I heard that Lu Zhifen loved me for many years

Chapter 836 Mo Yan Qingluyue (76)
At that moment, Lu Zhilu felt very sour in his heart.

He wanted to say something, but just moved his lips.

Because she found that even if she uttered a word, her tears might be uncontrollable.

What did she think of Chen Zimo as the one who had to be let go.

To this end, she has been working hard for almost a year.

Chen Zimo looked at her with an unknown light in his eyes: "You're right, that sort of thing would be an insult to any man, but Lu Zhilu, maybe I'm a masochist, you obviously You insulted me, but I still want... still want to be with you..."

Lu Zhilu suddenly stretched out his hand and flipped him aside.

She stood up again, stretched out her hand to fasten the buttons of her coat, and her expression returned to indifference: "I've already paid you back, you didn't want it yourself."

After speaking, he walked out.

"Have you always focused on this matter?" Chen Zimo gritted his teeth.

"Well, I don't like to owe others anything, and I don't want to have anything to do with you."

After Lu Zhilu finished speaking, she started to walk out.

"Lu Zhilu, I didn't agree with you to leave, I never agreed!"

One night in the Chen residence, Lu Zhilu stood on Chen Zimo's terrace and said to him.

Chen Zimo, don't worry, because I'm here.

Just as she came unexpectedly, she left decisively.

Lu Zhilu opened his mouth coldly: "I don't need your consent."

"So what's the difference between you and them?"

Lu Zhilu was taken aback.

"Everyone only sees what I have done. No one cares whether I am tired or not. Lu Zhilu, is it the same for you? If you want to like me, you like me. If you want to give up on me, then give up on me. Is it in your opinion? , I’m an iron wall, I’ll never get hurt? Even though I hated you, I still like you, even if you’re dark and ruthless, I still like you, even if you trample on my self-esteem and leave without saying goodbye, I still love you like you!"

Even if he is unwilling, he still likes her.

Chen Zimo couldn't remember when his feelings towards Lu Zhilu changed.

When Meng Wenfei showed Xu Qingyue's relevant documents to him for the first time, his first reaction was not to be angry, but to cover up for Lu Zhilu. What he was more worried about was that after things were exposed, Lu Zhilu What will happen?
On the night when he sent Meng Wenfei out of the country, for a certain moment, he even really hoped that Meng Wenfei would really die in the hands of Shen Tianchang and Ye Lingnan.

When country R learned that Lu Zhilu had voluntarily given up the selection for the gold medal at the industry summit, he knew he had lost.

How could he give up, this woman who had spent his life's honor in exchange for that one stain he cared about?

She did everything he wanted.

She picked it up heavily, but then put it down gently, and she no longer needed the little pitiful tenderness he gave.

Lu Zhilu turned to look at him: "Chen Zimo, I'm sorry, but we really stop here."

After Lu Zhilu finished speaking, she turned and walked out.

When he came to her for Meng Wenfei, she decided to give up completely.

All his life, he could not change Chen Zimo, nor could he change the view of right and wrong that was deeply rooted in his heart.

Maybe he was right and she was wrong.

But he can't change her either.

The two are equally proud, or maybe it's because he doesn't like her enough, and she doesn't like him enough, so neither of them can change the other.

Lu Zhilu walked to the corner of the Iran Corridor where no one was around, and finally stretched out his hand to cover his heart, tears could not be controlled at last...

"Sixth Sister."

Lu Zhilu quickly wiped away tears, turned his head, and saw Ling Yan standing not far away.

Looking at Lu Zhilu's swollen lips and red eye sockets, Ling Yan felt another throbbing pain in his heart.

"Made, Chen Zimo is a scumbag, I'll go in and kill him right away!"

As he spoke, he prepared to rush into the ward.

"Ling Yan!" Lu Zhilu called him to stop.

Ling Yan stopped and turned to look at her.

"Let's go have a cup of coffee together..."

"Oh."

The two came out of the hospital and found a coffee shop nearby.

Lu Zhilu ordered a vanilla latte and a mocha for Ling Yan.

The two haven't spoken since they entered the coffee shop.

until the coffee was served.

Lu Zhilu drank the latte and asked casually, "Ling Yan, how long have you been out?"

Ling Yan looked at her: "I'll be out as long as you come back."

"One and a half months, shouldn't it be time to go back?"

Ling Yan panicked: "Sixth Sister, Brother Ling Nan and I still have a project to discuss."

"Are you talking about a project or are you going to finish your studies?"

