Newlyweds are not lonely

Chapter 182 He Has Decided To Let Go
Han Yuxin's sharp question caused Ling Yuyao's face to change slightly, and he felt a sharp pain in his heart!

He never thought that six years ago, a mistake he made would lead to heart-piercing pain six years later!

He looked at Han Yuxin, with deep pain in his eyes, as well as tenderness and apology, and he said slowly: "I'm sorry, I never thought about being with Xiaorou... I'm engaged to her, I just want to annoy you ...The woman I have loved in my heart all these years has always been you, and she is like a younger sister to me now."

With some contempt and disdain, Han Yuxin raised the corners of his eyes and looked at him coldly: "Sister? I'm afraid she won't think so!!!"

She knew Jiang Xiaorou, she was not a person who gave up easily.

"I'll make it clear to her..." Ling Yuyao looked at her with biting sadness in his expression, and stretched out his hand. He wanted to touch her cheek, but she pushed him away fiercely.

"Are you really rejecting me like that?"

Ling Yuyao's absent-minded eyes stared at her with a helpless and sad tone, like a lonely and lost child.

"Are you really not willing to give me another chance?"

Han Yuxin squinted his eyes, trying to stabilize his wavering heart.

"Ling Yuyao, now, I have to tell you, six years ago, I almost wanted to commit suicide, how can I forgive easily? Besides, you always push me to the position of a sinner, don't you? I don't like this Sway left and right, I don’t like to be on two boats, I’m not you!”

"But you were my wife once!"

Ling Yuyao couldn't control it anymore, he stretched out his hands and hugged her violently, greedily inhaled the fragrance of her hair, the smell of powder didn't cover her body fragrance that made him obsessed and intoxicated, he Still intoxicated by her own fresh breath, she said in a deep voice: "Yu Xin, do you know? I already know it now. I misunderstood you back then. Xiaorou has been lying to me and you all the time. We fell into her tricks! She exhausted her mind and set up many schemes, interlocking to create our misunderstanding. I am so stupid! I actually believed her, not you..."

"I admit, this is my weakness. I actually trust a scheming woman, and I don't trust the person I love the most! I will never do this again, but Yuxin, I was wrong, and I am willing to repent , but, are you willing to give me another chance?"

Before he finished speaking, there was a knock on the door suddenly. Han Yuxin broke away from Ling Yuyao's arms, gave him a cold look and said, "Mr. Ling, please pay attention to the occasion!"

Then, he raised his voice and asked, "Who?"

"It's me, Yuxin!"

The gentle, magnetic and charming voice of the man outside the door turned out to be Nan Lichuan.

Han Yuxin stood up, opened the door, and saw Nan Lichuan standing outside the door, holding a large bouquet of fiery red roses, reflecting Han Yuxin's face was also intoxicatingly red.

There was a gentle sparkle in her eyes, and she said slowly: "Your company is so busy, why did you come over to visit my class?"

"Yeah! I heard Director Ren said that you did a good job, so I came here to express my condolences to you. I also brought your favorite tiramisu!"

Then, Nan Lichuan opened an exquisite small box, and sure enough, inside was a piece of yellow-orange orange, an exquisite cake that made people's index finger move, exuding the charming aroma of honey.

"This is my favorite!" Han Yuxin's bright smile slowly bloomed like petals: "Then I won't be polite!"

She turned her head, looked at Ling Yuyao who was standing aside, and raised her voice to Nan Lichuan: "Why don't we go out to eat, Mr. Ling is still here, we don't want to disturb his time alone..."

"Hey, Yuxin, you don't have to be so polite! Now that you are the leading roles in a play, it's not good to be too unfamiliar!"

Instead, Nan Lichuan came out in a very gentlemanly manner, put the bouquet of red roses in front of Han Yuxin's dressing table, and walked towards Ling Yuyao himself.

Stretching out his hand, he smiled gently: "Boss Ling, long time no see!"

Ling Yuyao squinted his eyes, and there was a dangerous light in his phoenix eyes. He stretched out a hand, but stopped abruptly one centimeter away from Nanlichuan.

"What? Mr. Ling, you don't want to shake my hand?"

Nan Lichuan spoke.

Han Yuxin pursed her lips, feeling complicated in her heart...

The two of them face each other at this moment, what will happen?

And what happened to my mood at this moment?
Ling Yuyao looked at Nan Lichuan thoughtfully for a while, and suddenly a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

The smile was very complicated, mixed with some admiration and appreciation, but also a kind of cold alienation, he said slowly: "Just because you won this round doesn't mean you can win until the end! Brother Nan Lichuan."

