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Chapter 29 Subtle Changes

"Everything is changing quietly. Maybe you haven't noticed it yet, maybe you won't care if you do." After reading this sentence, Ouyang slightly raised his mouth and said to himself: "Really? The sun won’t rise? Or is it that the sun won’t set today?” I felt a little disdainful in my heart.

As usual, Ouyang wanted to find Yushu and go out with her, but today he had some concerns.Didn't she say yesterday that she will study hard in the future? If I ask her to go out together today, I'm afraid—it's not good.In that case, I'm afraid it will affect her, but how can I affect her study?
Ouyang thought for a while, and thought it would be better to take some homework and read books and do the questions with her.But thinking of the situation yesterday evening again, he said without doubt: "Beside her, can I really concentrate on reading and doing the questions?" Then he secretly comforted: Yesterday evening, it might be because I was thinking like that at the beginning.If it wasn't for that, wouldn't Yushu be doing a good job on the questions?And I will concentrate on reading.

After thinking about it again, Ouyang decided to tell her this idea, and even persuade her.After all, I really long for that in my heart, to be able to study and be with her at the same time.Isn't this a beautiful thing?
So, he took out his mobile phone and called Yushu.

"Are you there?"

"Ah."

"Have you eaten yet?"

"I ate, what about you?"

"I've eaten too, now let's go to the classroom to read books and do problems, shall we?"

"Are you still going? Yesterday evening—"

"I thought about it, and yesterday it was mainly because of the random thoughts I started with. Today I won't again."

"Are you sure, you won't do that again today?"

"Hmm, definitely not."

"Okay, let's go then. I should be able to finish this weekend's homework today."

"Of course I can. Even if I haven't finished it, it's only Sunday tomorrow, and there's still plenty of time."

"Well, but I want to use tomorrow's time to take a good look at some places I haven't got yet."

"It's okay, learning is accumulated over time, take your time, don't be so anxious. There is some truth in the so-called haste makes waste."

"I know that too. But I want to catch up with you sooner."

"Hehe, it's okay, you will catch up sooner or later." Ouyang paused slightly, and continued to ask: "Then shall we go now?"

"Well, okay. Just wait for me, I'll be right there."

When two people were together before, nothing but play was play.Although that is also very happy, but it is not a long-term solution.Because they are still students, they still have to study and study.

And now?Ouyang felt that he was finally on the right track.The first month was the honeymoon period, which allowed them to increase their relationship with each other.When the relationship reaches a certain level, it will stabilize, which is now.So in the future, we have to study hard together to lay the foundation and prepare for our future life.

Ouyang was full of sweetness in his heart, full of expectations for the future.And now there is no rush, I have to work with her to finish my studies well.And at this moment, I should calm down even more. If I can't calm down and study with her, wouldn't it be a great pity!
Ouyang took a few deep breaths and adjusted himself slightly.Just walked towards the classroom.

When he came to the door of the classroom, he didn't see her.After waiting there for a while, she arrived.

"It's agreed, today we have to read the book seriously and do the questions. You can't do that anymore." Yu Shu gave him a serious look, took out the key and opened the door of the classroom.

"Don't worry. I said I won't." Ouyang smiled at her, which he could still control.Follow her into the classroom.

"I'm doing the question now, you—you can sit down wherever you want." Yu Shu sat in her seat and said to Ouyang.

"Well, you can do your problem, don't worry about mine." Ouyang looked at it and decided to find a seat that was not too close to her or too far away.

After a while, Ouyang found a suitable seat and sat down.He took out the things he had brought and looked at her again.At this time, Yu Shu was already working on the questions seriously, Ouyang sighed slightly, she obviously had to study harder, and she couldn't fall behind.

Opening the homework to be done, Ouyang looked at it, picked up the pen and began to write seriously.After a while, Ouyang stopped writing again, and looked at the homework again, feeling a little bored in his heart.They are all the same type of questions, and they have been practiced and practiced every day. For those who are not very good at it, it is of course a good thing to practice several times.But for Ouyang, it's a bit boring, because he's already quite proficient, and it won't make much sense if he continues to do it, and he won't have any sense of accomplishment.

Then, he opened the textbook he brought, and prepared to memorize some things to memorize.Remembering, he couldn't help but want to look at Yushu again, as if looking at her all the time, thousands of ants would crawl around in his heart.But he tried his best to restrain himself and let himself read and study carefully.The feeling of wanting to take a look became stronger and stronger under his efforts to suppress it.

Finally, he comforted himself, it's not a big deal just to take a look at her, why should he hesitate and restrain himself so much?
So he took a sneak peek at her.Seeing her frowning and thinking hard, I felt a slight tingle in my heart.Muttering: "Silly girl, why are you working so hard? If you don't know how to do it, you won't put it aside and think about it later? Besides, why don't you ask me?" He wished he could walk to her side , Look at that question, so that I can answer it for her, explain it to her, and let her not think so sadly!
After a while, seeing her stretching her brows and showing a slight smile on her cheeks, she picked up the pen again and wrote quickly on the notebook.He knew that she already knew how to answer, and he felt a little joy in his heart, happy for her.So, he turned his head, picked up the textbook again and memorized it seriously, feeling at ease for a while.

After a while, however, he wanted to look at her again.A little bit of worry appeared in my heart, afraid that she would be worrying about some difficult problems again, even worrying!So, he turned his head to look at her again.Seeing her writing furiously there, she gradually dispelled the trace of worry, turned her head, picked up the textbook again and memorized.

However, he also felt a little uneasy, afraid that she would encounter some problems that she could not do again, and she would be thinking hard there again, making her mind troubled.So, he turned his head again and watched her go.This time she was still writing there comfortably, but he didn't want to turn his head back.Because he was worried that she would encounter a problem the moment he turned his head.If that happens, he will hate himself, hate himself for not seeing her when she was in a little difficulty, and that means he didn't accompany her when she was in difficulty!How can such a situation allow it to happen?
In the end, he decided to just watch her do the questions all the time.So, he moved his body so that he was facing her, so that his eyes could clearly see everything about her!Then, he lay prone on the table, staring at her motionless.

When she frowned when encountering a problem, his brows were more frowned than hers; when she wrote fluently, he looked at her with a smile, just like an idiot!
Yu Shu stretched her waist, exhaled heavily, and turned her head to see what Ouyang was doing.

At this moment, she was stunned.

"Hey, have you been looking at me like this?"

"Yes." Ouyang asked subconsciously, and suddenly said to himself: Ouyang, you idiot!

Yu Shu was very moved, but also a little sentimental, "Why are you doing this? Have you finished your homework?"

Ouyang scratched his head subconsciously, how should he answer?Tell her: Are you not interested in writing that question, and not interested in reading that book?If this is the case, isn't it equivalent to saying: I came out to watch you learn.In that case, is it still called studying together?Will it make her think that it is because of her that she is like this?Will it hurt her again?
"Forget it, let's not talk about it, let's go have lunch together." Yu Shu said calmly, feeling like an ignorant child, sometimes naive!
"Well." Ouyang smiled slightly, but didn't care.

Once noon passed, the sun only got lower and lower.

What about them?

(End of this chapter)