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Chapter 23 A Subtle Like

What will she look like?Ouyang secretly fantasized in his heart.

If you were beautiful, how would you choose?If it looks ugly, what will I do?What's the use of thinking about it now?Let's talk about it later.Ouyang sighed secretly, this matter is really hard to choose.

The moon had already hung high, and one or two stars woke up from their deep sleep, rubbed their eyes lightly, and the corners of their eyes shone brightly.

Ouyang walked out of the school with very complicated emotions.

I will see her soon, how should I face her?And how should I speak to her?Ouyang thought about it secretly, but the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, the more confused he became.

When he got to that place, Ouyang was a little dumbfounded.Although there are only loose crowds at night, how can you tell which one is Yushu?

Ouyang had no choice but to take out his mobile phone and make another call to Yushu.

"Hey, where are you?"

"Behind you."

Ouyang looked back, and saw a girl in a pale pink coat standing timidly, holding a mobile phone in her hand, which was shining brightly.

"Are you Yushu?" Ouyang asked uncertainly.

"Yeah." The girl nodded and put away her mobile phone.Ouyang felt relieved when he saw "Call ended" displayed on his mobile phone immediately.

Then, Yu Shu stood there quietly, lowering her head slightly.

Ouyang looked at her, but couldn't see her clearly, and didn't know how to speak.

"Do you have anything to do now?" Ouyang decided to break this embarrassing situation by himself, after all, he is a boy.

"No. Today is Friday, I just want to relax and murmur." Yu Shu's tone was a little cheerful, and she raised her slightly buried head as she spoke. When her eyes met Ouyang's, When I touched it, I quickly buried it down again.

"Then can you accompany me to the playground?" Ouyang also felt strangely relaxed, this Yushu seemed quite cheerful.It's a pity that I didn't see her face clearly just for a moment.

"Okay." There was a hint of joy in Yushu's voice.

There are more and more stars in the night sky, and the moon seems to be a little brighter.The bright moonlight swayed, adding a bit of softness to the whole night.

Ouyang walked slowly on the playground, and Yushu silently accompanied Ouyang beside him.The two figures were stretched very long by the moonlight, and when they turned the corner, the long shadows merged together.

"You like me?" Ouyang confirmed again.At this moment, he felt very clumsy and didn't know what to say.

"Yes."

"Then what do you like about me? I don't even know what I have that you like." Ouyang said helplessly.What should I say?What should I say?

"That's a lot of murmuring, let's just say it in the simplest way, for example, now, I like it very much." Yu Shu raised her head again as she spoke, and looked sideways at Ouyang.

At this time, Ouyang was also looking at her, looking at her sparkling eyes, flickering like stars in the night sky, very cute.

Suddenly, Yu Shu turned her head back again.

Ouyang moved lightly, came to the front of Yu Shu, and blinked at her. "Why turn your head away, isn't that nice?"

Yushu seemed to struggle a bit, and looked up at him.

The four eyes met, at this moment, the moon shyly hid in the clouds next to it, the stars quickly covered their eyes, and couldn't help peeking, and the bugs around them also forgot to sing in surprise.

There seemed to be silent words flowing in each other's hearts, and Ouyang felt a sense of comfort and warmth.

Yu Shu's face also gradually softened, with a kind of innocence and shame.

"Now, do you like it?" The soft voice was like a breeze blowing on the face.

"Yeah." Yu Shu smiled and nodded.

"Then you still turn your face away?" Ouyang said in a puzzled way, and suggested again, "Let's sit over there, it's tiring to stand like this."

The warm atmosphere is gone, after all, now is not the time.

"Do you know that it's hard to let go of someone?" Ouyang gradually made a decision in his heart.

"Well, I know, otherwise you—you wouldn't have liked her for so long." Yushu's words were slightly bitter.

"Then you still have to wait for me?"

"Yeah." Yu Shu pursed her lips and nodded heavily.

"But let her go, I don't even have much confidence in myself." Ouyang closed his eyes slowly, this question must be made clear.

"But I have confidence in you." Yu Shu encouraged from the side, looking at him with her bright black eyes.

Ouyang really wanted to take her into his arms.

After a long time, Ouyang slowly opened his eyes and looked at her, as if he had made some important decision in his heart.

"I will let her go, but I don't know how long it will take." Ouyang let out a breath slowly, feeling a little relieved in his heart. I have to say that she touched his lonely heart for too long.

