I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 198 Jin Jingyu - Meeting is as good as knowing each other
When I met Song Qingyue for the first time, she was still a little girl, and I ran out because of family affairs, so I happened to meet her.

Holding the bear puppet, he staggered and walked behind the person. His short legs made small steps, and he couldn't catch up with the adult in front.

The old woman seemed to dislike her walking slowly, so she raised her hand and hit her hard.

I thought she would cry, but I didn't expect that she would hold back and not cry.

I suddenly became curious about her. How could an older child not be scared to cry in front of a vicious adult?

I have seen a lot of ladies from aristocratic families who are dressed up like little princesses, but rarely see such tough little girls like Xiaocao, so I can't help but follow behind them.

Seeing her being locked up in the dark, dilapidated kiln house with my own eyes, and seeing the old woman leave, I approached, stepped on the wooden box, climbed to the window, and saw the person curled up at the foot of the bed.

I called her, but she just glanced at me, her eyes were watery, translucent, and as black as ink.

Her eyes were full of guard, she lowered her head and ignored me.

I don't mind either, I just feel sorry for the little girl.

For several days, I didn't see anyone come to deliver meals, nor did I see anyone visit her.

I was afraid that she would starve to death, so I ran to the small shop to steal food, secretly gave it to her, and handed it to her through the window.

At first, she didn't seem to believe me and refused to approach me. I had no choice but to say, "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you. Here, look, I'm here to bring you food. Are you hungry?"

She seemed to be really hungry, she stared at the thing in my hand without blinking her small eyes, stood up tremblingly, and walked over with short legs.

She took the things from my hand and said crisply, "Thank you brother."

At that time, I felt a warm feeling in my heart. If this was my younger sister, I would definitely pamper her and give her all that the ladies of the family have.

Since then, I have sent her things every day, and she has become more and more dependent on me, often smiling sweetly when she sees me coming.

That night, I inadvertently saw the old woman come and bring a man with mischievous eyebrows.

I heard their conversation, and they said, "Brother Wang, look at how good this girl is, she is so pretty, she will be pretty when she grows up."

"No, this girl is too small."

"Hey! Look at what you said, this little girl is five years old now, what's so young? If it were in the past, she would have to be allowed to marry when she was a teenager. Maybe there will be someone who likes girls or wants to raise children and brides-in-law. ?”

The man named Brother Wang thought for a while, looked at the person in the window from time to time, and then said, "That's it, I want this girl, and I'll come and pick her up tomorrow."

"Okay! Brother Wang, look at the money..."

"This is [-]. I've bought this girl, and I'll take her away tomorrow." He handed over a thick stack of money to the woman, and the two left slowly.

I froze on the spot like a slap in the face.

sold?Be a child bride?
Does that mean I will never see her again?
No, this is the person I want, how can he be taken away?
I was in a hurry, and climbed up on the wooden box to pry the window. I didn't care about my hand being pricked by the wooden thorn. I pushed the window open, and I jumped into the house. Seeing her struggling big eyes, I said, "You Auntie is going to sell you, so come with me."

I was very nervous, I was afraid that she would not go with me, and if that old woman found out, I might not be able to get away either.

But to my surprise, she agreed.

Handed the little meaty hand to my palm, although she didn't speak, her eyes were full of trust in me.

I swear, I will take good care of her in my life, I took her away, but I never thought I would lose her...

I ran out with her, and when I heard the old woman still yelling to find them, I grabbed her hand and kept running.

At the end of the run, both of them were weak and collapsed. I laughed at her, "I didn't expect you to be able to run so well."

In fact, she couldn't run very far, and had been holding on.

The little face was flushed red, and he was panting heavily.

I wasn't much better either, lying limp on the ground, leaning on rest.

Suddenly, his hands were warm.

Holding me softly, she looked at me worriedly and said, "Brother, does your hand hurt? There's a lot of blood..."

She was not good-looking at all, dirty, she hadn't bathed or changed clothes for a long time, and her face was covered with black and gray dirt, but I thought she was the cutest and most beautiful girl I had ever seen at that time.

Her eyes are bright, clean and penetrating, and she can see to the end at a glance.

I smiled, "It doesn't hurt, my name is Jin Jingyu, and I will be your brother from now on, and I will protect you."

She grinned, a sweet smile.

When I first saw her, her face was full of flesh, but now it was cleared, and her chin showed a beautiful tip.

When I saw her smile, I laughed too.

She always likes to chase after my ass and call me, "Brother Yu."

After all these years, I still remember the little girl who ran behind me, called me brother Yu, and smiled sweetly at me.

But I lost her, I said I would protect her, but I didn't keep my promise.

