leave this sad place

Chapter 188 Farewell
10 days!Time to start the real countdown; 10 days!When Ouyang looked at the large characters written with red chalk on the blackboard behind him, his eyes turned red again involuntarily.

"Ten days, there are really only ten days left!" Ouyang said silently in his heart, with an indescribable feeling.Time really flies too fast, the previous scenes are still clearly emerging in front of my eyes, and the next moment, I am about to take the college entrance examination.

At this time, he felt a sense of urgency that he had never felt before, wishing to tear up, chew, and swallow all the review materials; wishing to split all the remaining time into two halves. use.But this is just his imagination, it is impossible to do it, so he can only work harder and study harder.But it's already at this time, how much effect can no matter how desperately reviewing it?
"Nine days left!" He gritted his teeth, feeling a deep tiredness from his body and heart.He knew that it was the result of his working too hard in the past few days, but he didn't want to let himself relax in the slightest!Isn't it only nine days?
"Only eight days!" The tiredness is getting deeper, it's already reached now, and I can rush over by gritting my teeth.Now he seems to have ignited a certain belief, becoming more persistent and crazier.

"Seven days!" He opened his eyes, and these two words came out of his mouth.Tiredness rushed towards him like a tidal wave, he knew that he should take a good rest and take a good rest, but he still didn't want to, he still wanted to persevere!
"Six days!" He comforted himself, as long as the college entrance examination is over, everything will be easy, and then he can relax and rest however he wants.But now, you must persevere!

"Five days!" He finally couldn't hold it anymore, he knew clearly that if he continued like this, he would either exhaust himself or crush himself to death!
Now his heart is so heavy that he can't express it. When he thinks that the college entrance examination is about to come, he is at a loss, uneasy, and frightened. He is so nervous that he can't even sleep well.Even if I wanted to relax properly, it became a bit difficult. The huge pressure hit my heart, and my breathing became very difficult. I was afraid that I would not even be able to breathe if I was not careful.

At this time, the campus is so oppressive that it seems that even the air is stagnant and not floating.The teacher repeatedly emphasized "to calm down", and the school sternly warned "don't do some extreme behavior", but the sky was still full of confetti flying all over the sky.Those who threw paper airplanes, textbooks, and even tables and chairs, caught and caught, dealt with and dealt with, but there was no decrease.In the end, there were still people lighting firecrackers and setting off detonators in the school. The loud noise made people feel even more uneasy and flustered.

Booing, onlookers, creating chaos, all kinds of negative emotions surged in an invisible place, and an atmosphere of rage, frenzy, and panic gradually spread in the academy, which could not be completely suppressed at all!
This time is only 4 days away from the college entrance examination!

According to the usual practice, the school decided to have a holiday, so that the senior three candidates could go home to have a good rest and get ready for the decisive battle!But I have to go back to school the day before the exam to make some final arrangements.For example, issuing the admission ticket, familiarizing yourself with the examination room, and how to check the results, how to fill in the application form, get the admission notice, and other related matters.

Listening to the news one after another, and the precautions one after another, Ouyang became more nervous, because tomorrow he will take the college entrance examination!

I checked the table at my position over and over again, tried the chair again and again, and didn't want any flaws to affect any slightest performance tomorrow.

"The college entrance examination is going to be tomorrow?" Ouyang got acquainted with the examination room, came out of the examination room, looked at the blue sky, Ouyang was full of disbelief, feeling that all this really happened too fast!

His heart became flustered again, and he couldn't help thinking in fear, "What should I do if I fail in the exam?" Although he had already answered it before, at this moment he suddenly discovered that he didn't know it at all. No real preparation!Panic and helplessness attacked his heart one after another, and his face was full of fear and fear. This time, he deeply felt how fragile his heart was!
"I really want not to take the college entrance examination tomorrow!" Such a thought flashed through his mind like a bolt of lightning, brilliant and dazzling!But how can it be?
When I think of too many things that I can't push back, they are weighing heavily on my shoulders, and now I have reached the time when I can't retreat, how can I turn around and run away?
A line of tears burst out of his eyes, and his vision became more and more blurred. He felt that he was really, really fragile, and really, really wanted to cry!
Panting deeply, no matter what the final result is, he knows that he must participate and face it!

But this night, he suffered from insomnia!
With red and swollen eyes, he refused her company and walked towards the examination room alone.The sky is so blue, but his heart is so dark, without any light!

"Boy, come on!" A hand patted his shoulder inexplicably. When Ouyang raised his head, he saw the physics teacher looking forward to him and looking at him with encouragement.

His eyes were hot, and a hot tear dripped on the back of his hand.

"Hmm." His voice was a little choked, and he was really afraid that if he said one more word, he would cry out.

Full of emotion, but also full of heaviness, he couldn't even imagine what he would give them in return if he failed the exam.How should we face them?
The bell rang melodiously, and he knew that he had to run towards the examination room again.

