leave this sad place

Chapter 82 Restart ([-])
"Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it's just for a better start in the future." He comforted himself, feeling a little better in his heart, but a faint sadness was unavoidable.

"Oh, don't worry about him. Why do you think so much about future things?" This mediocre thought flickered in his mind again, but it was just to make himself feel better, so why not?
"Then which subject should I choose?" He asked himself weakly again, even in his heart he despised himself a little. "Didn't you agree just now? And didn't you tell yourself not to think so much anymore? Why did you do this?" He sighed, shook his head slightly, and felt that he had become a little cowardly again up.

"Science, let's choose science!" He gritted his teeth, but gave a slight sigh in his heart, feeling as if an invisible stone had fallen.It seems that my shoulders are also a little lighter, and there is no such great pressure.

"Okay, now that you have decided on your future path, let's go on steadily." He looked firmly into the distance, and subconsciously clenched his fists.

"I can't do this anymore, I have to study hard." His gaze became firmer, like a sharp sword.

The mountain peaks in the distance are full of vastness and verdure, and it seems that they are thick and full of vitality.An eagle soars in the nine heavens, tossing and turning among the peaks, looking down on everything in the world.A round of red sun rose slowly from the east, and the orange flames warmed the world and dispelled the chill brought by the night.The green and tender buds stretched their waists and woke up from a deep sleep.The dewdrops slowly slid down the veins between the leaves, reflecting the colorful light.

Ouyang watched all this obsessively, this is the real world, this is the world he should live in!

"It's a new day." He murmured softly.

"It's time for a new start!" His voice was full of firmness, like the clang of metal colliding.However, the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

He sighed softly again, can't he feel emotional?Those dark days finally passed, and he finally woke up.She seemed to fade away unconsciously in his heart, and he no longer wanted to mention her or imagine her.

"Let the past go with the wind." He murmured, feeling a slight touch in his heart.

"If you can't forget it, wait until it can't forget it." A touch of sadness lingers, but there is no such grief anymore.

"That unforgettable love has passed away long ago. What are you left to do with those unforgettable pains? Go, let's all go." His expression was a little complicated and contradictory.Since he knows that some things are unforgettable, how can he forget them easily?How can it be so easy to forget?
"What else can you do if you don't forget?" He smiled softly, but with a bit of bitterness.All this is just helpless.Because he seems to have woken up at last, and finally realized that true love is by no means wishful thinking and unrequited love, but a sympathy between two people!And he has already lost her, so how can the two be happy?

"Give back the stone to the stone, let the victory be the victory." He was finally able to truly let go in his heart, loving her is to make her happy, not being able to give her happiness is sometimes better than not loving.

"Why do you think so much? Study hard, boy!" He called himself "boy" softly, but he felt a long-lost relaxation in his heart. What is he now if he is not a "boy"?

He took out the mirror and took a look at his current appearance, but it surprised him.The fluffy hair was as messy as a bird's nest, hanging down from the forehead in strands, covering most of the face.He gently parted the greasy bangs, revealing two deeply sunken eye sockets, and those bright black eyes also became a bit cloudy and gray.The entire cheek has also become a little thinner, with an unhealthy yellow color faintly.He smiled at himself in the mirror, only to realize that his smile no longer had the natural, friendly, sunny and cheerful feeling it had before, but instead looked a little bitter, a little dark, and there was even a hint of deepness around the corner of his mouth. melancholy!

(End of this chapter)