Nan Lichuan also smiled indifferently: "Mr. Ling, I don't know if you have heard a sentence. If you keep focusing on the distant goal, you will forget the beautiful scenery on the roadside. For me, the final outcome may not be The most important, and more important, is to take every step! Taste the fresh air, the sweet scent of flowers, the chirping of birds, and hold the hands of those around you..."

"Sure enough, Mr. Nan is wise, wise, mature and gentle. He is the perfect choice for every woman's dream lover! It's like a diamond polished by time and carved to perfection. Ling is really ashamed of himself!"

"Mr. Ling, why should you be so self-effacing!" Nan Lichuan's smiling eyes seemed to have a deep meaning, "Mr. Ling, your vigor, your self-confidence, your indomitable passion, and your willingness to die together, I am very impressed." I admire you! It's a pity that my personality doesn't allow me to fly like moths into a flame...!"

"What's the use of moths in flames?" Ling Yuyao's tone was bleak, "The reason why moths are in flames is because they think fire is warm, and fire loves it. If fire is cold, Then, even if moths are willing to throw themselves into the fire, they probably don't have that motivation!"

His handsome smile, with a sense of loneliness, cast his eyes on the woman in the corner over there...

Yes, he was too gullible, he was too confident, thinking that if he could act in such a play with Han Yuxin, he would be able to win her back.

At this moment, he realized that he had already lost most of the country, and he didn't know if he could regain the lost ground in his life.

He hurt her, hurt too much.

Back then, she was driven to a dead end and almost committed suicide.

If it was my own younger sister, I would definitely support my younger sister not to be with that man again when encountering such a thing.

How can you forgive me lightly?

Ling Yuyao raised his head, put on his coat, straightened his slightly messy hair, and said softly: "Don't disturb the reunion, I'll go first!"

Looking at his lonely back, Han Yuxin asked unconsciously, "Where are you going?"

Ling Yuyao didn't look back, leaned against the door frame, and said softly: "Go to a place where I can forget you!"

Hearing his gentle whispers, but also decisive words with a hint of frost.

Han Yuxin was stunned suddenly, with an unspeakable entanglement in her heart, is she really going to let him go like this?

Do you really want to watch him leave this room, her heart, and her world like this?
Scenes from the past suddenly reappeared in front of my eyes, those tenderness, those whispers, those sworn vows...

Can she forget everything he has done for her, everything he has done for her, everything he has done for her?
She used to think that she could treat all the good things he did to her as just a kind of possession to play with her. For the rest of her life, she would be his prison, and she could not escape.

However, at this moment she was confused...

Is Ling Yuyao really willing to let her go and give her eternal freedom?

Will he really be so generous?
Can he really let her go?

She stared at him blankly, opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything.

Seeing her surprise, Ling Yuyao suddenly pursed his lips and smiled.

That smile, with a sense of relief, seems to be like flowing clouds all over the sky, with the beauty of lakes and mountains.

"Don't worry, I won't pester you anymore. Since you have decided not to forget what happened six years ago, it's useless for me to make amends and atone for my sins! I just hope that you can be happy and bloom like the sun." Smile, that is the best compensation for all the wrong things I did six years ago."

Before he knew it, tears filled his eyes, Han Yuxin stared blankly at the man, and said softly, "Do you really think so?"

"I really think so!" Ling Yuyao's eyes were as gentle as water, without aggression, "Maybe you don't know what I have paid to play this scene with you, but it doesn't matter, this is my willingness Yes, I won't blame you! I just want to know if it is possible for me to win your heart back, but now I know, I have no hope!"

Han Yuxin stared at him blankly, opened his mouth, wanted to say something but couldn't say it...

Ling Yuyao sensitively sensed her thoughts, smiled softly, and that smile was like a spring breeze blowing on his face: "You may want to ask why? Well, Yu Xin, let me tell you, because I suddenly realized that compared to Nan Lichuan, I'm so selfish! He likes you just want you to be happy, silently guarding by your side, when you are lonely, he is the first to come, when you don't need him, he is the first to leave , won’t be your burden. I think he’s much nobler than me, and I’m really... a thing inferior to a beast.”

Han Yuxin was completely stunned now, she never expected Ling Yuyao to say such words.

She admitted that Ling Yuyao was selfish and domineering, sweeping and destroying everything like a raging fire.

As long as the person he wants, as long as he wants something, he can't let the other party escape.