Knowing that she was adopted, I was very disappointed and ran behind the car. I wanted her to get down, and I wanted to tell her that I could protect her too. As long as she came home with me, I could protect her as well.

The housekeeper came to me, and he told me, "Young master, you can't even protect yourself, can you still protect her? Now the house is in a mess, if the young master doesn't go back, I'm afraid there will be no young master in the Jin family in the future." position."

The housekeeper is very loyal, he is a good helper by my father's side.

I know good advice is harsh, but I don't want anything, I said, "I don't want to go back! If you don't have it, you don't have it, I don't care about it at all!" If it was a rare thing, I wouldn't run out of Jin's house.

"I know you are not rare, but if you are nothing and have nothing, how can you get back that lady? Even if you get her back, can you ensure that she has no worries for the rest of her life, food and clothing?"

"Since you like her very much, you should earn a good future, so that you can give her a better life. Only when you are strong, no one will be able to separate you."

If I had known that she would fall in love with Shen Yichen, I would not have left even if I died.

When I found her, she was married and pregnant.

I looked at her from a distance, and suddenly felt confused. What is the point of me doing all this?
Her world no longer needs me, and there is no place for me in her life.

I follow her every day, seeing her full of longing for the child in her womb, and seeing her happy smile, I feel timid and dare not approach her.

Watch her from a distance, follow her.

Until she had a miscarriage, that night, I saw her prostrate on the ground, pulling my trouser legs, with blood all over her body, her breath was like gossamer, she begged me, "Please, save my child, please help me I…"

I took her to the hospital and left the hospital before she came out.

I can't wait to kill those bastards and search for them all over the city.

In the end, I found them in a small house in an abandoned alley. If Mo Zhengkai hadn't stopped them, he would have killed them long ago.

I took her to the police station, and I dare not go to the hospital to see her.

It was also from there that I learned that her husband didn't love her at all, if it wasn't for that man who put her down halfway, she wouldn't have such a thing!
That bastard ruined the person I want to cherish the most.

I saw her getting thinner and thinner day by day, I saw her becoming more silent day by day, I was anxious but helpless.

Later, when I saw her go to a psychiatrist for consultation, I remembered how to contact her.

I replaced her attending doctor and talked to her through the screen every day, enlightening her and comforting her.

Listening to her talk about the pain in her heart, listening to her talk about her past, I want to take her away more and more.

She was unhappy, not at all.

I don't know what my girl went through during the years I was looking for her, and I don't even know that she was bullied, ridiculed, and even beaten when I was living a rich life.

I thought that if she was taken away, she would be happier than in the orphanage, but no, no one around her could protect her, and she was always alone.

I told Mo Zhengkai that I wanted to take her away, but he disagreed. He said, "Are you crazy? Take her back now, and you don't want to see what the hell your house looks like now! Make sure she goes back with you like this , won't there be any problems?"

"I will protect her."

"Come on, you're thinking about flying before your wings are full? Don't talk about her, you can't even protect yourself. If you don't stand up quickly, your father's share will definitely be divided by others."

When I think about it, what he said is right, I can't even protect myself now, let alone want to protect Song Qingyue.

In the end, I gave in, I didn't take her with me, and I didn't show her face.

After five years of dormancy, I returned to Bincheng.

The first thing to do when you set foot on this land is to find her.

Seeing her recovered and doing better than five years ago gave me peace of mind.

I know that man's name is Shen Yichen, and I also know that he has trouble with other women.

This kind of person is not worthy of having her. Since he doesn't like her, then give it back to me. I will take good care of her and make up for the debts of these years.

I had a showdown with the man, who was better and more elusive than I had imagined.

In several confrontations, I failed to solve his obstacle as I wished.

I bet him, bet on Song Qingyue's heart.

As long as she favors me, I will take her away without hesitation.

Can…

I miscalculated and overestimated myself.

Song Qingyue has always refused to leave Shen Yichen's side. I once asked her, "Why are you unhappy by his side and still refuse to leave?"

"It's because of the pain. Whenever I think of him, here" she pointed at her heart, "it will hurt. How can I forget him like this?"

She told me that happiness is short-lived, like fireworks, but scars will not, even if time goes by, there will still be scars.

She said that she had long since lost the courage to come out, and would rather stay in her shell than come out.

Song Qingyue used her whole life to prove to me how persistent her love is. I guarded her all my life, and she didn't let go until she died.

After she died, I also lost motivation and didn't know what the point of being alive was.

In a plane crash, I left this world with her memory in mind.

At the moment when the soul left the body, I saw the past as if I was on a horse. The scenes were vivid and close in front of my eyes. I still remember the voice she called, "Brother Yu" decades ago.

Actually... I just want to hear her call me again, "Ah Yu."

(End of this chapter)