leave this sad place

Chapter 157
Looking at the crowd passing by in a hurry on the street, Ouyang felt that he didn't want to talk anymore, and became more silent.Sighing softly, he clearly knew why he became even more depressed in an instant.

The phone rang again. He took out the phone and looked at it. It was still that person's number.He pressed the answer button with a little hesitation.

"Where are you?" The man's voice came from the phone.

Ouyang glanced not far away, and hung up the phone casually, because he had already seen the figure of that person.Although he hadn't seen it for several years, he could still recognize it at a glance.Some things seem to be unbroken no matter what, he strongly opposes it, does not want to admit it very much, but accepts this point of view helplessly.

Ouyang's expression became a little complicated, watching the man keep looking around looking for something.Then he took out his cell phone and made a call, with a slight anxiety on his face.

Another ringtone rang, and Ouyang hurriedly reached into his trouser pocket to cut off the phone.

The man looked at the phone, showing a somewhat annoyed expression, and couldn't help but look around.

Ouyang felt a slight touch in his heart, and he seemed a little unbearable to see that person still looking around.At this moment, it seemed that the deep-seated hatred was hidden, and an indescribable feeling came to my heart.Who doesn't want to have a father who really cares and loves him?Especially the kind of children who have no father's love since childhood.

He took a deep breath, walked steadily, but walked towards that person with a slight trembling in his heart.

Looking at the familiar face, there are a few unfamiliar wrinkles on his face.Ouyang's heart trembled slightly, and only then did he remember that the man was over 40 years old.A father who is not recognized by his son, a wanderer who wanders nowhere and has no home, doesn't he feel a little bitter in his heart?At the age of forty, will you still be as unaware as before?
What's more, that person is his father after all!This iron-like fact cannot be erased no matter how hard you try.

"Hello." Ouyang felt his eye sockets slightly moist, and the inexplicable emotion and longing in his heart became more intense.

"Why didn't you answer my phone?" The man looked at Ouyang who came to him, and said angrily.

It was such a rude and annoying voice again, Ouyang was shocked all over.The heart that was still hot was instantly frozen, and even the eyes became a little cold.

"What's wrong with me?" Ouyang secretly wondered in his heart, a little puzzled about his emotions just now.Although that kind of inexplicable emotion is very longing, but in a clear state, he never wants to like it.

"Why don't you leave?" It was that voice that made Ouyang disgusted as soon as he heard it.

Ouyang regained his senses and glanced at the man, with an obvious disgust in his eyes.That feeling of anger and hatred surged into my heart in an instant.This kind of unreasonable emotion has long been engraved in his bones, as if it will be triggered when he sees that person.

"What are you thinking? Take me to where you live to have a look." The man said impatiently.

Ouyang sneered secretly, he didn't like the tone of that person's speech, and even the rigid words made him disgusted for a while.What do you think you are?Why should I listen to you?Ouyang gritted his teeth, really wanting to refute him immediately.

An inexplicable anger surged out of his heart again, Ouyang didn't know why he couldn't control his emotions when he saw him, and became extremely irritable.My heart also became extremely uncomfortable, and I wished I could step forward and give him a few slaps to make him shut his mouth.

"Let's go, what are you waiting for?" The man urged again.

Ouyang tried his best to calm down his mood, gave him a cold look, and walked forward without saying a word.

After turning two more alleys, Ouyang climbed the stairs in suspense.The man looked around and couldn't help but ask, "Is it right here?"

Ouyang didn't turn his head or answer, and continued to climb the stairs with his head buried.Right now, he doesn't want to say a word to that person at all, and feels that he will inevitably feel anxious when he talks to him.The point is that somehow I hate that person's words too much.

"Not yet? How many floors do you want to climb?" Seeing that he was about to reach the top floor, the man couldn't help asking.

"The top floor!" Ouyang said coldly, and continued to climb the stairs.

"The top floor? Why is the rented house there?" the man said dissatisfiedly.

"Do you think the house is so easy to rent? Can you rent it wherever you want?!" Ouyang's voice was full of anger.It really doesn't hurt to stand and talk, and besides, does the rented house have anything to do with him?

"It's not easy to rent, you can prepare it in advance." The man retorted.

Ouyang frowned in disgust, preparing in advance?What kind of nonsense is this?It is simply nonsense.At that time, when my mother came back, it was not winter or summer vacation, so how could there be any empty houses around?It's good enough to find this one, so where's the time to pick and choose?
Thinking of this, Ouyang sighed silently again in his heart. He never thought that calling them back would become like this.Everything like this is no longer developing as I thought.

Opening the door, looking at the empty surroundings, Ouyang subconsciously looked at the time, it was past three o'clock.At this time, she probably has nothing to do and is playing cards outside. Ouyang has an indescribable feeling in his heart, and he doesn't like this feeling very much.

"What about her?" The man looked around and asked Ouyang Dao.

"Who is it?"

"Where's your mother?"

Ouyang stared at him fixedly, another indescribable emotion surged in his heart, he gritted his teeth slightly, and stared straight at him.His eyes became a little dodged, and he asked embarrassingly: "Why didn't you see your mother?"

"It's probably outside." Ouyang turned around, leaving behind cold words.

"What are you doing outside?" the man continued to ask.

Ouyang Li ignored him and walked towards his room, he didn't want to answer such questions.Besides, what did she do, and what did it matter to him?Why should I tell him?What's more, now I don't want to say a word to him at all.Ouyang liked his disgusting words very much.

"Hello—" The man seemed to want to ask something, but he saw Ouyang walk into a room silently, and then slammed the door heavily.

With a bang, the door closed tightly.

"With such a big temper, I started to learn how to slam doors." The man said with a strange tone.

Ouyang walked to the bed silently and sat down.There was a complex expression on his face, with pain, loneliness, and desolation.His heart became more melancholy.

This kind of thing doesn't know right or wrong at all.

I always thought that I could really talk to that person calmly, but I didn't expect that I couldn't help showing that disgust and anger when I didn't hear that person say a few words.I always feel that his words sound particularly awkward, and his tone is either rude or eccentric.

It is very difficult to change a person's view of another person, let alone the kind of deep-rooted one?Besides, that person seems to be like that, how can he see those bad things as good?
But that was his father after all!Ouyang felt sad for a while, that person is over 40 years old, isn't he getting old too?Is the hatred in my heart really that hard to let go?Do I really want to hate him like this, and hate him for the rest of my life?Even if he died?Will I really do that?
Then what should I do?How can we dissolve the hostility in my heart?Even if he really did it, wouldn't he be disappointed if he was still the same as before?The more Ouyang thought about it, the more painful and helpless he felt.

After a while, listening to the sound of TV in the next room, Ouyang's expression became more complicated.

(End of this chapter)