leave this sad place

Chapter 158 Grief
As time passed minute by minute, Ouyang's heart became more and more difficult to calm down.Looking at the phone, it was almost six o'clock, and it was time for her to come back and cook.But he has no intention of leaving.

There was a sound of opening the door, Ouyang hesitated, walked to the corridor and looked at her who had just entered the room.

"What are you doing standing here?" She asked with a slight smile.

Ouyang was silent and didn't know how to speak, and he didn't know why he ran out to see her.Do you want to tell her that that person is here?But I don't know what to say.

"Is someone here?" She changed her slippers and looked at the extra pair of men's leather shoes on the floor.His brows were slightly frowned, as if he had vaguely noticed something.

But Ouyang still stood there silently, forgetting to even nod his head.

The voice of talking came from the TV, and she was even more sure that there was someone at home, because Ouyang basically never watched TV.And now the only explanation is that the person who came was watching TV in her room.

"I'm going back to my room." Ouyang said in a daze, and then walked towards his room with some heaviness.

She put down the vegetables she bought, and took a look at the situation inside when she passed by her room.He froze for a moment, and his face immediately darkened.For another moment, she thought about why Ouyang was so silent after watching her open the door.

Washing, chopping and cooking vegetables, she was as silent as Ouyang without saying a word, but her very steady hands trembled slightly from time to time.The man was still watching TV, didn't come out to watch it, and never said a word.And Ouyang became even more silent. He didn't like to talk, and now he didn't even want to make a sound of venting his anger.All of this, with a bit of a weird atmosphere, seems like a silent pantomime, and seems to be living in different time and space.The depressing atmosphere weighed on everyone's heart, and the heart became even heavier unconsciously.

Ouyang put down his cell phone. In such an atmosphere, how could he have any interest in reading novels?However, all of this seems to be brought about by himself, and he doesn't know whether he should be sad or happy in his heart.

Silently watched and opened the door, watching her slowly prepare each dish, and then put the dishes on the table one by one.Still silent, still depressed.

He took out two sets of bowls and chopsticks, scooped up two bowls of rice, sat down, and silently watched her sit down too.

Eating food in silence, chewing slowly, but without the slightest taste.And she also ate in silence, no longer chattering and asking questions to Ouyang as usual.

"Hey, have you eaten? Why didn't you call me?" The voice of the man came from the door of the room.

Ouyang's hands trembled slightly, and the food caught on the chopsticks fell on the bright dining table.And she was still chewing the rice in the bowl silently, without even turning her head.

Ouyang picked up the dishes again and put them in his own bowl, but he didn't move again.

"Why don't I have my bowl and chopsticks?" The man realized that no one was paying attention to him, and went to the table to look, but he didn't see another pair of bowls and chopsticks.

Ouyang's heart touched slightly, and he didn't know what it should feel like.How much he didn't want that person to get involved in everything here!However, he brought that person up by himself.

"For such a big person, it's not that he has no hands and feet, so if he wants to eat, he can get it by himself!" She scolded.

The man laughed a few times with a playful face, took the bowl and chopsticks and squeezed them onto the table, sweeping them here and there.

Ouyang stared at the bottom of the bowl, no desire to eat anymore.

"You look like this, how can you ask others to eat?" She put down the bowl and chopsticks, and couldn't help but yelled again.

"This shows that the dishes you cook are delicious." The man flattered him indifferently.

Ouyang also put down the bowl and chopsticks, very disgusted with what the man said.

It's rare that they all sat together, but it wasn't as Ouyang imagined.Maybe just wait a while and maybe solve some problems that should have been solved a long time ago.Ouyang felt a little nervous in his heart, and even wanted to think about how to speak.

Clean up the dining table and wash the dishes.She couldn't help but asked the man, "What are you doing here?"

"I have to ask your son, didn't he ask me to come back?" The man found a toothpick and picked his teeth.

She turned her head to look at Ouyang, and seemed to understand something.

"I told you to come back, but I don't want you to come back now, can you?" Ouyang looked at the man's appearance, couldn't help but said angrily, but threw what he just wanted to say out of the sky.Maybe his decision that time was a mistake, Ouyang couldn't help thinking painfully in his heart.

"I won't talk about it myself. Your mother quit her job because of you. What do you mean now? Are you kidding me about being an adult?" The man couldn't help but angrily said.

"Am I teasing you? I thought I really wanted you back?" Ouyang felt a kind of grief and indignation in his heart.At that time, I was so sad that I wanted to die so I asked them to come back, and it was just to explain clearly the past and future plans.And now?She came back simply because she wanted to take herself through the last year of high school.And what about that person?It doesn't matter at all, and I still want to use her as a shield, everything like this is not what I want at all!

"Then why do you still call me back?" the man still asked angrily.

"Why did I ask you to come, don't you know?" Ouyang looked at that person with a somewhat angry smile. It's not that he doesn't know, and it's not that she doesn't know.Just subconsciously avoided, pretending not to know.And what that person said just now was just to suppress Ouyang.

"You really don't know?" Ouyang stared at him closely, his eyes turned slightly red.

"If you don't tell me, how would I know?" The man was silent for a while, still a little tough.

Ouyang felt the anger in his heart deepened, and felt that he wanted to laugh out loud twice.He took a hard look at the man and said, "Okay! You don't know, you don't know!"

"Then let me ask you, what have you been doing outside these few years?" Ouyang's tone became stern unconsciously.

"Of course I have my work to do outside." The man looked impatient.

"Then what have you done? And what have you accomplished?" Ouyang asked sharply again.Because Ouyang knew clearly that that person could hardly support himself outside, and he didn't even have that ability after being outside for so many years.This is not only a kind of sadness, but also a kind of heartache.If that person is willing to work seriously and down-to-earth, how can this be the case?A big man has no ability at all, but he still wants to do nothing and be lazy.Ouyang couldn't help feeling resentful thinking about this.

"Is it necessary to report to you what I do?" The man became even more impatient.

"Are you going to tell me or not?" Ouyang shouted loudly, really wanting to drive this person away immediately.Being so stubborn, he didn't understand why he asked him like this.

"Don't worry about adults' affairs, children don't need to worry about it. Just do what you have to do." The man prevaricated again with this usual reason.

"I do what I should do well, so as long as I study hard?" Ouyang had a crying and laughing voice, but his heart became more sad and angry.

"I don't need to worry about your affairs, don't worry about them. Is it the same for your future affairs? Is it true that I don't even want to ask a word when you are old, sick or dead?"

"I never thought of asking you to take care of it." The man said nonchalantly.

"Really?" Ouyang gritted his teeth, but there was a smile on his face, his face was full of weirdness, but his heart was full of grief.Such words really made him not want to talk to that person, and really wanted to make a clean break with that person.

But can it be broken?

"I never thought about it anyway."

"Okay. You said it yourself." Ouyang fell silent after saying this.

(End of this chapter)