Newlyweds are not lonely

Chapter 184 If I Die, You Forget Me

For her, even if it is swallowed by wind and rain, turned into a stone statue, turned into ashes, and frozen forever, I don't care!

"I've forgiven you!" Han Yuxin's throat was blocked, her voice was a little choked, she tried her best to cling to his body, put her cheek against his, warmed his heartbeat with both hands, trying to warm him A little bit of his body:

"Ling Yuyao, I forgive you! If I forgive you, are you willing to let me go? You have done so much for me, and you have already redeemed your sins! God will not punish you again, so now you don't have to bear any burden. Don't worry, let me go! Your life is much more important than mine. There are many people in this world who rely on you for food. You need to revitalize a company. It is very important. I am just an ordinary woman, even if I disappear in this world It doesn't matter! Many people need you, let me go! You don't have to die with me...forget me, forget me, you still have...you still have a great life..."

Han Yuxin struggled hard, trying to push him away...

Without her weight, Ling Yuyao could swim back to the shore, but with her, they might die together.

Enough is enough.

By this time, she no longer hated him, he couldn't die, if one of them had to die, it should be her.

But Ling Yuyao refused to let go, and the two started arguing in the water!
Han Yuxin used too much force and tore off the sleeve of his coat. Immediately, seeing the wound on his left arm, Han Yuxin's face suddenly turned pale.

Those were some wounds that had healed, winding on his left arm, it felt as if they were stabbed by some sharp object, and there were some blue and black marks mixed in, and it felt like they were stabbed with a water pen...

Those marks look shocking, you can imagine how painful it is to stab them!

Moreover, what surprised her the most, and what made her lose her mind, was that those ugly, messy, hideous scars were vaguely composed of her name...

Han Yuxin was stunned, stretched out his hand to caress those scars, looked at Ling Yuyao's face, tears fell down in big drops.

Her tone changed, and she trembled, asking frantically, "What's going on! How did this happen? How did you hurt yourself like this! How stupid are you!"

"Finally you found out..." Seeing that Han Yuxin had already found out, Ling Yuyao didn't explain anything or cover up anything, and said indifferently: "This is the tattoo I got to make up for my sins. The law did not punish me , is the mark of shame that I have given myself!"

Han Yuxin bit her lip, and put her fist on his chest hysterically: "Why are you so stupid! Do you have to do it? If you want to make up for your sins, you should tell me clearly! Tell me well, and ask for my help." Forgive me, ask for my forgiveness, what have you got from self-abuse and self-mutilation? No one will know, no one will thank you, no one will forgive you... You... Do you hurt... It hurts to look at me, I feel pain pain……"

"It doesn't hurt! It doesn't hurt at all!" Ling Yuyao's lips parted into a soothing smile, and he said quietly: "With your words, I don't think it hurts at all! Yu Xin, tell me honestly, If I had calmly told you the purpose of my marriage with you back then, what would you have done?"

Han Yuxin was stunned. She had never thought about this question. When she knew that Ling Yuyao was hiding this matter from her, she only felt extremely angry, resentful, and disdainful.

But I never thought that if Ling Yuyao told her this matter seriously, would she forgive him...

Ling Yuyao continued: "I know, even if I say it, you won't forgive me! I know how much you hate me in your heart. I don't have magic, it's impossible to travel through, and it's impossible to erase past regrets. Whatever you do, I deserve it!"

"And, really, it doesn't hurt at all. When I tattoo these words, I just feel like you are back to me. Whenever I see these scars, my heart will feel better. I will Feeling like my conscience has been redeemed, every time I see it is a kind of confession, you know that feeling?"

There was a dreamy smile on his face.

So handsome, so bright, it overshadows everything else.

Even the dazzling lightning in the sky seemed to lose its luster.

Han Yuxin looked at those scars, tears could not stop falling.

Those scars had already almost healed, but under the long-term immersion in water and the washing of heavy rain, the healed wounds tended to split again.

There was tiny blood oozing out, and the edge of the wound was soaked white. She screamed: "This wound is open again, does it hurt? Be careful of infection! Inflammation, tetanus, is very scary!"

Han Yuxin knew that for this kind of flesh wound, the most feared thing was infection, which would cause a high fever, and if it was not done well, it would be life-threatening.

What's more, this river water, I don't know if it's dirty or not, how many bacteria there are...

Her heart seemed to be bitten by a poisonous insect, and it hurt!
Even if she hates him, why should he be like this...

"It doesn't hurt!" Ling Yuyao's smile was like a dream, and like an angel in the sky, so pure, so clean, gently stroking her hair, he said: "Yuxin, I will send you to the shore side, but I don't know how long I can last. If I die, forget me!"

Han Yuxin screamed in his arms: "What are you talking stupid! You won't die...you won't die! How could God let you die! You are so good, so good, he won't die Will kill you! You keep going! Look there's a boat over there, we're calling for help, they'll see us soon! You just keep going..."

However, although the wound didn't make Ling Yuyao feel much pain, it made his limbs weak, his mind a little dizzy, and every inch of his body was cold and lifeless.

If he could not see her face in his arms, he only felt that he would rather plunge into the water to avoid such pain.

Ling Yuyao looked at Han Yuxin seriously, stroked her cheek gently, and said slowly: "I mean it, if I die, you forget me! Don't think about it at all! Forget all the pain I caused you, Forget all the joy I brought you, you still have a long life, forget all of this! I hope you can be happy, whether it is with Nan Lichuan, Yan Huoyu, or others, if you can be happy, I... ..."