This made her very scared and painful, and she had been disgusted many times, but now, she had to admit that this was almost his greatest charm.

He is like the center of a tornado, everything close to him may be smashed to pieces, but he has such a great charm, attracting people, regardless of their own lives!

Han Yuxin's heart is very complicated... complicated to the extreme, it is empty.Six years ago, maybe I was also attracted by him!
That's why she married him as if possessed by a devil, and embarked on the journey that would never be restored...

But today, Ling Yuyao, who said these words, doesn't seem like him anymore, as if he has seen through everything in the world of mortals, and he no longer insists, no longer demanding, has he really become like this?
Han Yuxin's heart suddenly felt a kind of dust settled silence, perhaps, people always have to mature!

Maybe one day Ling Yuyao will be like Nan Lichuan today, mature, prudent, and silently forbearing. In order to get what he wants, he can lie dormant for a long time, and finally hit it with one blow!
Maybe Ling Yuyao will also become like him, and that kind of him may be more suitable for him today!
It's a pity that they both missed the best opportunity for each other, so, so be it!

Han Yuxin lowered his head so that no one could see the tears in his eyes, and said softly, "Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

"Okay, bye."

Ling Yuyao walked out the door, and several female staff members of the production crew were his fans, and they all raised their autographs to ask him to sign.

In that instant, he seemed to be no longer an all-powerful CEO, but an idol star with many fans. He hastily signed his name with a pleasant expression on his face.

Originally, he was impatient to do these things, but he suddenly remembered that Yuxin often said that he was too domineering, violent, ruthless, and never cared about other people's feelings, so now he decided to try to change himself, even if she would never come back to his side...

rain core.

thank you.

You taught me how to start a new life.

You're right, money can buy many things, but it can't buy people's hearts.

You are right, there is a price to pay for what a person does.

It's you who made me mature.

Discovered the meaning of life.

thank you.

Ling Yuyao got into the car, the phone rang, and the voice over there asked, "Why did you do such a thing? Why did you go against the original plan?"

Ling Yuyao narrowed his eyes and smiled softly: "This is really my true thought. At that moment, I suddenly felt that everything is not important. Gain and loss are just a matter of thought. I am lucky to win, but not to die! When I admit the reality, I feel that everything is easy to accept, this is really the true thought in my heart!"

The voice over there fell silent, and slowly spit out a sentence: "You are right! I am starting to look at you with admiration!"

"You don't have to do this!" Ling Yuyao smiled softly, "Anyway, thank you!"

"I want to thank you!" The voice on the other side of the phone pondered: "You showed me what true love is! I thank you!"

The next day, the crew started working again.

There were several scenes today, all of which passed smoothly. Now this scene is about Zhao Yuyan breaking into Long Tianyao's bedroom at night. She wanted to find the ironclad evidence that led to her subjugation, but was discovered by the vigilant Long Tianyao.

In the dark room, Han Yuxin could hear his breathing behind him. After what he said yesterday, when the two of them looked at each other, there was no longer the feeling of excitement, anxiety, worry, and fear in the past.

Therefore, today's filming went very smoothly.

This is the only game left.

Han Yuxin laughed at herself, what else was she thinking?He has already decided to let go, shouldn't he be glad?

Anyway, I already felt that it was impossible to start over with him again!That's it, that's good too...

However, why did she still feel her heart beating wildly when she played this wonderful passionate scene with him today?
She suddenly thought of a sentence, in this world, only love and coughing can't be hidden from anyone!
Yes, she still loves him!She couldn't deny that she hated him and loved him!

It would be great if I could not hate him, so that I could devote myself wholeheartedly to this love, even if he lied to her again and burnt to ashes with him, I don't care...

It would be great if I didn't love him, so I could turn around and leave in a really cool way!
However, although the two of them have made it clear, the play still needs to go on.

It was as if there was a tacit understanding that everything in the past had turned into ashes.

Two people, even if they meet, they should not know each other.

What kind of pain is this?
At this moment, behind her, Ling Yuyao's familiar voice sounded: "Is it you?"

According to the script, Zhao Yuyan had to turn his head, and looked anxiously at Long Tianyao who was approaching, waiting for an opportunity to escape.

However, at this moment, she seemed to be locked in Ling Yuyao's gaze, and the net was like a small flying insect stuck by this spider web, unable to escape.

Long Tianyao approached Zhao Yuyan slowly, and asked in a dangerous voice, "What are you doing here?"

Han Yuxin bit her lip, and retracted her body into the shadows, "Nothing!"

