leave this sad place

Chapter 24 Turning Point
What happened today was too sudden and too fast, and Ouyang still felt like he was in a dream.

Lying quietly on the bed, Ouyang Zai recalled everything carefully.what is this?Are you playing friends?It's probably too dreamlike.

He took out his mobile phone again, staring at the "I'll wait for you" text message from Yushu, lost in thought for a long time.With a long sigh, it turns out that all of this is true, and I have made a choice.

Suddenly there was a feeling of emptiness in my heart.He has been in love with Sun Xiaohong for a long time, and it has taken up almost one-third of his current life.This--this has almost formed an emotional pursuit, but now I choose to give up, give up this pursuit, it is inevitable to be a little bit reluctant, and it is impossible to do it all at once, besides, Ouyang has always been indecisive in terms of emotions people.

After tossing and turning, Ouyang sent Xiaolan a text message with the mentality of seeking comfort, which said: I am going to let Sun Xiaohong go.

"It's a good thing." Ouyang looked at Xiaolan's reply and didn't know what to say.Because until now he is still hesitating, not knowing whether what he did is right or wrong, let alone whether he can really let go.And that Yu Shu, how should he face this?

Does letting go of her mean accepting her?But this is too fast; let go of her, can he not accept her?Will it hurt her again?So what else can I have left?

Ouyang felt that his whole mind was in confusion, and he wanted to calm down and stop thinking about it, but he couldn't.Feeling a burst of drowsiness again, I tried to relax myself, but I couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

A bell rang.

Ouyang stood up, feeling as if he had just fallen asleep.He rubbed his sore and swollen eyes, and poured a basin of cold water.

Burying his face in the cold water stimulated his drowsy head so that he could become more awake.

"Let's go with the flow." Ouyang said to himself, wrung out the towel and wiped his face.

Today's sun is still bright, and the joys and sorrows of all things can't affect the changes of its emotions in the slightest.Is the seemingly hard and strong heart too ruthless?If it is ruthless, how can it be so selfless to give light and warmth to all things?If it is a sentient being, how can it be indifferent to the impermanence of life and death of all things?Ouyang sighed slightly.

"Never mind him, I haven't settled my affairs yet, and I'm thinking wildly here again." Ouyang mocked himself slightly, took out his mobile phone, called Yu Shu, asked her where she was, and then went to find her by himself. It was late but agreed.

On a bustling street, seeing people coming and going, Ouyang felt a sense of loneliness in his heart.This kind of loneliness as if everyone has nothing to do with oneself is far more profound and difficult to get rid of than the loneliness felt when there is no one in the middle of the night.

"Ouyang, what are you thinking behind?" Yu Shu turned her head and asked Ouyang behind her.

"I'm thinking, if I meet acquaintances, how should I introduce you to them?" Ouyang smiled slightly at Yu Shu, a slant of sunlight shone on his face, but the other half of his face was a little dark.

"Just say I'm your friend." Yu Shu said with her bright black eyes flickering.

"Friend? Then they won't misunderstand something, right?" Ouyang was faintly worried, although these worries came from some inexplicable reasons.

"There is nothing to misunderstand, we are friends now." Yu Shu said, stepped back a few steps, and stood on Ouyang's right side, side by side with him.

"Well, that's true. Let's move on, then."

After Ouyang finished speaking, he continued to walk forward with strides, but from the corner of his eyes, he was always watching his surroundings to see if he would meet someone he knew.Although it is said that way, misunderstanding is always bad, and no one knows whether this beautiful misunderstanding will have a beautiful ending.

Yu Shu followed Ouyang closely, but looked around from time to time, as if she wanted to see the goods for sale but was reluctant to leave.Although the flow of people coming and going is not very crowded, it is easy to get lost if you are not paying attention.

"It's better for you to go ahead, I'll watch you, you won't lose it." Ouyang took a step back and smiled at Yu Shu.

Yu Shu hesitated for a moment, looked at Ouyang, blinked, and said with a smile, "Okay, don't lose track of me."

