to be filled with lead, and Ouyang felt his heart lower and lower, as if there was no end.

An inexplicable fear arose, burning like a flame, and every inch of flesh and blood became the source of its strength.Ouyang was terrified and uneasy, he didn't know why he suddenly became like this.Just like those people who die unexpectedly the next moment, totally don't understand why it happened like that!

"I'll answer the question from last class for you again." The bell-like voice came down from the podium again, and Teacher Zhang's language was still strong.

"It's another math class." Ouyang slowly came back to his senses, and the turbulent panic in his heart calmed down slightly.

"What do you mean answer it again for me?" Ouyang slightly raised the corner of his mouth, feeling that the teacher's words were quite interesting.Just like the contestants in many competitions, even if they fail, they don't forget to make a few excuses and say a few harsh words.In Ouyang's view, this kind of behavior is nothing more than a cowardly expression. He doesn't like people who don't even dare to face the mistakes they made, and won't admit them.

Teacher Zhang carefully took out a note, opened it and looked at it.He took out another piece of chalk and wrote on the blackboard.

"You must be careful when you do this. Don't forget to convert the transformed things back. Otherwise, the previous efforts will be in vain." While writing, he did not forget to remind the students under the podium.And this kind of place happened to be that he made a mistake on the blackboard yesterday, and his reminder was actually more of a reminder to himself!

Slowly, he carefully wrote the last stroke, and heaved a heavy sigh of relief.He looked again at what he had just written on the blackboard, and wiped his forehead with his hand, his palm was actually full of sweat.

Ouyang looked at the beads of sweat on his forehead, and was slightly stunned, with a trace of bitterness hanging from the corner of his mouth, he didn't know how he should feel.

"Okay, this is the detailed answering process of this question. Please find a place to write it down, so that you won't find it later when you review." His voice returned to normal, and his heart calmed down.

"When encountering such a problem in the future, it's okay to be more careful, but the process is a little more complicated." He stood on the podium and said as usual.

Ouyang looked up at him, feeling slightly speechless in his heart. "What is 'nothing'? What is 'just'? I don't know who did it yesterday and made three mistakes in a row." Ouyang secretly felt sad in his heart. He felt a little bit unhappy with the teacher, feeling that he was a little "outrageous." "Are.

"However, for those students with poor computing skills, it will be a bit difficult. Therefore, for those students, I suggest that you do more calculation problems when you are free." He changed the subject, showing that he should Have the true qualities of a teacher.

This made Ouyang even more upset!Holding on to other people's mistakes and not letting go, this kind of behavior is not liked by Ouyang, let alone that other person is Ouyang himself.So he buried his head and didn't want to see the teacher again; he closed his ears again, not wanting to hear a word from him again.

"Okay, get out of class will be over soon, you can study it slowly." He turned around and looked at the answer process on the blackboard, as if admiring it.

"It actually took two classes to comment on such a question." Ouyang shook his head helplessly. Such efficiency made him a little unflattering.

"If he does this again in the future, he might as well make his own." Ouyang felt that his lectures were a waste of time, so he might as well study by himself and solve some difficult problems by himself.

"Perhaps it should," he said, with a twinkle in his eye.

The bell rang suddenly at this moment, which made Ouyang slightly startled.

(End of this chapter)