leave this sad place

Chapter 187
Of course, it's just thinking about it, otherwise it would be a bit sad to be regarded as a lunatic by others.However, senior high school candidates and ordinary people seem to live in two different worlds at all, and it is normal for them to be forgiven if they are not understood.

In the next few days, as Ouyang had predicted, the head teacher found some "extra" review materials for the second round one after another, and Ouyang accepted them with a smile and thanked them.

The unremarkable study life passed quickly in the boat of time, and the atmosphere of study became more and more tense, and the pressure in my heart became heavier and heavier.Not only the students are like this, but even the class teacher and the teacher have been secretly sweating in their hands, for fear of losing something at this most critical moment.

Some unfortunate things happened as a matter of course. Some people couldn't stand it and didn't want to take the college entrance examination or dropped out of school; Ouyang's heart will be deeply shaken when he hears such and such frightening, inconceivable, and unimaginable rumors. In fact, he clearly knows how close he is to the characters in the rumors. If he hadn't figured it out somehow, maybe he would become one of them.Ouyang has a deep understanding of the reason why they behaved like that, and he can fully understand it.

But time is still pacing leisurely, aloft like a god, what does the suffering in the world have to do with it?He squinted his eyes and refused to stop for a moment!
Almost all the examinees have become miserly, and start counting the time to live, counting carefully, even if it is a second, they must not let it go, and they have to practice leg skills like flying to go to the toilet, and even sleeping has become a kind of pain. Extravagant behavior!But in this case, even if you want to have a good night's sleep, you probably can't feel at ease and can't do it.

The class teacher has become more diligent than before. He stays in the school almost all day long. In fact, most of the time is naturally "sitting" in the class, but it is rare for those who are still in the mood to have fun at this time , Carelessly or don't care at all, the kind that has no concept in the head.Although the head teacher at the moment is still very partial to his own son, and a large part of his mind is spent on his son, but it is undeniable that he still does his best for the whole class and does his best.

The physics teacher is still full of kindness and kindness, and encourages everyone as always, "Don't lose confidence, don't give up, even the last month can create miracles." He also warns everyone to persevere and persevere to the end, because At this time, persistence is victory!
The teachers of various subjects also comforted everyone from time to time. At this time, they can no longer put any pressure on the students, because they all know in their hearts that every student sitting in the classroom is feeling heavy in their hearts!
And this time is only 60 days away from the college entrance examination.

This seems to be an embarrassing period of time, the first round of review has been completely over; the second round of review is more than half of the faster ones.The students still have nothing to do except reviewing the questions, but they have been under high load for so long, so they inevitably feel a little tired and bored!Some uneasy emotions slowly stirred up in my heart, stirring up in private.

It just so happens that this time is very important and crucial, so the teachers reminded them over and over again "to persevere", for fear that if they relax a little bit, they will not be able to take back their hearts.

But Ouyang still gritted his teeth and tried hard to review, only at this time did he feel the importance of practice.Because everyone has almost learned the knowledge that should be learned, and the rest is just to see who sees more questions and does more questions; who is more careful, has more neat and beautiful handwriting, and rolls more beautifully Tidy up.Of course, there are still some that have to be accumulated over time, such as Chinese, such as English.These are not immediate results, and good results can be achieved easily.

Unfortunately, Ouyang happened to be "good for nothing" and had no advantage at all, so he had to work harder.But the gap between him and others is always getting bigger and bigger, and he is still a little far away from his goal.This kind of form hurt his self-confidence, but fortunately, it seemed that his self-confidence had "died once", so this time it became extra tough.

Time walked leisurely in the unknown time and space, still so chic, still so indifferent.

Seeing the day of the college entrance examination approaching day by day, the pressure in my heart is involuntarily increasing, and the heavy pressure is on everyone's heart, which makes people feel that they can hardly breathe.

At this time, she seemed to have noticed something, and she was doing her own thing silently, not daring to disturb Ouyang in the slightest, for fear of distracting Ouyang's heart.And that person didn't know when, and he never appeared here again, maybe he also noticed something.In fact, what does it matter if you come again?At this moment, Ouyang didn't care about other things at all, and he wouldn't care about these things separately.

