I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 196 - Final Chapter - Time to Seam Flowers Finally Meet You
"The last time you said that I deserved what I deserved, what did you mean?" Song Qingyue asked hurriedly when she saw that he was about to leave.

"About this, the person you should ask is not me, but yourself."

"Then...then can I see him again?"

"No." His answer was decisive. "I said that I only helped this time. Now, even if I don't stop him, he can't continue to depend on his life."

"..." Song Qingyue touched the ring in her hand, her eyes drooped to hide the disappointment in her eyes.

Back in the room, Song Qingyue stared at the blood jade in a daze.

Occasionally, some people say that this kind of jade ring finger is stained with blood to form this texture. Of course, this is just a mysterious statement.

The ring was regarded as a relic and was given to her by the lawyer in charge of Shen Yichen's will.

It turned out that it wasn't an illusion, it was that he was really by her side all the time, but she couldn't see it...

She didn't know where this was, and she didn't know who the man who suddenly appeared was. She only knew that goodbye was parting.

Shen Yichen can only accompany himself here, and cannot continue to store it.

"I have notified your family to pick you up, and it is estimated that they will find you here in two days." Before he left, he said, "You can take care of yourself."

"Wait a minute." Song Qingyue called to stop him, "I don't know your name yet."

"Me? Qiao Chen."

Qiao Chen turned around and stood in the yard looking at her, with gentle and distant mountain eyebrows, clear and warm eyebrows, his eyes lingered on her face, "Don't force it, this fate is what you forced, you can only force it." Come here, you should also let go."

"..." Forced...

She knew that Shen Yichen had left.

This time, he left completely.

Although it was unbelievable, the facts were in front of her, and she couldn't tolerate her disbelief. Shen Yichen was still attached to her after his death. Now he should go to the world where he should go.

When Jin Jingyu came to pick her up, it was already three days later.

He told himself that Shen Shaorong was dead, and everything she had done had been exposed. Of course, Su Qianmo was the accomplice. Now Su Qianmo has fled after hearing the news, and the police are still searching.

As for Ning Xiaoyuan...

He was sentenced to five years in prison with no other punishment.

Song Qingyue let out a long and gentle breath, "Ah Yu, do you believe that there is really such a thing as reincarnation in this world?"

She asked this question inexplicably, and Jin Jingyu lowered her eyes and said, "Believe it."

"I don't believe it, but now I really want to believe it." She urgently needs to find a beautiful idea to put her feelings that have no place to rest.

If there is reincarnation, maybe she still has a chance to meet Shen Yichen again.

In this life, they wasted too much time. In the next life, they hope to have a stable life.

About half a year later, Su Qianmo was arrested and brought to justice, but she didn't care about these things anymore.

It's just that Tang Shaohan came to her once, and he said, "I didn't know that she would still have such delusions. If I had known that she would be harmful to you, I would never condone and give her a chance. I'm sorry, I... "

"You don't need to apologize to me, you didn't do anything wrong." Song Qingyue replied coldly.

She couldn't remember the specific details, but she only remembered Tang Shaohan saying, "Do you still have to keep the festival for him? Don't you plan to find someone to live with again in this life?"

She really thought about it, and it was the truth.

But she didn't have the ability to start again, maybe what she experienced was so memorable that she couldn't cut out the part of the heart that was engraved with the words Shen Yichen.

She didn't answer, and stubbornly walked on the road she thought was right without hesitation.

After Shen Shaorong's death, it seemed that everything had settled down. Only Song Qingyue knew that her heart had already turned into a frenzy.

In the same year that Shen Shaorong died, Yu Ziqin also died, and it is said that she was frozen to death.

When she was 35 years old, Shen Qingzong died of illness, and only Shen Zhiyuan was left in the Shen family.

When Shen Qingzong was dying, he took her hand and told her, "I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for that child Yichen. Now I don't have the face to see Zhipei, child, I'm sorry for you, don't be stubborn anymore, I see Jin Jing That's right, you should marry him! It will also save Yi Chen from worrying about you."

No, if she marries Ah Yu, Yichen will not feel at ease.