"You're lying!" He stretched out his hand and pinched her chin, approaching her with a dangerous breath, "Say, what are you looking for here?"

"I didn't find anything! Your Majesty, it's getting late, I'm going back!"

"Don't go." As soon as his hand exerted strength, she was ruthlessly brought into his arms, his breath was still strong, she struggled hopelessly, but he hugged her even tighter, her heart was blurred , let him gently kiss and bite her neck...

The crew next to me couldn't help but click their tongues. Such a passionate performance can be performed without a substitute at all, and it will definitely become a big selling point of this movie.

Han Yuxin felt the heat of Ling Yuyao's body, burning her body through a layer of fabric, her heart...

His heart was desolate, he had already decided to give up on her, so what else would he do?

Today, originally everything can be HOLD.

In the beginning, everything would not be deviant.

Why, can't help being emotional again?
Turning his head, Han Yuxin gently pressed his earlobe in the darkness and said, "Let me go! You've said it all, you're going to let me go..."

Ling Yuyao's voice was low and hoarse, and his fingers gently stroked her skin, her nose bridge, her lips, her collarbone, her shoulder line, her slender waist, and slid across her skin. He whispered softly in his ear:

"I let you go, I will always let you go, I won't disturb your life again, please accompany me to finish this scene, okay? Let me relive the feeling of when we were most in love, okay? Well, let me recall my life, so that the decades to come will not be too desperate, and there is always something to cherish, let me chew slowly and savor..."

Tears welled up in Han Yuxin's eyes unexpectedly, and she said slowly, "Don't do this! Since you have already decided to leave, why bother to leave such memories? The incident six years ago is already an imprint that can never be erased. Let us forget that we have ever loved! The more you love, the more you hate, it will only make the other party more painful!"

Ling Yuyao looked at her, bent down and gently pressed a kiss on her lips.

This kiss was without desire, clean and white.

Then, Ling Yuyao stood up suddenly and said loudly, "Director Ren, I want NG!"

Ren Zeshi, the assistant director, and all the crew members were fascinated by the performance of these two people from the heart, but when they heard the male lead say that he would take the initiative to NG, Ren Zeshi scratched his head, his head was full of black lines Ask: "Why?"

Ling Yuyao said lightly: "I feel a little uncomfortable..."

Ren Zeshi looked at Ling Yuyao's expression, he was really puzzled by Monk Zhang Er.

Judging from the performance of the two these two people, there is a tendency to rekindle the old relationship, otherwise, Han Yuxin would not be so obedient to have these physical contact with him...

However, why did Ling Yuyao propose to give up when he was about to win back the beauty's heart?

Why not strike while the iron is hot and deliver the coup de grace?
He spent a few hundred million to buy the crown, is he going to give up halfway like this?
Women are all duplicity. As long as he spends a little more time and stalks, at least Han Yuxin can't marry Nan Lichuan. Why can't he persevere at this juncture?
Ling Yuyao raised his eyebrows, looked at Ren Zeshi and said coldly: "I said rest, so I rest! Director Ren, I really can't make this scene right now."

Ren Zeshi whispered: "But...Mr. Ling, the drama is already behind schedule. If the protagonist's drama doesn't continue..."

Ling Yuyao shook his head irritably, and looked at Ren Zeshi impatiently: "I'm not in the mood to act now, otherwise, you can change to a leading actor. A substitute is fine for this kind of passionate scene!"

Ren Zeshi was stunned, wiped the sweat off his face, and could only say: "Okay, let you rest for a while, and come back tomorrow!"

Ling Yuyao hummed, without looking at everyone, he strode out on his own, his figure was so resolute.

Instead, Han Yuxin stayed there alone, feeling a little melancholy in his heart.

Ren Zeshi walked over slowly, patted Han Yuxin on the shoulder, and whispered in her ear, "Yuxin, what happened to President Ling today?"

Han Yuxin shook his head: "Maybe he is angry with me!"

"I think he's angry with himself!" Ren Zeshi shook his head slowly.

"What do you mean?" Han Yuxin looked at him puzzled.

Ren Zeshi thought for a while, then slowly said: "Ling Yuyao... I have known him since he was very young, and sometimes I went to his house to play, so I know his temperament better. Everything requires the best person, this is because his mother gave him too harsh education when he was young, and also because of his personal personality, if he feels that there is no way to do the best in one thing, he will give up! "

With a pale face, Han Yuxin blinked her eyes to express her confusion: "What does it mean to be the best?"

(End of this chapter)