leave this sad place

Chapter 164
That person looked at all this a little blankly, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't seem to want to speak.

"Let's go." She said to the man without looking back, her hoarse voice was indifferent and deeply tired.

"Get out!" A roar came from Ouyang's mouth like the cry of a dying beast.Now he just wants that person to leave, and now he doesn't want to think about anything else, except crying.

The man looked at it, and there was no need to stay any longer in such a situation, he turned around and walked out, closing the door with a "bang".

A good house once again fell into disarray. She looked at the messy room with a cool light in her eyes.A low sobbing sound came, and she patted Ouyang's back lightly, and said softly as if comforting a child: "Okay, okay, don't be sad, that person is gone."

The hatred in my heart gradually receded, and I didn't know where it was hidden in my body.The ferocious face also gradually returned to calm, except for a few tear stains left at an unknown time, basically no trace of tears can be seen.Turning the bangs aside to cover the slightly swollen forehead, there was still a faint pain, but it was nothing to Ouyang who was full of grief.

The sobbing voice gradually returned to calm, but he remained silent and didn't know what to say.Breaking free from her embrace, she looked out the window silently, the gloomy sky, the gloomy heart, without a ray of light or color.

"Will it really rain?" He asked himself silently in his heart, hoping that the rain would wash everything away.

Without a word, he rushed out of the room and ran downstairs. "Come back, where are you going?" Her worried and anxious voice came from behind.He doesn't care, whether he is willful or venting, he really wants to indulge himself again.

The world seemed to be quiet again, there was no more quarreling, no more roaring, only tranquility, deathly silence.She looked at the back of Ouyang leaving, but somehow she didn't catch up, maybe at that moment she seemed to understand something.The surrounding area was empty, the mess was still there, but nothing could erase the feeling of emptiness in my heart.She walked slowly to the bed and sat down, meditating quietly, thinking quietly.

The cause planted back then bears today's fruit, as it should be.Be it pain or hate, life has to go on.

At nightfall, Ouyang came back exhausted.She didn't ask anything, served a hot meal, looked at him and said to him with some distress: "Hurry up, I haven't eaten for almost a day."

He ate hungrily, with his head buried low, his eyes flushed, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes into his mouth, and he gulped down the food.

He didn't go to the Internet cafe this afternoon, and he didn't go back to school.

But these are not important anymore, the important thing is that he came back, safely and quietly.Her eyes were slightly red, remembering the lie she lied to his class teacher this afternoon, saying that he was sick and could not come to school.

Another day passed, as if nothing happened yesterday.

"Here, apply it on the swollen area, it will disappear faster." She took out the anti-swelling medicine that she wanted to let him touch last night.But after dinner last night, Ouyang went back to her room silently and locked the door. She hesitated for a while and finally didn't have the heart to knock on his door.

He took it silently, touched his slightly swollen forehead, and looked at the back of his hand which was swollen a lot.He held the potion tightly in his palm, picked up the book on the desk and walked out the door without saying a word.

In the corner of the classroom, that lonely place, he walked with some heavy steps.After looking at the white test papers on the desk, he silently put them away in the drawer.

Lying quietly on the chair and looking at the ceiling above his head, he was slightly lost in thought.Sighing heavily, he recovered his senses and looked at the classmates who were "buried in the sea of ​​questions" in the classroom.My heart sank again, and I seemed to feel a faint pressure. Now I am in my third year of high school.

Monotonous and boring study, but the grades are still not very satisfactory. After several exams, the scores are getting farther and farther away from the first line.A trace of haze quietly enveloped Ouyang's heart, making the already silent him look even more gloomy.The physics teacher comforted me from time to time: don't give up, miracles will happen even in the last month.Ouyang knew very well in his heart that it was just the teacher encouraging everyone. How could the so-called miracle happen so easily?How could the so-called miracle happen without hard work and tenacious perseverance?But Ouyang was still very grateful in his heart, such words were like lighting a guiding light on his boundless road ahead.

But the class teacher clamored: As long as you don't die in learning, learn from dying.I can’t wait for the whole class to study all the time, even when I sleep and dream, I dream of studying.Although he also wanted everyone to improve their grades, Ouyang couldn't convince himself to agree with his point of view.How can the way of learning be so desperate that there is no room for relaxation?Isn't the pressure at this time not strong enough, for fear that the students haven't felt it yet?

The school still arranges the teacher on duty to patrol outside the classroom. Once students are found playing with mobile phones, sleeping, or even looking around in class, they will be dealt with strictly and will not show mercy.

It seems that only these strengths are far from enough.So I started class early in the morning, early at noon, postponed one class in the afternoon, and went back to class earlier in the evening.The so-called class is just a review of the questions.

Such an arrangement does not seem to be enough.In order to strengthen the belief in learning, it is required to take the class as a unit. In the morning and evening, every student in each class must read aloud to the oath posted on the wall.And the first sentence of the oath is: I swear, followed by: how and how I will study hard from today, and the end is: I will do it, I will definitely do it.Ouyang felt deeply disgusted by this, and the oath was sacred in Ouyang's heart, and he must do it after saying it, but now it has become a child's play.Besides, how can anyone force students to swear?And swear every day!And every time, every time, I say from today!So when did it start?What is the difference between this form and the so-called MLM brainwashing?If there is a difference, it is probably that one is naked, while the other has learned to put on a gorgeous coat.

Such a regulation is completely contrary to Ouyang's values. In order to stick to his own values, Ouyang is silent every time he reads it.But there are still head teachers who walk back and forth in the classroom from time to time. If this happens too often, it is inevitable that the head teacher will see it.So once Ouyang was called out by the class teacher and scolded him severely, but Ouyang just listened to him reprimanding himself without saying a word, and didn't even try to defend himself a little bit.Spit was flying all over the place, and the head teacher was tired from the training, so he sent Ouyang back to the classroom with a wave of his hand.

On the second day, the teacher in charge found that Ouyang was not reading along with the public, and asked in broken Mandarin with his eyes wide open, "Why didn't you read with everyone?"

Ouyang was as silent as a piece of wood, he was unwilling to ask him such a question like last time.

Looking at Ouyang's stubborn face, he was thinking about his performance.So the head teacher graciously let Ouyang go again. It was fine to be seen by him, as long as he was not caught by the school leaders, he let him go.

The school at this time is eager to squeeze out all the potential of all the senior three students, so how can these be satisfied for the "greedy" school?So I want to play new tricks to improve students' grades and improve my admission rate.But new tricks are not so easy to come up with, so we can only learn from them.

Therefore, teachers were sent to investigate, and the most visited place was the famous Hengshui High School at that time.Moving back some new teaching concepts, the whole school began to revamp vigorously again.After the second class, the radio gymnastics was changed to running exercises, holding a book, reading a book and running, and running neatly.But Hengshui High School has been like this since the first year of high school military training, so it can be done easily.For those Ouyang students who are already in the third year of high school, it is impossible to adapt to these things for the first time.

(End of this chapter)