He is such a selfish person, he would rather she be alone for the rest of her life than want her to live with other men.

But Song Qingyue didn't refute Shen Qingzong, and only hummed lightly.

Shen Qingzong seemed to know that she was just perfunctory, and lamented at length, and gradually let go of the wrinkled and brown-spotted hand that was holding her, his cloudy eyes were unable to close.

When he died, he was painless and extremely peaceful. Song Qingyue's heart was filled with soreness. From now on, she would be the only one left in the Shen family.

She never married, and Jin Jingyu seemed to be in conflict with her, and he never married.

Song Qingyue didn't want to see him die without any offspring or a family, so she persuaded him to find a woman to start a family early, but he said, "Why did I look for it? The woman I don't like looks like an eyesore, and the one I like is so stubborn that I don't want to marry." Me, since this is the case, I might as well be alone and feel at ease."

He was not willing to look for it, and it was useless for Song Qingyue to be anxious, and as time passed, she didn't bother to care about him.

In the following decades, her life was ordinary and peaceful, but... very lonely, and she couldn't let others into her heart.

Every year, she goes to the United States to visit Shen Yichen.

Until Shen Zhiyuan grew up and was able to take over the company, Song Qingyue pushed all the burden of the company to Shen Zhiyuan and moved to the United States.

Song Qingyue's life was not long, and her worries and thoughts were entangled in her heart. Over the years, her health became worse and worse.

When I was in my fifties, I was almost a lingering sick bed, unable to get up.

Wrinkles on the face are layered and deep, with brown spots and spots, and it has long since lost its original appearance and beauty.

The person who took care of her was always Jin Jingyu. Whenever Song Qingyue wanted to say something, Jin Jingyu would joke, "I owe you what I owe, and it's better to pay it off in this lifetime, so as not to keep entanglement in the future."

She couldn't wait for the time when her hair turned gray. That night, Song Qingyue, who had been in a state of confusion, suddenly became sober.

She knew that her time had come.

Wanting to leave decently, put on clean clothes, wanted to leave without telling others, but ran into Jin Jingyu who was guarding the corridor.

He took good care of himself, but he couldn't get rid of the marks that the years had carved on his face.

"Are you going to find him?"

"Um…"

"I'll take you."

He helped Song Qingyue to go out, and said with a joke, "You see, I am the one who will grow old with you. When you are faltering and full of flowers, I will be the one who will be by your side. Tell me, why don't you Will you marry me?"

"Maybe... no fate." Song Qingyue's voice was as rough as an old woman's.

The two were chatting one after another, and Jin Jingyu helped her to the cemetery.

It was still early, and the sky was as dark as ink.

When they reached Shen Yichen's tomb, Song Qingyue lowered her body and reached out to caress the stone tablet engraved with Shen Yichen's name.

"Ah Yu, thank you for bringing me to him."

"Don't thank me, I don't really want to bring you here." Jin Jingyu glanced at her and said again, "Okay, let's chat."

He gave up the place to Song Qingyue, and he stood far away, staring at Song Qingyue, who was hunched over for a moment, his eyes were soaked.

He always thought that no matter how stubborn Song Qingyue was in this life, he would have a way to make Song Qingyue come out of Shen Yichen's shadow, but she didn't. Until now, Song Qingyue has not been able to forget Shen Yichen.

Years of companionship failed to make Song Qingyue accept herself. How stubborn this woman must be to persevere for decades.

The cool wind was blowing, and the air was filled with a thin, sticky mist of moisture.

She simply sat down, sitting silent for a long time.

In fact, she didn't know what to say anymore. It seemed that after such a large part of her life, recalling the past now was like watching a movie. The story was about other people, only occasionally touched.

"I've been guarding the Shen family for so many years, and now I'm tired, and I can finally take a good rest. Tell me, this time I left so late, is it possible for us to meet again?"

In the quiet and empty cemetery, there was only the rustling of leaves blown by the wind. She snorted lightly, "I seem a little tired after walking so far."

"I'll sleep for a while, call me at dawn, okay?"

……

The sky was getting bright, and the first ray of dawn pierced through the thick clouds, and the light and warm light fell on the peaceful sleeping face.

