leave this sad place

Chapter 37 Break Up
Finally, he was tired and weak, and he slumped in front of the window.Suddenly, there was a gurgling sound in the stomach, making a protesting sound.He looked at the time, and it was past four o'clock in the afternoon.He didn't get a meter in, only some water—tears!
Ouyang felt his mouth dry again, but his heart was full of sorrow.There was deep sadness in his eyes, mixed with a trace of despair, and his face was full of sadness.

why?why?Why?He couldn't cry anymore, he just moaned in a low voice.He closed his eyes tightly in pain, as if he didn't want to take another look at the world.why treat me like this?He didn't understand, and couldn't figure it out.

He opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were full of unwillingness.He wants to ask her clearly, he wants to know why all this is.So, he quickly picked up his mobile phone and sent her a text message: Why do you want me to be blacklisted?I don't understand, if you really don't want to listen to me, you can mention it to me and tell me.But why are you doing this to me?

He typed each word slowly, tears fell on the screen, and a sad flower fell.

With trembling fingers, he pressed the "send" button, and then slowly closed his eyes. His heart was flustered, full of apprehension, uneasiness, and deep sadness and sadness.

However, after waiting for a long time, there was still no reply from her.

why is it like this?What is she trying to imply to me?He subconsciously guessed in his heart.But he quickly comforted himself, maybe because she didn't see Nan.He couldn't help calling her again, but it was still a "calling" prompt.Finally, his face was full of despair!
However, a strong sense of unwillingness burst out of his heart again, he must ask her to understand!Ask to understand why she changed, ask to understand why she treats herself like this!
So, he continued to text her: I don't understand, why are you doing this?If there is something I did wrong, tell me, can I correct it?Do you know how sad I am when you treat me like this?Do you know how I texted you now?I sent it to you with tears, why can't you reply me?

After Ouyang finished posting, the sadness on his face became even more sad, which is indescribable.

Finally, she replied to him: I just want to study now, and I don't want to think so much anymore.

He held the phone in both hands, with a smile on his face, and she finally paid attention to him.But is this the answer?He doesn't think about it that much anymore.

So, he continued to reply: Then, are we still together?
She was silent, and there was no reply for a long time.

He continued to send: Well, since you don't want to say it, forget it, I won't force you.His eyes dimmed again, she had actually told him all this, but she used silent language, it was just that he was unwilling to believe or admit it.

This time she only replied to him: Thank you.

He smiled desolately, and continued to send: You are welcome, and I don't want to hear you say thank you to me, everything is voluntary, or wishful thinking.So - can I see you again?

This time, she was silent again.

He continued to send: I really want to see you again, listen to you talk, really miss, really miss. .

She only replied with one word - oh.

Ouyang felt even more hurt, and felt that she was so cold and ruthless to him!But he couldn't get angry with her, he really wanted to ignore her, but he was very reluctant!
He continued to send her: This time, let's treat it as our last date, from now on - you are you, and I am me.Don't you even agree to my last request?
After a long time, she replied: All right.

He breathed a sigh of relief again in his heart, and finally he could see her again and listen to her talk, even though it was the last time.

There was a bitter smile on his face.Looking at the time, it was almost six o'clock, and then looking at the sky, night was beginning to fall.So, he sent a text message and said: Let's go to the playground now, I'll wait for you.

After he sent the text message, he ran towards the playground. He believed that she would definitely arrive!

The evening wind was blowing, bringing a little bit of coolness, and there was a bit of sadness under the night.

Ouyang waited anxiously on the playground. Although he believed that she would definitely come back, how could he not have doubts after seeing her for a long time?
In the moonlight, he saw a hazy figure walking towards him, and he walked over quickly, with a little bit of apprehension.

People who miss you day and night!When he finally saw her again, his face was full of excitement, his eyes overflowed with tears, and his heart was instantly filled with an indescribable joy.He looked at her, but he couldn't make up a sentence, couldn't come up with a word after thousands of words.He opened his arms, tightly, tightly, and held her in his arms!Greedily sucking the faint fragrance that permeates her hair, her face is full of obsession!At this moment, he couldn't bear to let go of his hand anymore, and he never wanted her to disappear from his sight.

However, he felt a force pushing his shoulders, wanting him to let go.

A trace of deep sadness flashed in his eyes, and as soon as he let go, a tear fell down his face.

"Sorry, I didn't control myself." He tried his best to soften his voice, but his heart was full of misery. She no longer needed his hug.

She looked at him and said nothing.

"Can you walk with me one more time?" He tried hard to give her a smile, but unfortunately he didn't succeed.

She hesitated, then finally nodded.

"Let's try to walk as slowly as possible. I don't want to finish walking so quickly, and I don't want to finish so quickly." He said sadly.

"But, sooner or later it will be over, and sooner or later it will be over." She responded to him.

"Yes, it will end sooner or later." His eyes were sad, because she understood what he was talking about, and he also understood what she was talking about.

"At least we walked together once, isn't it nice?" She took a step forward, turned her head, and looked at him.

"Once upon a time, once upon a time." He murmured, what he wanted was once upon a time.

"Yes, we can still cherish it as a memory." She smiled at him, so familiar and kind.

His heart hurt even more, but what else could he say?Should he yell at her: No, I want more than memories.All I want is you and only you!I love you and cannot leave you for a moment!
Or should he beg her with tears, beg her not to be so ruthless, and beg her to let everything go back to the way it was before?
In that case, he would not be Ouyang Ming!
Those pains, those discomforts, he would rather suffer alone, and don't need anyone to sympathize!He can only bury those words in his heart, and he will only bury them in his heart, because he doesn't want people to see his weakness, especially the people he cares about the most!

He tried his best to squeeze out a smile, and said to her, "Let's continue walking."

She nodded with a smile.

"Then, can we still be friends in the future? Best friends." He looked into her eyes and asked.

"Isn't it now?" She still smiled.

"Really?" He asked slightly.

"Isn't it?" She also looked into his eyes and asked.

"Hehe." He forced a smile.

Before he knew it, he had already walked around, and he still had sadness in his heart, but he didn't want her to see it.Her heart also relaxed slightly, everything seemed to be in her imagination.

"Which star is the brightest in the sky?" he asked her.

"I think it's the northernmost one, what do you think?" She looked at the starry sky seriously.

"Yes." His expression darkened, where is the brightest star in his heart?

"It's late at night, let's go back." She suggested to him in a low voice.

He looked at the starry sky silently, feeling even more sad in his heart.The meaning of this sentence is beyond comprehension.

Suddenly, he turned his head and said to her, "may I kiss you again?"

She also fell silent, lowered her head and looked at her feet.

He looked into her eyes hard, and said with burning eyes: "Just let me kiss you one more time, just the last time!"

She thought for a while, and finally nodded slowly.

He hugged her suddenly, kissed her lips domineeringly, sucking greedily and somewhat crazily.She resisted slightly, and then gradually gave up the resistance. Slowly, her eyes became a little blurred, responding to him bit by bit.He kissed more deeply, and became more crazy, wishing to integrate her with himself!
A flush appeared on her face, and she pushed him away, panting violently.

"It's time to go." As soon as she finished speaking, she hurried away as if fleeing.

"Don't forget what I said - we are still friends!" His voice came from behind her.

Ouyang sighed, looked at the starry sky and became dazed again.

(End of this chapter)