leave this sad place

Chapter 19
"So what if we don't start over?" Ouyang felt helpless again.

"Study hard, maybe you can realize your dream in this way." Sitting in his seat, Ouyang looked at Jie'er and Li Ting again, but he didn't know what it was like in his heart.

Taking out the textbook from the drawer, Ouyang forced himself to read it word by word, but he didn't have any thoughts, and he even read the wrong words several times.

He closed his eyes in pain.After a long time, it suddenly opened again, picked up the textbook again, and Ouyang read aloud recklessly.It is a disguised form of catharsis in my heart, and I don't care that it will affect other students who are studying.

Li Ting next to him was even more incomprehensible.As soon as Teacher Xiaolan left, Ouyang seemed so "cold", and now he is so disregarding other people's feelings and affecting others.How could Ouyang become so indifferent!What happened to him?
"Ouyang, can you keep your voice down? This will affect others' learning." Li Ting tapped Ouyang's arm lightly with the pen in his hand.

"Others are studying, isn't I studying? Why don't you say that they affect my study?" Ouyang's heart is still very messy, how can he notice these, so he turned his face sideways and said to Li Ting deliberately.

"It's obviously your fault, okay?" Li Ting turned sideways and said to Ouyang.

"It's obviously me? It's ridiculous! Could it be that they didn't make a sound?" Ouyang's mouth raised a trace of sarcasm, who knows the pain in his heart, and Li Ting is still talking about himself now!

"Although they made noises, which one is as loud as you?" Li Ting slightly raised his voice.

"Is it necessary to distinguish between loud and loud to influence others?" Ouyang had a sneer on his face, isn't this ridiculous?I had no intention of arguing with him at all, but Li Ting——he was just dead-headed, he didn't see his pain, and he even strengthened his own tone of voice!
"Then you—can you please keep your voice down?" Li Ting was still stubborn.

"I'm right again, why tell me to keep my voice down? Is it because I may affect their study? Then I tell you clearly: they, and you have affected my study! Should you all shut up? ?” A trace of sadness flashed through Ouyang's heart, and he closed his eyes again.

"You—why are you so unreasonable?" Li Ting became angry again, and his tone became heavier.

"Where am I being unreasonable? You should say it!" Ouyang opened his eyes and stared at Li Tingdao.My heart is very uncomfortable.

"I - I -" Li Ting was slightly taken aback, as if he finally saw something unusual,

"What are you? Say it without reason, shut up if you say it without reason! No one will think you are dumb!" Ouyang was also a little irritated, and regretted a little after saying this sentence, but what he said was like How can the water that has been spilled be collected back?
"Ouyang! How did you become like this?" Li Ting was also stimulated by Ouyang's words, and the doubts in his heart just now disappeared in a flash, and he asked Ouyang loudly.

"Do I need you to take care of what I have become?" The anger in Ouyang's heart gradually became stronger.

"Okay, okay, okay, I will never ask about your future affairs again!" Li Ting said harshly, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.

"Do I need you to ask about my affairs? I don't need anyone's concern, especially you!" Ouyang smiled miserably, and remembered crying alone in a deserted corner when he was a child. Who cares about themselves?
"You—you are simply unreasonable, unreasonable!" Li Ting was furious, and felt very sad.

"I'm just unreasonable! I'm just unreasonable! So what's the matter? Do you need 'you' to bother?" Ouyang deliberately said "you" and bit it hard!
Li Ting walked out of the classroom angrily!He was afraid that he would not be able to resist giving Ouyang a punch.

Ouyang sat back in his seat, no longer in the mood to study.Taking out the pen, he drew more and more strokes on the paper, faster and faster, with a "click", Ouyang broke the gel pen he was using.

Ouyang stared blankly, the pain in his heart made him want to cry!

His sister left today, which already made him uncomfortable enough, and because of the discomfort, he offended his best friend!This—what happened today?
Suddenly, I felt someone patting me on the shoulder from behind.Could it be Li Ting?He's not mad at himself anymore?Ouyang secretly guessed, a warm smile flashed across his face.

Turning around, I found that it was Jie'er.

Ouyang's heart became complicated again, he adjusted himself, smiled slightly at Jie'er and said, "Is there something wrong?"