Jin Jingyu looked at her peaceful and gentle eyes, and said softly, "It's dawn." But you won't wake up again.

He knew that Song Qingyue walked very quietly and left without a sound, and also knew that all of this was what she wanted, and there was nothing else he could do except to stay where he was and guard.

"In the next life, I will definitely find you before him."

……

The warm sunlight penetrates the gaps in the leaves and falls on the ground. The light is clear and fragmented, and the mottled and beautiful apertures reflect the magnificent light.

A gentle breeze blew past, dispelling the heat, the verdant leaves swayed with the wind, and the shadows on the ground began to sway.

Stepping on the thin light, wearing earplugs in his ears, the person who looked down at the phone did not hear the exclamation behind him.

With a "bang", it was knocked down to the ground, and the bird perched on the tree was disturbed and flapped its wings and flew away.

"Can't you hear me? I told you to get out of the way!"

She ignored the yelling people, her knees hit the ground and her skin was scorchingly painful, and she picked up the knocked-out books in her hands one by one.

Suddenly, a slender white hand like suet jade appeared in the line of sight.

Looking up along the hand, she blinked her eyes, and the other's deep eyes reflected the stars of the sun, which were extremely bright and brilliant.

She blushed and whispered, "Thank you..."

"You're welcome." He smiled, returned the book to her, and picked up the student ID card on the ground.

"Song Qingyue, Department of Computer Science." The low-mellow voice sounds very comfortable, just a few words are read like a lover's whisper, and the ending is slightly longer, which seems to be a bit lingering.

"Qingyue, are you alright?"

From a distance, someone called her, and the person squatting in front of her with legs bent, slightly narrowed his eyes to look at the person not far away, and asked, "Your boyfriend?"

"No... no, he is my neighbor's son, Ah Yu."

"Oh."

"That..." Qing Mou turned slightly, looked at the other party cautiously, with an imperceptible pleading, "Can I ask your name?"

He bent his lips and smiled lightly, "Shen Yichen, from the Department of Computer Science, is your senior."

"Senior, you look familiar, have we met?"

He patted the top of her head with a smile, his laughter was clear and hearty, "Elementary school girl, if you want to chase boys, you need to practice a lot, the way to strike up a conversation is too old-fashioned."

Song Qingyue's fair face was dyed a light pink. Song Qingyue was in distress when she heard Jin Jingyu's impatient words, "Are you finished? Are you going or not?"

As he spoke, he strode over and pulled Song Qingyue up, "Where did you fall?"

"foot…"

"Does it hurt?"

Under the eyes of the other party wanting to eat people, she said weakly, "It hurts..."

He let go of his hand, and immediately pulled up the boy who had bumped into Song Qingyue, "Riding is so fierce, so hurry to reincarnate, don't you? Do you use this thing as a bicycle, and use it as an airplane?" open?"

Jin Jingyu was so aggressive that he wanted to hit someone, but he felt disgusted when he saw the other party's obedience, so he pushed him away forcefully, "Get out, don't let me see you again!"

The other party scrambled and ran away holding the car, glanced at Song Qingyue, and glanced at Shen Yichen from the corner of his eye, "I tell you, this person is mine!"

"Oh." He raised his long eyebrows, stretched out his long hands, and wrapped them around Song Qingyue's shoulders, "Then from now on, she will be mine."

Ignoring Jin Jingyu, he turned his head to look at her, his eyes seemed to have penetrated the glitzy world, looking straight into the depths of her eyes, "I think we have met before, maybe in a dream, maybe it was a predestined relationship in the previous life, in this life meet."

……

In the vast sea of ​​people, the chance of encountering each other is one in a billion, and the chance of knowing and loving each other is even slimmer.

Fortunately, the gears of fate turn, time travels, we go round and round, and we finally meet again.

I changed my name, changed my identity, and didn't forget the promise I made. I came back to your world with a single obsession and courage.

So Shen Yichen, forgetting you is the subject of my life. I have spent decades and I have not been able to hand in a perfect answer. In this life, I want to ask you to walk with me to find the answer.

(End of this chapter)