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Chapter 44 Unstoppable Missing ([-])

I feel like a wounded wolf, hiding in a corner where no one is licking my wound, lonely and lonely!
He suddenly felt a sense of emptiness, as if a black hole suddenly appeared in his heart, slowly taking his heart, his liver, and his spleen. .Everything in his body was devoured.There is only one transparent soul left, wandering alone in the boundless universe and starry sky.

The bursts of emptiness pierced him, and an indescribable sense of fear arose in his heart.He was so anxious that he paced back and forth in the bedroom restlessly, unable to calm down.

He frantically picked up the poem and read it aloud.It's a good thing that everyone else in the dormitory has gone out, otherwise they would think that he was out of his mind!
Finally, his heart slowly calmed down.

However, he sank into another emotion.

He took Haizi's poem and read it sadly:

who is in the beautiful morning

who is in this poem

who flies in the beautiful fire

and have unlimited gifts for me

Who is in the village where the smoke has cleared

who is in the clear sky

white clouds in the sky

who is the partner

Whose body is as black as the night and its wings are white

tweeting in missing

who is in the beautiful morning

who is in this poem

After he finished reading the poem "Dedicated Poetry - To S", the thoughts in his heart surged out again in an instant.

He thought of her again, and thought of every bit of being with her.

"I don't care about you, who cares about you!" The words she said came to his mind involuntarily.

What kind words, and how painful they are!

"I often stay up late again, will you care about me?" He whispered to himself.

"I'm often sad and cry again, will you still care about me?" His expression was a little sad again.

"Did you ever know——I often sleepless in the middle of the night, thinking of you in the quiet night?" There were tears in his eyes.

"Do you still remember the stars in the sky? They told me—they miss you, want to see you!" A drop of tear fell, reflecting the crystal light.

He closed his eyes full of sadness and stood quietly in front of the window.

For a long time, I stood still.

The curtain of night was drawn slowly, and there was a gust of biting wind.Ouyang felt his body was stiff and cold, but he refused to close the window.

"Why do you still miss her like this?" He murmured and opened his eyes.

"Why can't you let her go?" He looked out the window.

"Why?" His voice was a little low, as if he was roaring!
"Ou-Yang-Ming! You can't go on like this, that-you will be ruined!" He shouted out the window, like a small stone thrown into the lake, pan There were a few small ripples, but finally calmed down.

Ye is still calm and quiet, just like a dumb, an idiot, without saying a word, more indifferent than that wood!

Ouyang looked at the hazy moon outside the window, and his eyes were a little hazy, like a layer of fog.

Dots of stars are scattered in the boundless night sky, so lonely, so helpless!
In the silent night, there is no singing of little insects, presumably they must be hiding in a corner and shivering!

He looked at the starry sky again, his eyes were full of sadness, and he looked at the few lonely stars with a complicated expression, and let out a deep sigh, his eyes became a little red and swollen again.

The sadness in Ouyang's heart became more intense.

He closed his eyes slowly again, and stood in front of the window in silence.

After a long time, he opened his eyes, which were full of peace.

Then, he took the poem book again, facing the moonlight, and read it gently.

The cold wind calmed the thoughts in his heart bit by bit.

(End of this chapter)