leave this sad place

Chapter 83 Restart ([-])
"This—is it me?" He put down the mirror, his thoughts became a little messy, and his heart became slightly melancholy.

"During this period, it really shouldn't be." He didn't want to say any more, and he didn't want to remember or think back on those days.

"Fortunately, it's all over." He looked into the distance again, and everything in the distance seemed to become mysterious again, making him unpredictable.

"Yes, it's all over." He muttered again, feeling a sense of vicissitudes.Time is easy to get old, and human affairs are vicissitudes!

He sighed again, fetched a basin of cold water, combed his hair, and organized himself.Let yourself wake up completely, not just in the heart.

"The exam is about to take place." Those messy thoughts finally sorted out a little bit, and he had to think about the problem he was about to face.

"Review well, do your best, and don't think about success or failure." He comforted himself, knowing that he had already wasted a lot of time, and it was too late to say anything now.A little sentimental, but he doesn't regret it, because he knows that regret is useless, so why is it necessary?It's better to take this time to do more meaningful things.

In the next few days, he carefully reviewed it, just like a devout believer memorizes the scriptures.As for the exam, he no longer wanted to care about other trivial or sad things, put aside all distracting thoughts, and had no distractions, regardless of success or failure, regardless of the outcome.He will go all out to take the exam well.

"I've tried my best." After the exam, he told himself in his heart, but he knew why he told himself.

Then, he walked slowly to the door of his classroom and glanced at it very complicatedly.He has spent a year in this place without knowing it, and he will never come back in the future, because he has chosen science.

In the past, he wanted to leave so much, because he didn't like some of his classmates and felt that some of them were very selfish, which made him very unhappy.And some teachers are a bit biased. They always pay attention to and even care about students with good grades; they always dismiss students with poor grades.

It is easy for students with excellent grades to have a good future. If you manage the relationship as soon as possible, you may have unexpected gains in the future; but it is difficult for students with poor grades to have a good future, so why waste time? ?It's not that Ouyang couldn't think of such a reason, such a thought, nor did he not understand it, but he always felt that it was not the same thing!After all, a teacher must act like a teacher, and a school must truly look like a school!This is not a society, let alone a recruitment plaza.What's the point of being so utilitarian to make a small fuss for others?
But now, Ouyang's heart became a little subtle again, and he felt a little bit of reluctance.After spending a year here, it is obviously impossible to say that there is no feeling at all.And this trace of emotion easily touched Ouyang's heartstrings, and made him feel a kind of indescribable wonderful feeling, which made him feel a little ashamed, as if he despised and abandoned this place, which made him feel betrayed the guilt of the class.What a strange feeling, but it is so clearly imprinted in Ouyang's heart.Make him ashamed to see anyone in the class again, because Ouyang always feels that he is sorry for them.

This is not a big deal, but Ouyang has these feelings, maybe he is the only one who has to have such an idea.

He once again took a deep look at this place, and the trace of reluctance in his heart unconsciously turned into a trace of shame, which made him feel a little ashamed, and made him want to leave here quickly.Such a wonderful change can easily cause misunderstandings, making people mistakenly think that he hates this place to the core.Fortunately, others don't have as many ideas as he does.

When he was away from there, he looked at that place again, but his heart became more complicated.

"I don't see it there again, why are you doing this!" He cursed himself secretly.He looked into the distance again and walked away step by step.

(End of this chapter)