leave this sad place

Chapter 43 Unstoppable Missing ([-])

A few days passed and the final exam was over.

Ouyang felt a little empty in his heart, his eyes became confused, and he didn't know what to do.Seeing one after another classmates happily packing their bags and preparing to go home, his heart ached again, going back—where to go?Home—where is home?He looked at the sky without tears, with some resentment and sadness on his face.

"Maybe it's time to contact her." He thought of Yu Shu again.

So, he finally decided to give her a call.

"Du——, beep—" sounded, and he felt some comfort in his heart, because he——was no longer in her blacklist.

He waited patiently, feeling that she should answer his call.After a while, the sound of "beep, beep" ended again, but there was no voice from the other side. He looked at the phone, and it said "on the phone."

He was also silent and didn't say a word, because he didn't know what to say or how to speak.

"Hello, where are you?" Her voice came from the phone.

He gave a soft "huh".

"Oh. Then you—what's the matter?" She asked with some doubts.

He didn't know how to answer, what could he really do?What else could he have told him but the great longing for her?

"No—it's nothing." He sighed a little.

She gave a soft "Oh" and stopped talking.

"Then what are you doing now?" He asked helplessly, wanting to break the silence.

"I'm just about to pack up and go home tomorrow." She replied flatly.

He gave another soft "um" and asked a little hastily: "Then you--won't you go back today?"

"Yeah." Her voice was flat, and she didn't explain why.

"Then—can we—see you again?" He asked cautiously.

"No, a few friends have already asked me out." Her voice was a little cold.

"Okay. Then I wish you all—have fun." His heart ached slightly, and he was unable to ask her whether those friends were male or female.

"Then what else do you want to say?" Her voice seemed to become colder.

"No--no." His face was full of depression, but fortunately no one saw it.

"That's it." After finishing speaking, she hung up.

Hearing the short "beep-beep-beep" sound from the phone, he felt a sense of loss in his heart. He looked up at the sky, feeling a little dizzy.

She is getting farther and farther away from me!
Whether you admit it or not, this is already a fact!However, he still thinks about her, and he can't bear to let her go!Even, love her as always!
But what is the use of these?It just adds to the sadness.

"Give up." He comforted himself.

"Forget about her." He comforted himself again.

In this case, he has said many times, and he has made such a decision many times!However, in the end, when he thought of her, his love for her surged like a flood, instantly destroying the dam he had built with tears and grief.

Can't blame him - not strong enough, can only blame him - love too much!

"It's winter vacation." He sighed softly, his expression complicated again.

Looking up at the sky, the sky felt a little gloomy, and his heart became even more gloomy.

"Is it going to rain? It's raining—could it be that the sky is crying? Then who is it crying for? For me?" He smiled softly, with indescribable sadness and loss .

Back in the dormitory, he took out his mobile phone and read the novel.Perhaps only these virtual imaginary worlds can give him a little comfort in his heart.Such an approach can't help but evade reality, but what can he be asked to do?

I feel like a wounded wolf, hiding in a corner where no one is licking my wound, lonely and lonely!
(End of this chapter)