Leng Wang Yu's Wife: The Concubine of the Black Belly

Chapter 220 Clear truth
When did it all start?

When did I start my exploration of Yuci?When did I start the test of Yuci?When did I start to become so hypocritical and selfish?

Lan Kong didn't know why in this plan, she designed Sheng Wanyu and the chief eunuch, but even Yuci was one of the people who designed it.

If I had a little hesitation at that time, would I and Yuci be living well at this moment.Instead of kneeling on the ground by herself, holding Yuci's body in her arms.

Looking at Yuci's appearance when he left, Yuci died in pain, but Yuci's expression did not show any struggle or pain, and he felt relatively peaceful.

Even the fear of Yuci before was closed with the eyes, and I couldn't feel the emotions that Yuci used to have.Yuci's face is still transparent, maybe the blood will never come back.Just like the life of Yuci, there is only this once in a lifetime, if you miss it, it will be gone.

Yuci's hair is very soft, but why does Lan Kong touch her hair now, but it feels a little prickly, not smooth, and very rough.

The wind sometimes mischievously blows up Yuci's hair, and sometimes it blows onto her face, and then stays there.But it will also blow with the wind, the hair will flutter, and finally return to the place where many hairs are.

However, Yuci will not have any response, whether it is wind or people, Yuci will not make any response anymore.

Yuci's smile disappeared with Yuci's departure, maybe it was the last nostalgia in Lan Kong's heart.Yuci's face may leave a deep impression on Lan Kong's heart, Lan Kong will remember Yuci's face in his life, maybe this is the last basis for Lan Kong's longing.

Yuci may seldom smile to others, but to himself, smiling is also an aspect of relieving the haze in Lan Kong's heart.Yuci's smile is very natural, and sometimes he smiles reluctantly, but Lan Kong can still tell the difference between forced and natural.

So, knowing that Yuci had a natural and friendly smile several times.Every time Yuci smiles, it will always make the watching Lan Kong feel that there is something worth looking forward to.Perhaps, this is the charm of the smile itself.

The bigger the arc of Yuci's mouth every time, the brighter her smile becomes, and the more joyful it is.

Lan Kong still remembered the poignant smile Yuci saw in the Royal Garden a few hours ago. It was obviously not the last time we met, but why this time was the last time we met.

Lan Kong still remembers the poignant beauty of that smile.Yuci smiled brightly, but there was a storm behind him. Coupled with Yuci's willingness to die for the plan at the time, it was desolate and beautiful.

At that time, Yuci and Lan Kong also said that they hoped that this time, there would be dangers too.But what happened?Is there a danger?

No, but with Yu Ci and Lan Kong's conjecture, it entered a sad ending.

Lan Kong felt Yuci's death, looked at Yuci's body, and could no longer care about where he was at the moment, Lan Kong's voice seemed to want to pull Yuci back from the world of death.

The voice of every sentence is so loud, with a cry of emotion.

Sheng Wanyu, Su Changmo, and Shangguan Mu didn't stop Lan Kong's voice from hitting his ears, and just listened to Lan Kong's low and sad cry.

These words carried a strong reluctance to leave Yuci, but they were powerless.If Yuci can still see Lan Kong's tears at this moment, and hear Lan Kong's heartbreaking hope that he will come back to life, maybe Yuci will be reluctant to leave.

But, why did Yuci ever want to die so early?It's just that her life cannot be controlled by her.

Last year, she survived, but this year she has nowhere to escape.Is it really fated that Yuci will die at such a young age?

Lan Kong didn't know, what Lan Kong knew was that Yuci was dead, really dead.

And maybe all Lan Kong can do now is cry and shout, but everyone knows in their hearts that this is useless.A dead person is dead, even if she just died, but she is also dead.

Why is the rain outside much smaller, why?
Does the sound of the rain follow Yuci's life?The sound of the rain before was so noisy, making people feel how bad the rain is, but why is the rain less when Yuci died.

When Yuci was tortured just now, the sound of rain was still deafening, and the thunder was even louder.Is it a symbol of Yuci's life?

But now there is less rain, and the sound of the rain is quieter. Did Yuci die in his beautiful years?

This rain is really similar to that day, but Yuci's life was lost in the rain that day, but today it was lost in Nianwan Palace.

"Yuci, you don't blame me, but do you know? I blame myself, I blame myself so much!"

Lan Kong shouted loudly, saying this to Yuci's corpse, but Yuci only faced Lan Kong's fierce reaction in a calm state.

Compared with the two, Yuci seems to be much calmer.But in fact, Yuci wished that he could have a strong reaction, but he didn't have the ability.

Lan Kong also knew it, but it was because of knowing that the pain was unbearable, wasn't it?
It seems that if there is no one to stop Lan Kong's crying, there will be no time to stop.And Su Changmo seemed to be tired of such noisy noises, so he said to Lan Kong, "Blame yourself? If you knew today, why bother?"

Su Changmo's words seemed to be saying a truth that everyone knew, but it also seemed to be adding salt to the wound, making Lan Kong's wound heal better.

However, what Su Changmo said was not wrong at all.Since I regretted it, why did I only think about myself at that time, and didn't think about resignation?If you think about it, why do you still insist on completing the plan, regardless of the life and death of your friend Yuci?

Since I decided to do that at the time, why didn't I be more frank, and don't cry and regret it now?

Since the plan at that time was still decided to go ahead, it shouldn't be heartbroken now, because it was what I expected, wasn't it?
In fact, it is a very clear truth.

Now that you have done this, don't regret it.Since I regretted it, I shouldn't have chosen to complete the plan in the first place.

Many people know this similar truth, but they are always disturbed by things.I always hope that both can be done, but the result is very likely that the gain is not worth the loss, it is regret, sadness and pain, and regret for a lifetime.

Lan Kong has tasted this taste now.

(End of this chapter)