Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 219
Is Lan Kong's own heart still in his body?

There are too many shattered pieces in my hands, but a little bit of shattered heart in my body, won't it hurt me like this?

Yuci in her arms closed her eyes, and Lan Kong could no longer feel Yuci's caring gaze, nor could she see Yuci's smile anymore.

From now on, I am no different from before, Yuci died, and my friends are gone.Does everything else really matter?

Yuci's life is because of his own death, and Yuci's ending is also caused by himself. Even remorse and self-blame can't make Lan Kong feel a little better.When Yuci's arm naturally hangs down from Lan Kong's arms, maybe Lan Kong's life is also doomed.

Yuci's death may have no effect on anyone in the palace, because all the influence has been placed on Lan Kong alone.

This chain of friendship still exists, but this chain is no longer by Lan Kong's side.Because the other owner of the chain has left this world and will not come back.

This chain symbolizes the affectionate friendship between Yuci and Blue Space, because Yuci interprets the meaning of friendship with life, so the chain will always exist.But also because Yuci's life has come to an end, the chain will no longer follow Lan Kong.

Lan Kong didn't dare to accept this chain of friendship anymore, because it was Lan Kong who killed him, and he would die only if he resigned.

This chain is still indestructible, even a little more rigid and strong, as if some protective measures are superimposed on the chain.

But no matter how perfect the chain is, it loses its original meaning.This chain seems to be preserved in Lan Kong's memory forever, and that memory also carries the memory of Yuci, but the chain can be preserved, but the memory is not something you can preserve if you want to.

Preservation means remembering only rarely.But for the matter of Yuci's death, Lan Kong couldn't save it.

The happy memories of Yuci and Yuci in the past can be preserved, but Lan Kong will always remember the memory of this incident clearly. Lan Kong will not choose to keep it. .

In this plan with many variables, the only constant seems to be the ending of Yuci.It's just, why when Yu Ci left, her eyes were still so gentle. She was afraid, but she didn't blame, and she couldn't even see the slightest regret.

"Why, the eyes that Yuci gave me when he was dying were all saying that I don't blame myself." Lan Kong really wanted to ask Yuci, but Yuci's body in his arms became cold, as if all the temperature going to disappear.

In fact, Lan Kong now feels that if Yuci gave him a look of blame before, maybe Lan Kong would not be so painful.But why in Yuci's eyes, what Lan Kong read is still willing, why, why?
Back then, you saved Yuci by yourself, did you choose to repay Yuci with your life?

Yuci, you are more concerned than I am, in fact, I am the one who deserves to be damned, not you.In this plan we expected, you know, the last thing I want to complete step by step is your ending.

But, I am incompetent, I am selfish, I am hypocritical, all the plans have been disrupted, but the ending we imagined for you has not changed.Moreover, it also added a lot of sadness factors.

Because of Yuci, you died in my arms, and the reason for your death was so tragic.You died because of excessive bleeding, loss of blood.

This is a very cruel way to die, because Yuci will feel the feeling of every drop of blood flowing out of his body.

Although, this might not be the way Sheng Wanyu and Su Changmo wanted to let Yuci die, but they unintentionally urged Yuci to die like this.

The death of Yuci was an endless pain, and Lan Kong really couldn't bear it.

Why, Yuci is still dead?Why, I am willing to use my life to save Yuci, but I am still unable to save the situation?Why, Yuci still does this for herself?
"Yuci, am I, Lan Kong, really worthy of your doing this for me?" Lan Kong would always ask this question.

But the feeling of asking each time is not as unforgettable as this time, because this time this question can only be kept in my heart forever, and I can't ask it again.Even if asked, there will never be an answer.

At the beginning, Lan Kong saved Yuci, but now he killed Yuci with his own hands. Such a situation seemed to make Lan Kong regret that he rescued Yuci.

Because maybe if Lan Kong is not saved, there may not be someone who will lend a helping hand to Yuci after him.Moreover, if I didn't save Yuci at that time, maybe Yuci would not agree to help me because of kindness now, and maybe Yuci would not die.

The self that day was out of kindness and felt very pitiful, so he saved Yuci.But if he could foresee the scene of Yuci dying for himself today, maybe Lan Kong would not have saved Yuci at all.

Although Yuci's situation at that time may not be better than now, as long as someone saves her, she can still live.But today, Yuci's life came to a hasty end on this peaceful day.

Yuci still has too many things to explain, Yuci still has elderly parents who need to be filial, Yuci still has many beautiful dreams that have not yet been realized, why did Yuci die like this?What exactly is this for?
"Because of myself." This is what Lan Kong said to himself.

The heavy rain that day was really similar to today, but why the same scene, the same picture, and even the same heavy rain, the result is the opposite.

That day, Lan Kong rescued Yuci, but today, Lan Kong killed Yuci.

Yuci's life is not so much lost because of the plan, but rather because of himself.

Lan Kong regretted saving Yuci before, maybe without the kindness of that day, there would be no friendship in the future. As long as Yuci survived the crisis of that day, maybe he is still a living person until now, not a gradually changing body. cold corpse.

Although during this period of time, the magic power of friendship is really great, Yuci and Lankong have a good and happy life because of each other.

But in this short period of time, Yuci's life was ruined, which is not worth the loss.

It was a good thing that Yuci's concern for him strengthened his friendship, but since when did such friendship give Yuci a feeling of repaying him?

Since when did such a friendship become a thread that would lead to the end of life?When did my own selfishness and hypocrisy become the direct factors that killed Yuci?When did everything turn into the scene I least wanted to see?
(End of this chapter)