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

Suddenly, Han Yuxin made a movement that made Ling Yuyao's whole body freeze. She raised her body with all her strength and pressed a kiss on his lips!

Although this kiss was icy cold, a trace of warmth spread from the intertwined lips...

Ling Yuyao was stunned, as if in a dream, which made his already scattered mind a little clear again!
He felt her breath, greedily accepted her warmth, and hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to engrave this moment forever...

Tears fell from Han Yuxin's eyes and flowed onto Ling Yuyao's cheeks. The tears were warm and fragrant, crystal clear and beautiful in the heavy rain.

She murmured softly over and over again: "Don't die... don't die... It's not because I forgave you, because I still love you. From the beginning to the end, you are the only one I love , so for me, don't..."

[I love him, vigorously to despair
I love him who stumbles but can't forget

I once believed for him that tomorrow is the future

No matter how bad the plot is, I won't wake up
I love him stumbling to despair
My heart was deeply hurt but I will never forget

me and he no longer belong in this place

The first heaven and the last absurdity]

Ling Yuyao's heart twitched suddenly, joy, great joy swept his heart.

His mind was blank, he hugged her blankly, but because of this action, he forgot to row forward...

Bearing the weight of two people, even though I was holding a wooden board in my hand, it was hard to bear...

Slowly, the two of them descended slowly, falling...

Although holding a wooden plank in my hands, it was unbearable. Slowly, the two of them fell slowly...

Han Yuxin tried his best to support his body on the wooden board.

Originally, his weight and Han Yuxin's weak body couldn't bear it.

However, for some reason, after clarifying her mind, her whole body suddenly exuded an incomparable miraculous power.

At this moment, there was only one thought in her heart...

He can't die...

She won't want him dead!

Even if she tried her best, even if she was confronted by fate, even if her body was broken to pieces, she couldn't let him have trouble...

She is just a little girl, but at this moment, she is full of unparalleled determination...

This wooden board is not big, but it can barely hold two people for a while...

Han Yuxin tore off a piece of cloth from his sleeve, and hugged him messily over the wound on his arm. With tears in his eyes, he looked at him imploringly: "Don't give up, Yao, don't give up... The two of us have gone through so much. At this moment, I finally see each other's hearts clearly, are you willing to die like this and leave me like this?"

A flowery smile appeared on the corner of Ling Yuyao's lips: "I hear you say that, even if I die, I feel relieved!"

"Don't say such stupid things again!" Han Yuxin pressed his cold hand to his lips...

At this moment, she suddenly remembered that she watched "Titanic" when she was a child.

Also in the icy sea, the wreckage of the sunken ship, lovers embracing each other, desperate and affectionate...

No, how can you think of that ominous thing, they won't be like Jack and Ruth...

Raising his hand vigorously, he shouted at the opposite ship, which was getting closer and closer: "There is someone here! Please come and save us... help!"

Slowly, the boat approached, and there was a person standing on the boat, but it was raining too much and he couldn't see clearly.

However, when the boat was still 10 meters away, Han Yuxin suddenly felt an ominous premonition coming!

The torrential rain was still falling, and it was blurry to see, but the man had a distorted smile on his face, and his sharp voice pierced through the clouds.

When the ship got closer and closer, the pupils of Han Yuxin and Ling Yuyao froze suddenly, this person...

It turned out to be Jiang Xiaorou!

It turned out that Ling Yuyao finally agreed to get engaged to her, Jiang Xiaorou thought that she would be the happiest woman in the world.

But she didn't expect that Ling Yuyao's engagement with her was just to annoy Han Yuxin on purpose.

It never occurred to him to marry her.

Han Yuxin suddenly felt a piercing chill in her heart. Thinking of what Jiang Xiaorou had been doing all this time, she glared at her angrily and shouted: "You did this, right? You did the fire today, yes Right? You never let us go, did you?"

"Miss Han, you are very smart! It's a pity that it's too late..."

Jiang Xiaorou's face was sallow, her eye sockets were sunken, her whole body was thin and out of shape, crumbling, haggard like a 40-year-old woman.

But the flames of madness burned in his eyes.

She waved her hand, and two men in black with black masks suddenly came out of the cabin with a murderous look!
She ordered: "Come on! Shoot!"

Immediately, a man took out a gun from his arms and pointed it at Ling Yuyao. The black muzzle was as frightening as the devil's eyes!

Ling Yuyao sneered and glared at Jiang Xiaorou: "Xiaorou, haven't you woken up yet? What exactly do you want?"

"I want revenge! I want revenge! It's all your fault! I used to live a life full of flowers, everything is the best! It's you two sluts who made me like this, the one who killed me Not a ghost, not a ghost! Now I have become the laughing stock of the upper class, are you satisfied?"

Jiang Xiaorou's body trembled, at this moment she looked like an evil black witch holding a magic wand, trying to turn her enemies into stone statues!

Her eyes were as crazy and ferocious as a poisonous snake: "I want you to die now, on this river, don't you two love each other very much? Now, you go to hell together! No one will separate you! "

"Wait!" Ling Yuyao roared, "How did you break into our crew?"

"I can't tell you this!" Jiang Xiaorou said with a sinister smile, "As long as you have money, you can do anything! Of course, Mr. Ling, you belong to the kind of people who have money but don't spend their lives, hahahahahahahaha! Oh , I forgot to tell you, what about Leng Chengkun, he has been chasing me before, and I promised him with all my strength a few days ago that I would leave with him. I arranged a job as a handyman. