leave this sad place

Chapter 84

This year has just passed, and it seems that it is really time to end it all.Those who have never said goodbye can only wave silently in their hearts, and those who have never forgotten can only carefully store it in their hearts.

But now there is only waiting, like a diligent cultivator waiting for God to give him a fairer judgment, and praying with anxiety not to encounter any "disasters".

"Let's go with the flow, don't think so much." Ouyang comforted his troubled heart, tried his best to keep the peace in his heart, but it was a bit difficult.

"It's like this now. When the college entrance examination is in the future, then—how can it work?" He was inexplicably surprised.It seems that I haven't even touched the door of my inner self-cultivation, and I'm so nervous about something that isn't too big!
"Oh, you'll know after a few days. What's the use of thinking about it now?" Ouyang sighed softly.So the ending has already been written, and all that is left is to accept it.

A few days passed in such a slow and unhurried manner.

Ouyang also knows what he should know.The results of this test were not beyond his expectations. There were more than 100 students in the grade, which was understandable after thinking about it. There was no use in complaining.

But there is one more thing that he is more concerned about is the class division.

"Class 2." Ouyang whispered to himself, but didn't show any strange feelings.Such an ending can't be said to be good, nor can it be said to be bad, because he doesn't know what kind of ending is good.So why bother with these things?Only let nature take its course.

"Fortunately, I plan to study seriously, and I won't care too much about those things." He comforted himself slightly, because he still didn't know how to face it.The strange thing is that he no longer has the joyful feeling of being a classmate with Sun Xiaohong again, maybe she has gradually faded in his heart.

He thought of his naive thoughts before, thinking that he would always like Sun Xiaohong and never change his mind.Unexpectedly, he fell in love with another girl so easily and so deeply, but now all love seems to have become weak.

"People always have a memory." He shook his head with a wry smile. This kind of love only once made him exhausted, and he almost sank completely.How could he not feel a little strange in his heart?
"Don't be as stupid and idiotic as before. Such things should not belong to me." He warned himself, but he didn't know how naive such words were.Maybe this is just a disguise or another kind of escape he gave himself.Maybe he just wrapped himself up like a hedgehog in order not to get hurt in the future.How sad and ridiculous.

"I don't know what kind of situation Class 2 is like." He felt a little sad again, after all, going to a strange environment would always feel a little uneasy.

"How should I spend the last two years there?" Ouyang thought, going to an unfamiliar environment, it's not a bad thing to make some preparations earlier.

"Study hard, don't you need to worry about the rest?" He subconsciously asked himself, fantasizing that all day long is nothing but studying.

"Wouldn't this kind of life be too depressing and lonely?" He shook his head slightly, he couldn't imagine the scene of living after two years like this.He is not a nerd, and he no longer likes this kind of reading and studying in his heart. The so-called "study hard" is just that he keeps cheering himself up.If he really likes this kind of study, why should he keep saying these words?
"If you want to succeed, how can you not endure the loneliness and loneliness?" He comforted himself, but his heart was a little at a loss, because he suddenly found that he seemed to have no goal.

(End of this chapter)