"This is not a conflict."

"Your professor called me and said that if you continue to miss classes, you may be delayed."

Ling Yan looked embarrassed. At the beginning, he said that he and the professor asked for leave, but in fact he didn't ask for leave at all. He just got out of class.

"How did my professor find you..."

"If it's not what you really want to learn, don't force yourself, and don't waste your time for people who don't deserve it."

Ling Yan was a little stunned, so she still heard what he said to Chen Zimo just now.

But in the next second, Ling Yan put on a cynical smile: "Sixth sister, what I said to Chen Zimo just now was just to anger him, don't really believe it..."

Under Lu Zhilu's scrutinizing gaze, Ling Yan's voice gradually dropped.

He knew that he couldn't lie in front of Lu Zhilu.

Ling Yan's expression gradually became serious: "Lu Zhilu, I'm serious about you, I don't want to treat you as my sister anymore, I want to take care of you for the rest of my life, and I want to be your boyfriend!"

Regarding Ling Yan's confession, Lu Zhilu was a little shocked when she was just standing at the door of the ward, because she had never thought about other conveniences for Ling Yan.But now, she is very calm.

"I can take care of myself, why do I need your care?"

Ling Yan looked frustrated, he knew that Lu Zhilu would react in this way.

Lu Zhilu put down the coffee cup, walked over to him and sat down, as if she had taught him countless times: "Ling Yan, you are not an idiot, you know this is impossible, right?"

"If you don't try, how do you know it's impossible?"

Ling Yan turned his head, looked into Lu Zhilu's eyes, and then withdrew his gaze: "Forget it, let's not talk about it, my heart will hurt."

Lu Zhilu smiled: "There's no need to bother about an illusory relationship. Promise Sixth Sister, after returning to Country M, find something you really like and work hard for it, okay?"

"But what if I really like you? Can I work hard for you?"

"Yes." Lu Zhilu replied.

Ling Yan looked happy.

"But the premise is that you can become a better you because of it."

"Lu Zhilu, can you wait for me?"

Wait for me to become a better version of myself, wait for me to become more capable of protecting you.

Lu Zhilu answered very simply: "No, I won't wait for you."

She can be the reason for him to become better, but that doesn't mean she has to give her heart because of it.

He became better, in fact, it was his own business.

Ling Yan understood what Lu Zhilu meant, maybe it was because he knew that he would refuse, so he never dared to express his feelings.

"I've booked a flight ticket for you the day after tomorrow. At ten o'clock in the morning, remember to get up early so you don't miss the flight."

Lu Zhilu has always been like this, she sees every stitch, but no one can say a word of rejection.

Ling Yan was still upset, even if he was rejected, why should he take advantage of that ugly Chen Zimo? !

But at that moment, all I could say was "Okay."

"I still have a question." Lu Zhilu suddenly teased.

"So you've been '1' all along?"

At that moment, Ling Yan finally couldn't hold back anymore: "Of course, of course I am!"

He doesn't do '0', never in his life!

Lu Zhilu stretched out his hand and slapped him: "Why are you so loud? And how many times have I said, don't call yourself 'Lao Tzu' in front of your elders, it's very rude."

Ling Yan was reprimanded, and his arrogance weakened in an instant: "Got it..."

"Sixth sister, do you really not think about me? I am obedient, obedient, and handsome. If you are unhappy, I can still make you happy. If you are with me, I will definitely make you happy!"

He heard that many girls like that canine boyfriend, why doesn't Lu Zhilu like it?
Lu Zhilu smiled: "Let's go, Qianqian is still waiting for me at home."

She doesn't need others to give her happiness, she can do it herself.

The two left the cafe.

Lu Zhilu didn't take the initiative to say that he wanted to see Ling Yan off, and the two separated tacitly.

No matter how hard you try to maintain it, some things are not the same after all.

Sometimes there is a price to be paid for revealing true emotions.

Lu Zhilu walked back to the car, Ling Yan stood by the side of the road, the distance between the two became farther and farther.

"Lu Zhilu!"

Lu Zhilu turned her head.

"I will definitely find a man or woman who loves me so much!!"

At that moment, Lu Zhilu finally smiled.

"I believe."

　Those of you who are familiar with me know that the end of the month is the busiest time for me at work~ every day I wander on the edge of the spot TAT
　　There is another one to continue tomorrow during the day~
　　Sixth Sister’s will be over soon~ Holding on to the monthly pass, I will vote again when I make a big move on the weekend! !
　　
　
(End of this chapter)