leave this sad place

Chapter 42

His thoughts of her were like a flood, destroying wantonly in his heart.

Suddenly there was a heavy sigh from behind, Ouyang's body trembled slightly, and his whole heart tugged.

He couldn't help turning his head away, and saw Jie'er lying on the table looking at a math problem, frowning.There was a feeling of a stone falling to the ground in his heart.

"Just ask if you don't understand. What's the use of thinking about it, besides, time is running out." Ouyang reminded subconsciously, smiling at her.

"Oh." Jie'er continued to sigh, raised her eyes, gave him a blank stare, and explained: "I was just trying to practice, I didn't expect to encounter such a difficult question."

"Hehe, show me." Ouyang took the materials she bought without any explanation.

"Okay." Jie'er said with her head downcast.

Ouyang looked at her slightly surprised, but she didn't say "How can you be like this!"

"Are you still looking at it?" Jieer asked with a slightly red face.

"Hehe." Ouyang smiled at her again, turned around and returned to his seat.I was even more suspicious in my heart. If I had been in the past, I would have teased and said, "I'm looking at Nan, I'm watching Nan now." Then I pouted at her, indicating that I was looking at her, and in return she said "" hate".But why is this happening now?
"Have I—changed?" He asked subconsciously in his heart.Suddenly, he realized that everything around him had already changed, and he himself was still obsessed with the same fantasy.

What about her?

Will it change?Or has it changed?

There was a bit of fear in his heart again.

There was another burst of pain faintly, and he quickly restrained his mind, not letting himself think about it.Solving this problem wholeheartedly, he carefully rewrote the process of solving it on a piece of paper.

"You can read it yourself. If you still don't understand it, I'll explain it to you after class." Ouyang turned around and said to Jie'er.

"En." Jie'er nodded gratefully, then asked in a low voice, "How are you preparing for the final exam?"

"Hehe, I just hope it will come sooner." Ouyang smiled at her without explaining anything, then turned around and returned to his table.

At night, in the dead of night.

Ouyang reopened Haizi's poetry collection, and read it word by word.

"I will not meet you tonight, I have met everything in the world tonight, but I will not meet you."

"When I stand in front of you in pain, you can't say I have nothing, you can't say I have nothing."

"What should be obtained has not yet been obtained, and what should be lost has long been lost."

"There is no night that can make me sleep, no dawn that can wake me."

. .

Slowly reading and savoring, some verses touched him deeply.It was as if seeing the story of him and her from inside.

He sighed heavily.Get up, stand by the window, look at the bright starry sky, and look at the quiet night.With tears in his eyes, he was thinking of her again.

"From now on, I will never mention the past again. Pain or happiness will not be brought by life, nor will it be taken away by death." He read Haizi's poem softly again, feeling that he has shed too many tears recently!
"Let yourself be stronger, don't be sad or cry easily." He comforted himself softly, and found that his heart was so weak!
"But what about her? How should I treat her?" He was a little confused again.

He looked up at the moon, and the moon was round tonight!How could he not be sentimental?

(End of this chapter)