Ouyang watched Yushu look at what was sold here and what was hung there like a child, wandering around with a smile on her face.But he himself felt a little warmth in his heart, and he was startled suddenly, normally he would not pay attention to these things.He can only go shopping to buy things, and when he buys things, he never asks about anything except what he wants to buy.This time I actually "hang out".

A few figures floated into the corner of his eyes, Ouyang turned his head slightly, and saw clearly that one of those people was his current classmate.Looking at Yushu again, she found that she was walking towards them.

"What should I do? Greet them in the past, or just watch and wait for Yushu here?" Ouyang felt very conflicted in his heart.Because he was afraid that his classmates would think that he and Yushu were playing friends, so he didn't want to be seen by acquaintances.

"If Yu Shu greeted me over there, how should I respond to her?" Ouyang's worry became a little more serious.Now he has not completely let go of her and accepted her. After all, it is only the second day of knowing Yushu, so he inevitably has some doubts in his heart.

Ouyang thought for a while, then walked sideways into an alley, and then he watched them silently there.

He actually chose to hide.Escaping may not be the best way, but it is often the most commonly used method.

Ouyang watched Yu Shu and the others chatting cordially and cheerfully there.Feeling a little sad, Yushu still has a few good friends of her own, but what about him?Who else but Li Ting?But—now—Li Ting is gone.It turns out that I am really so lonely.

At this time, Yu Shu saw a little anxiety on her face, looking behind her from time to time, as if she was looking for something.

Ouyang wanted to go out, but stopped again.Those doubts and worries seemed to turn into shackles and stopped him firmly.In fact, the only one who prevented him from taking that step was himself, and only himself.

The mobile phone in his trouser pocket vibrated, and the phone rang, but he didn't want to answer it.Because it was Yushu who hit her, and he was watching her beating anxiously.If I picked it up, what should I say to her?So he chose silence.Maybe silence is the best way now, at least he thought so at that time.

Feeling the vibration when receiving a text message again, Ouyang opened it to read it.

It was just sent by Yushu, which said: Where are you?I can't find you no matter what.

Ouyang watched silently, the corners of his eyes were slightly red.He knew her anxiety.But I don't know why it happened like this.

I thought that after she finished chatting with them and they left, I would come out to meet her, so it would be all right.But why is she in such a hurry?Why should I be so indifferent?He didn't know, because he felt that loneliness again, that loneliness when no one knew him.

"It's okay, let's talk, I'll wait for you in front." Ouyang replied, trying to calm himself down.

"I'm going to find you now, where are you?" Yu Shu asked again in a text message.

Ouyang took a look, she had already separated from them, leaving her alone with her mobile phone anxiously.

At this moment, she is so lonely and helpless!

Feeling a stabbing pain in his heart, he began to hate himself again, hating himself for being too cruel to her!
"I'm here #####" Ouyang calmed down, wiped the corners of his eyes with his hands, straightened his clothes, and ran towards the place where Yushu just replied, so that she wouldn't find herself there .

"I'm really afraid that I won't find you again." Yu Shu looked at Ouyang in front of her, and really wanted to step forward and hold his hand tightly, never letting go.

"How could it be? I think you are having a good chat, so I don't want to disturb you, so I have to wait for you at the front. Have you finished chatting?" Ouyang smiled at her.

"What's the matter with you? Are you okay?" Ouyang asked with concern, seeing Yu Shu pursing her lips with an aggrieved expression on her face.

"You have to promise me." Yu Shu looked straight at Ouyang with her bright black eyes.

"Promise you what?" Ouyang's heart skipped a beat.

"In the future, you are not allowed to leave me quietly like this again. I—I was really scared just now, afraid that you would leave me like this." Yu Shu's eyes were faintly foggy.

"Silly girl, what are you thinking?" Ouyang wanted to laugh, but found that his throat was a little choked.

"You have to promise me." Yu Shu was as serious as she started.

"Okay, I promise you." Ouyang sighed slightly in his heart, so, isn't this getting closer to the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend?

"Well, let's move on then."

What a cute silly girl!
(End of this chapter)