leave this sad place

Chapter 16 This Is Not Love

Ouyang lay on the bed again, staring at the ceiling in a daze. "What's wrong with me today? Isn't this a very simple and clear thing? As for me? Besides, didn't my sister say that she had something to do today? Isn't it normal for such a thing to happen? Why should I worry about it and make random guesses?"

Ouyang eased his mood, maybe he should go to the playground again.

As night fell, Yue Yue'er opened her sleepy eyes, yawned and stood up.The roadside lamp straightened its back and continued its work tremblingly.

The biggest difference between the playground at night and the daytime is that there are many more lovers who are in love, and the darker the place, the more there are.Is it true that love is born to belong to the darkness and cannot see the light?Or is love born of darkness?Ouyang doesn't understand.Maybe the love in high school is negative, dark and should not exist in the eyes of some people.

Ouyang couldn't help but took out his mobile phone to check the time, it was already 07:30. "Why didn't my sister call herself?" Ouyang was in doubt. "Maybe she's not finished yet." She found an excuse to comfort herself again. "Wait a little longer, maybe she will call back right away." I was relieved in my heart.

But another half an hour passed, and Xiaolan still didn't reply.This time Ouyang's relaxed heart became tense again, and he could no longer maintain a leisurely attitude.

"No, I'd better call her and see." Ouyang whispered.

When the phone was connected, there was a playful voice first, and then Xiaolan's drunken voice.What's wrong?Ouyang's heart immediately picked up.Why is she drinking?Who is she drinking with?And she seems to be drunk, then - will something happen?Ouyang was full of worries.

"Hey, sister, are you okay?" Ouyang asked eagerly.

"I——I'm fine." Xiaolan's drunken voice came, and Ouyang seemed to smell a strong smell of alcohol.

"Then why are you drinking? And—"

"Have a party with some friends."

Ouyang heard the sound of glass colliding and several men drinking and talking on the phone again. Ouyang's whole heart was almost in his throat. He was really afraid that something might happen to Xiaolan!Then—what should I do?It's going to be fine, I have to check it out.Ouyang thought silently in his heart.

"Sister, where are you then?"

"Nan at - home. Well, I'll hang up first, and I'll call you back later."

There was another "beep-beep" sound.

Ouyang ran to Xiaolan's residence without hesitation, thinking in his heart, "Don't let anything happen, don't let anything happen to you!" Thinking of a woman drinking with several men, and getting a little drunk!This--

Urgency and worry kept heating up in Ouyang's heart, and he felt that his whole head could not accommodate any other thoughts except remembering to go to Xiaolan's house. "Hurry up! Hurry up! Run faster!" Ouyang urged himself silently.

Ouyang came to Xiaolan's door with heavy panting. Hearing the sound of playfulness inside, he quickly reached out to knock on the door before he could take a breath.

"Who is it?" the person inside asked with a smell of alcohol.

Ouyang was panting heavily while leaning against the wall, unable to speak at all, so he had to keep knocking on the door there.Boom—the sound of knocking on the door beat with Ouyang's heart, making it extraordinarily loud and urgent!

With a creak, the door finally opened, and Ouyang's heart relaxed a little.

As soon as Ouyang looked up, he saw a table with several empty wine bottles.Looking around again, she saw Xiaolan and three 20-year-old men whom Ouyang didn't know were sitting around this table.

"Xiaolan, who is this?" A man next to Xiaolan asked.

"One of my students." Xiaolan smiled drunkenly.

"Then let's sit down and drink and chat together." The man turned to Ouyang and said.

At this time, Ouyang felt very heartbroken!Himself - just one of her students!Here she is drinking and having such a good time talking!But I worried about her for a whole day!All day!

Ouyang didn't even look at that person, and asked Xiaolan angrily with red eyes: "Why are you drinking?" Ouyang clearly felt that his face was hot, and his eye sockets were so hot that they seemed to be cracked!
"Why can't I drink?" Xiaolan seemed to be a little angry.I am already such an old man, and I still need you, a child, to take care of it and teach me a lesson!

"Good! Good! Good! You drink, you drink yours." Ouyang felt pain and anger that he had never felt before!An indescribable emotion of strong resentment was rapidly brewing in my heart, brewing like a volcano!

With a sound of "touch--", Ouyang turned around, slammed the door back hard and ran towards the school. He didn't want to stay in this place anymore!
Run, run like hell again!The brewing emotion was suffocating in my heart, moving up slowly, and gradually I felt like I wanted to yell.

"Ah——" Ouyang yelled, and seemed to be relieved a lot, but the tears couldn't stop splashing across his face and behind him!

Running all the way, crying all the way, the pain in Ouyang's heart eased slightly.Lying on the playground, he choked and gasped, and suddenly coughed again.My face was flushed from coughing, and I felt like I had to cough up my heart, my lungs, my spleen, and my internal organs before I would stop!
Ouyang calmed down a little, and tried hard to control himself, not to let himself choke up again.With a lot of thoughts, suddenly there is an idea of ​​finding someone to talk to and comfort myself.As soon as this idea appeared, it spread in Ouyang's heart like weeds, and it was out of control!
But who can comfort yourself?Li Ting?He is clearly not suitable.What about Jieer?It's a pity that she doesn't live in school, and besides, I won't let her share these sad things.Who else?

Faintly, Ouyang thought of a person, a person who also made his heart hurt - Sun Xiaohong.

"Are you there?" Ouyang took out his mobile phone and called her.

"Ah."

"where is it?"

"Bedroom."

"Could you come out for a while? I'm feeling really bad right now." Ouyang's voice was choked up again, and a tear fell down.

"Where can I find you?"

"I'll be waiting for you on the playground."

After a while, Sun Xiaohong appeared in front of Ouyang wearing that blue floral dress.

Ouyang looked at each other for a long time, with a complicated expression on his face.Sun Xiaohong looked at Ouyang silently, without saying a word.

A gust of wind blew, and it became a little cold again.

"Can you walk with me?" Ouyang's voice was sad.

Sun Xiaohong walked to Ouyang silently again, and walked with him on the playground.

"If you're sad, just call it out." After walking around, Sun Xiaohong said softly to Ouyang.

Ouyang looked up at Mochizuki and shouted.

"Ah—" It was like a lone wolf who had lost its partner howling at the moon!That kind of desolation, that kind of grief pierced the sky and resounded through the entire night sky!It seems that it has reached the depths of the Nine Netherworld, touched people's souls, and made people feel heartbroken!
With a long sound, Ouyang exhausted all his strength.Suddenly coughed again, only to realize that my arms were a little numb and my voice was hoarse.

Sun Xiaohong was taken aback on the spot, and was very shocked in her heart!
Eye sockets were faintly red, Ouyang wanted to cry again, and said to Sun Xiaohong, "Can I hug you?"

Sun Xiaohong smiled at Ouyang and nodded, with a little sweetness.

Ouyang stretched out his arms to hug her tentatively, and then gently pillowed his face on her shoulder, a warm feeling flashed in his heart.Suddenly there was another wave of sadness, and tears fell down, at this moment Ouyang actually started crying like a child.

Sun Xiaohong reached out and patted his shoulders lightly, then hugged him tightly.

At this moment, Ouyang never wants to let go, never wants to be separated, and really wants to go on like this forever, forever!

Ouyang secretly warned himself: This is not love.

(End of this chapter)