"You two—what happened just now?" Jie'er asked with some concern.

"It's okay, don't worry about us." Ouyang pretended to be relaxed.

"Then you are still arguing there." Jie'er said worriedly.

"Friends, it's normal to be noisy." Ouyang explained.

"Really?" Jie'er turned her face sideways, looking into Ouyang's eyes.

"Really." Ouyang couldn't help but patted her on the head lightly.

"Oh, you—" Jie'er glared at Ouyang, how could this person be like this?

"Hehe, it seems that my Jie'er still cares about me a lot." Ouyang's heart suddenly became lighter, and there was even a trace of inexplicable joy.He didn't understand why he felt so relaxed and happy when he saw Jie'er.

"It's disgusting! Can you be more serious? It's like this every time." Jie'er was a little helpless, and she didn't understand why Ouyang was always so "abnormal".

"Okay, okay, I'll be serious soon." Ouyang hurriedly "begged for mercy", and then continued: "It's not like you don't know, I'm used to fighting with Li Ting. Small conflicts like this It has long been a common practice, and it will be fine after a cup of tea." But when he said this, Ouyang's eyes flashed with a bit of pain, and this time the contradiction is not the same as before. What about the kind of hip-hop slapstick?This time the words are too serious, I am afraid that there will be an invisible gap in each other's hearts, and I don't know when it will be eliminated.Ouyang sighed slightly in his heart.

"Don't you lie to me?" Jie'er looked at Ouyang again with her watery eyes, but she didn't know how much desire this would have on Ouyang, it was simply tempting to commit a crime.

"I want to lie to you once, but I can't be cruel!" Ouyang resisted the urge to pat Jie'er's head again, and suddenly came up with the idea of ​​pinching her delicate and delicate face.Oh, what happened to me?Ouyang sighed in his heart.

"Look at you, it's not serious if you say a few words. If you do this again, I——I'm going to be angry." Jie'er was slightly angry, and her pretty face was slightly red.

"Uh, okay. I promise I will definitely, definitely, definitely pay attention to it in the future." Three certainties, Ouyang stretched each one longer than the other.

"Okay, I hope you're really okay." Jie'er paused for a moment, then said with a bit of seriousness: "It's inevitable that there will be some conflicts between friends, if everyone speaks out their inner thoughts, maybe everything will be fine. But if you keep those things in your heart, sooner or later, some problems will arise."

"Yeah." Ouyang nodded seriously, but felt a little sad in his heart, can he say something?There are too many secrets in my heart, and I don't want to mention them again.And he couldn't bear to let down Jie'er's good intentions, so can it be done without nodding?So - alas.

"It's also a kind of fate to be able to get together in high school. If you can have one or two very good friends, it will be a kind of happiness. So I really don't want to see—" Jie'er raised her head slightly and saw Ouyang in a picture He was in a trance, a little angry, he was worried about him, but he was like this——so he asked a little angrily: "Ouyang, are you listening to me?"

In fact, Ouyang was feeling a little upset now, he didn't know whether he should explain to Li Ting or not.If so, how should it be explained?Hearing Jie'er's angry question, I felt a chill in my heart, I can't let Jie'er be angry with herself!He hurriedly collected his thoughts and replied: "Of course I'm listening, I was just thinking about how to reconcile with Li Ting."

"En." Jie'er nodded, and did not forget to remind: "When you talk to others in the future, you can't be distracted by thinking about other things, that's very impolite to people."

"Understood, my little master Jie'er." Ouyang patted her on the head lightly after finishing speaking.

"You—Ouyang, didn't you promise just now that you would not be so unruly again?" Jie'er was a little angry.

"I just said that I will definitely pay attention in the future. Hehe, but I really can't help it." Ouyang showed a happy smile.

"you--"

"Okay, Jie'er, I was wrong. You just don't remember the mistakes of the villain, so don't be angry!"

"Who's mad at you? I'm not that mean!"

"Yeah." Ouyang's head almost looked like a chicken eating rice.

"I won't talk to you anymore, I'm going to read a book." Jie'er thought that she had finished what she should say, so she stopped talking nonsense with Ouyang, so that he wouldn't be serious again.

"Okay." Ouyang looked at it, then obediently sat back on his seat, took out the book and started to read.

(End of this chapter)