leave this sad place

Chapter 160
How could it end so easily after a long entanglement started?There was a faint feeling in Ouyang's heart, which was very strong and very real, but he didn't want to think about it any more.

"You can do your work, I'm going back to my room." After standing up and speaking, Ouyang walked into his dark hut silently again.Ben still had a lot to say, but he didn't think about it, feeling that he had said enough tonight.He who is usually silent, seems to have finished talking in the past few days tonight.

In the next few days, he became even more silent, except for responding to her greetings, he basically stopped talking.And she also became anxious gradually, seeing him like this really made her very heartbroken, but she didn't know how to talk to him, fearing that if she accidentally said the wrong thing, it would make his heart even more disturbed.

A few more days like this passed, and she felt an obvious depression in her heart.But he didn't know what he was thinking, even if he wanted to show a subtle smile on his cold face, he would feel extra stiff.

Another day, there was a knock on the door outside the room, which rarely broke the oppressive silence.She opened the door without haste, only to find that it was that person who knocked.

That person is here?Yes, here he is again.

With a gloomy face, she became even gloomy now, and asked in a calm voice, "What are you doing here again?"

"Come and see you." The man put on a hippie smile, making it even more ridiculous.

"You just came here empty-handed, don't you know that you need to bring a gift when you visit?" She said, feeling unhappy in her heart, pressing him.

"It's really a person's heart." That person still looked like he was laughing, not in shape.

I glanced at the man impatiently, ignored him, and turned to go about my own business.

And that person closed the door unhurriedly, walked around leisurely, watched her doing housework but didn't come forward to help her.Looking around again, he couldn't help but ask, "Where's your son? Why didn't you see it?"

She continued to be busy with the work in hand, without the slightest intention to answer.

He was bored and had nothing to do. He walked into her room and watched TV on his own.I still didn't forget to remind her and said: "Remember to call me when you eat later."

In the past few days, Ouyang stayed quietly in his room reading novels, except for eating, washing and so on, he didn't go out much at all, and didn't want to go out.But today, when I heard someone knocking on the door, there was still a trace of strangeness, who would come?After hearing that person's voice, my heart became even more depressed.

He really didn't want to see that person anymore. Since he said it last time, it didn't matter anymore, so why did that person come here?He didn't understand, and couldn't help but feel a little pain.

He didn't want to take care of everything like this anymore, and he didn't want to pay attention to it anymore, so he plunged into the world of novels without hesitation.That virtual place brought some comfort to his heart, which is what he longed for so much.Just like a moth fluttering towards a flame with only fire in his blurred eyes, now only novels are left in his eyes.How could he not be fascinated deeply by those who accompanied him and comforted him in the loneliness and darkness?

"It's time to eat." She knocked on the door, but this time he didn't want to answer and didn't want to go out.

After waiting for a while, she didn't see the door open as usual, and a flash of discomfort flashed in her heart.Hearing the voice from the TV again, he seemed to understand the reason why Ouyang was abnormal today.Gritting her teeth, she didn't wait any longer, because she knew that that person hadn't left, and he would never come out again.

The world outside the door seemed to have become quieter, and the TV seemed to be turned off.Ouyang felt a sense of loss again, because there was no sound of her knocking on the door again outside the room.Is she disappointed in me too?Don't want to care anymore?A flash of sadness flashed in Ouyang's heart.

It's not that he doesn't know what he's doing these days, it's not that he doesn't understand how decadent he looks in her eyes.But he still lives like this for a day or two, why doesn't he want to know where her bottom line is?I want to see if she will continue to accommodate such a son as before?
Is it over like this, and she doesn't care about herself anymore?Ouyang couldn't help guessing in his heart.Books often mention how great maternal love and fatherly love are.But why is my own so cold?Is it the injustice of God?Or is that itself a false statement?If it was wrong, why did it spread like this?Is it just a yearning for beautiful things, just like hope?

Or is it just the majority of parents?Why not mine?Why am I not seeing it?Do we have to deny this?Ouyang couldn't help thinking wildly again.

"It's already eaten, he hasn't come back yet?" Ouyang felt a slight touch in his heart when he heard the question from the person outside the door.Then she seemed to answer the person a few words, but couldn't understand what she answered.He heard the man say angrily again: "He's such an old man, you still have to call him when you eat, if you like to eat or not, it's fine if you don't eat."

Ouyang felt another kind of heartache.Some don't understand why she still wants to talk to that person and "partner" to teach him a lesson.Could it be that what she told herself was all lies?The couple who have been married for many years really broke up like she said, is it impossible for that person?But why is it so different now?And he actually let that person teach him a lesson.

Could it be that the words she said were just to coax herself?Like parents coaxing kids into buying things, or is that all there is to it?There was a chill in Ouyang's heart. He thought that she would do it wholeheartedly for herself, but she didn't expect that she had her own plan.

"Yes, people are inherently selfish. Why should I expect anything from others? Even my own parents." Ouyang murmured softly.At this moment, he didn't want to trust her anymore, and he didn't want to trust anyone anymore, and he didn't want to tell anyone what was in his heart anymore.

Another kind of loneliness flooded into my heart, but in the bustling world, I was alone, alone, sad and joyful, sad and happy alone.The feeling of emptiness is like a bottomless abyss living in my heart, trying to pull myself into it.Struggling, struggling, struggling desperately, but so powerless, it seems that the soul in my heart is saying to myself: give up.

Ouyang clenched his teeth subconsciously, his face turned pale.Such a pale face in the darkness looks like a ghost grinning.

Hearing the sound of running water outside the door, Ouyang knew that she was washing dishes and chopsticks.She closed her eyes silently, just like the last two bright stars in the night sky were also annihilated.

A feeling of bewilderment dyed Ouyang's face.What else can I do now?Even if you did something, who would still care?

The sound of opening and closing the door sounded again.Another person went out, is that person again?What's the difference?

"Come out to eat, that person is gone." Such words sounded outside the door again.

Ouyang was silent and did not answer.

"After dinner, let's read the novel." She knocked on the door again to persuade.

Ouyang didn't want to answer any more. Now he is not reading novels at all, but he can't help but think wildly there.

"Just come out and eat something." She knocked on the door again and said.

Ouyang finally opened the door indifferently, endured a little hunger in his stomach, and said to her lightly: "I'm not hungry."

Seeing that she seemed to be chattering to persuade him to eat again, Ouyang asked her: "That person is gone?"

Although this was a question that had been explained to him long ago, she still nodded.

"Will that person come again?" Ouyang looked into her eyes and asked.

Seeing her silently not knowing how to answer, she turned around, walked into her room again, and locked the door behind her.

(End of this chapter)