He took a deep look at the physics teacher who was the principal and was still encouraging candidates from all over the school. He didn't know if this was his last look, because he didn't have the confidence to take this exam at all.If I really failed the exam, what face would I have to meet the teacher I respect the most?
The metal detector scanned back and forth, put down the pencil case, took out some needed pens, examination admission ticket, and ID card, and Yiyi walked into the examination room.

Sitting quietly in his own position, listening to the notes on the exam that echoed over and over again in the stereo.An invigilator stood in front of the desk, looking down with deep eyes.Another invigilator holds a document in his hand, and Yiyi checks the candidates' information.

The college entrance examination is about to begin, but Ouyang feels very tired.Waves of drowsiness hit me, my head was as groggy as a ball of paste, I tried to cheer up, but my eyelids couldn't stop fighting!

There was a bit of bitterness in his heart, he knew it was the result of his insomnia last night.But the consequences of this are beyond his imagination!
"Now answer the questions." The electronically synthesized voice echoed over and over again.

Opening his eyes, he looked at the test paper on his desk, shook his heavy head, and put aside all thoughts to concentrate on answering.But he had hoped too much, the current him is not in the state at all, and the current he is simply unable to exert his due strength.

A feeling of panic, even despair, slowly invaded his heart, he clenched his teeth, forced his weakened nerves, and kept comforting himself:

It's okay, you can do it!

It's okay, you can do it!

It's okay, you can do it!

I don't know how I walked out of the examination room, let alone how I completed the answer sheet.Listening to the noisy voices around, and occasional cheers mixed in, row upon row of parents came rushing in like seawater, embracing their children excitedly.I looked at the blue sky again, high and vast.Ouyang felt blackness in front of his eyes, he knew that he should have a good rest, he got used to it a little, and walked back with light steps.

He knocked open the door, lying on the bed exhausted, wanting to have a good rest, but when he closed his eyes, this exam involuntarily appeared in his head.

He knew that he was doomed, tears were desperately squeezed out from under his closed eyelids, and slid down his cheeks drop by drop, but his heart was bleeding!

Unable to bear the grief in his heart, he actually cried softly.Beating his head, which was swollen as if it was about to explode, he knew clearly in his heart that if he didn't take a rest, he would really be completely finished!

But how could he really fall asleep with peace of mind?But time is still passing by bit by bit.

In the afternoon, he finally cleared his head, but when he thought about the exam in the morning, Ouyang couldn't stop the pain in his heart.He adjusted his mood slightly, he knew that he had to calm down, because the college entrance examination was not over yet.

The three exams other than Chinese and Mathematics have finally passed, and the remaining science and comprehensive exams are also extremely important, accounting for almost half of the total score.

"Finally, there is only this last one left." Taking a deep breath, Ouyang finally calmed down.Now he doesn't want to think about the final result anymore, and now he just wants to do well in this exam.

"The exam is over." The mechanical and cold voice echoed over and over again, as if spreading farther and farther, ignoring the barrier of space, the entire sky was echoing.

Cheers one after another, and screams that overwhelmed each other, resounded through the entire campus!

it's over!
it is finally over!
The college entrance examination is finally over!

How many people couldn't help crying with excitement in their hearts?How many people were yelling like crazy?How many people feel sad and look for a place where there is no one to cry and cry secretly?

"It's over? Is it over like this?" Ouyang kept thinking, but his eyes were full of confusion.

After being silent for a long time, he comforted himself inexplicably, "Maybe it's just that he didn't pass the exam." He was a little apprehensive, and he wanted to know his final result with anticipation.

But when he finally knew his result, he almost collapsed, only ten points more than the second line!

With such a result, he was not sure whether he could go to a secondary school.

"If I can't even admit a second copy." Thinking of this, his heart trembled uncontrollably.

He really didn't know how to face them?He really didn't know what he should come up with to face them?

He - Ouyang, how can he face them?
"Escape!" Such a thought flashed into his mind instantly, and then quickly took root, sprouted, and grew.

He wants to escape from this place!

He wants to escape from this sad place!
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The train made a loud roar, and Ouyang's vision was completely blurred.Taking off the earphones, Chen Chusheng's deep and slightly hoarse voice was singing "When the train enters this strange city".

Closing a collection of poems in my hand, the page I opened was Xi Murong's "Youth":
all endings are written
All the tears have also set off

But I suddenly forgot how it started

On that old summer day that never comes back

no matter how i try to pursue

Young you are just passing by like a shadow of a cloud
And your smiling face is very light, very light

Gradually disappearing in the group of haze after sunset

Then I opened the yellow title page
Fate bound it badly

I read it again and again with tears in my eyes

but have to admit
Youth is a book too hasty
As the sun set, his vision blurred again.

Farewell, this sad place.

Farewell, my hometown.

do not
(End of this chapter)