At this time, there are only 40 days left before the college entrance examination!

Then came the physical examination.All kinds of rumors were flying all over the sky, and some said that the physical examination required a physical examination, which shocked Ouyang's heart.He didn't want to experience such an embarrassing encounter, but when he thought of the college entrance examination and his persistence for so many years, he felt a little tangled in his heart.

I really want to be impulsive and resolutely disagree, but when I think of the teacher's hospitality, the expectations of my relatives, and my own hard work for so many years, I can't be reconciled in my heart!Gritting his teeth and comforting himself, he said, "What are you afraid of? Don't other people still want to do this? Even girls are like this. I'm a big man and I'm still shy. It's really embarrassing!" I really hate this kind of college entrance examination system!
Time is getting tighter and tighter, and only the last 30 days are left.

But this time, the students became more relaxed, and went for a walk on the playground in twos and threes after dinner.

In the afterglow of the setting sun, the evening breeze blowing, the willows are swaying, and catkins are flying all over the sky. It is a leisurely and carefree feeling, and the feeling of being free and unrestrained in the world comes to my heart.At this moment, Ouyang has an inexplicable urge to go to see the sea, go to the shore to watch the sunrise and sunset on the sea, go to the shore to watch the seabirds flying freely.

But at this moment, he can only dream about it in the distant future, and there is a bit of loneliness and regret on his face involuntarily.Suddenly, with a thought, he took out a pen and a piece of paper, and with a smile on his face, he wrote down:
let's go, let's go to the sea
Go see the blue sea embrace the blue sky
tears of happiness

let's go, let's go to the sea
Go see the seagulls fly free

chasing the sky, chasing the dream
let's go, let's go to the sea
to see the sun on the sea

Blushing, shy and unwilling to come out
let's go let's all go
Barefoot play and play

The soft fine sand scratches me so happily that I want to sing
let the sun shine on your face
let that happiness overflow
secretly picked up a small shell
put it in your hand, keep it in your heart

I said
I have to take it back.

Picking up the finished manuscript paper, he even blew on the invisible ink on it.I couldn't help but read it again, and put it in my trouser bag with joy.

This period of time was undoubtedly leisurely and relaxed. Many students in the class secretly bought some fashion magazines, interesting periodicals, and current affairs digests to read.The teachers also took it for granted that they didn't see it, because they all knew that it was almost a foregone conclusion, and they only hoped that those with good grades could continue to maintain it. Of course, it would be great to make further progress; Those with poor grades will work hard and strive to catch up. As for surpassing, it is just a high hope!
As for the candidates, they also have their own plans in mind.It is impossible to continue with such high-intensity review all the time. Take advantage of this time period to relax yourself a little, adjust yourself well, and then make final preparations for the final sprint.And at this time, the second round of review is almost coming to an end, in other words, the review is almost done, and it is completely ready to enter the battlefield to "compete".

Always pay attention to the latest news about the college entrance examination; learn about those domestic famous universities, and have infinite yearning for those international famous universities; when you have time, listen to the lectures of the school’s admissions and do some follow-up preparations.Of course, this is only the interest of most candidates, and a large part of them are confident and hopeful.

As for Ouyang, he has no concept or interest in these at all.He was completely confused about the heavy one, one, two or even three books, and he just blindly hoped that he could do better in the exam and feel better in his heart.There are also those majors, related to future employment, his own future, etc., Ouyang is basically in a state of blind eyes.For him, these gods are just floating clouds.Because he has his own ideals and plans in his heart, all he needs to rely on is to support himself in the future.To use his words to explain from the side: the plan can never keep up with the changes. Instead of thinking about some illusory things right now, it is better to grasp the present, seize every minute and every second of the present Improving your grades is king!

If you pass the exam, everything will be easy to talk about when the time comes, and it’s not too late to think about those things; if you fail the exam, no matter how well you plan, it won’t have the slightest effect!And the most real situation is that his grades still need to work hard to improve to reach his own goals!

Only now is he truly sure that he has really stepped back, and he has no confidence in even reaching the first line!

And now there are only 10 days until the college entrance examination!

(End of this chapter)