"It's okay, I'll wait for you all the time." Yu Shu's face also showed a few traces of joy.

"Then does this count as playing with friends?" Ouyang recalled what he said before: Junior high school and high school don't play with friends.Then myself—this time—this—

"I don't know either." Yu Shu's tone was cheerful, and she turned to look at Ouyang and said, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Ouyang comforted secretly, this--this shouldn't be counted.

"Do you like watching the starry sky?" Yu Shu asked, pointing at the twinkling stars.

"I like it. Whenever I feel a little lonely, I will stare blankly at the starry sky alone."

"You won't feel alone anymore."

"why?"

"Because of me! If you want to watch the starry sky in the future, don't forget to call me, I will watch it with you."

Ouyang looked at her moved, not knowing what to say.

"Tell me, is Chang'e really living on the moon?" Yu Shu pointed to the moon and asked.

"Probably not, it's just a legend after all." Ouyang thought for a while.

"Well, I think so, if that's the case, wouldn't it be too lonely?" Yu Shu said seriously.

"By the way, do you like poetry?" Yu Shu looked at Ouyang with vague expectation in her eyes.

Poetry - Ouyang actually doesn't have much contact with it.However, I have a special emotion for it in my heart, and I don't know when it came about.Looking into Yu Shu's eyes again, she nodded with a smile.

"Then let me read Lin Huiyin's "You Are the Heaven of April in the World" for you."

"Okay." Ouyang had a faint expectation in his heart. He had never read this poem, and he didn't know who Lin Huiyin was.

Yu Shu calmed down a bit, recalled a bit, and opened her red lips and said:

I say you are the April day of the world,

The sound of laughter lights up the wind on all sides, light and agile

Dancing and changing in the brilliance of spring.

You are the cloud and smoke in the April morning,

At dusk the wind is soft, the stars are

It flashed unintentionally, and the drizzle sprinkled in front of the flowers.

That Qing, that Pingting, you are, Xianyan
The crown of flowers you wear, you are

Innocent and solemn, you are the full moon every night.

The light yellow after the snow melts, you are like; fresh

first-bud green, you are; tender joy

The water is floating with the white lotus in your dream and expectation.

You are the flowers blooming from tree to tree, you are swallows

Whispering between the beams - you are love, warmth,
It is hope, you are the April day of the world!

The warm and unrestrained emotions struck Ouyang's heart deeply.

Is this clearly what she wants to say to him?How could Ouyang not feel it?How can you not be moved?

At this moment, Ouyang didn't know what to say anymore, but just looked at Yu Shu silently, the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

"Does it sound good?"

"Well, that's the best poem I've ever heard."

"Really? I'm afraid you won't like it?"

"How come?"

"There will be better ones in the future, I'll read them to you, okay?"

"Okay."

"Agreed?"

"It's a word."

Yushu looked at Ouyang and smiled happily.

A bell rang, Yu Shu took out her phone, looked at it casually, and put it back.

"What's the matter? Is there something wrong?" Ouyang asked with concern.

"It's nothing, it's just that the alarm I set went off."

Ouyang also took out his mobile phone to look, scared, it's getting late, and the bedroom door will be closed later!
So he said to Yu Shu: "Is it okay? The door will be closed later, we—let's go back."

"Oh, but there are still two or three minutes before the door closes, why don't you leave when the door closes?"

Ouyang looked at the door of the dormitory not far away, and then at Yushu who was showing a reluctant face, so he nodded his head.

"Are you busy tomorrow?" Yu Shu asked Ouyang.

"There's nothing to do."

"How about—how about we go hiking tomorrow to see the water?"

"Yes you can."

Ouyang saw that the dormitory administrator seemed to be about to lock the door, so he hurriedly said to Yu Shu: "Now let's go back quickly. Look, it seems that the door is about to be closed."

"Okay, don't forget what you just promised."

"Well, I won't forget. Then—see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow."

When Ouyang returned to the bedroom and was about to lie down, the phone vibrated slightly.

I took it out and saw that it was a text message from Yushu.

There are only three words on it: I will wait for you!
Ouyang held the phone tightly, and remembered what he said to Sun Xiaohong before: If I don't like you anymore, I will tell you in person.

What about this time?Are you going to call and tell her?
Ouyang was at a loss,

Suddenly I thought of Tsangyang Gyatso's verse: "Have sex with each other, do happy things, don't ask whether it is a calamity or a fate."

There is a ****, her, Yushu?Could it really be her?

(End of this chapter)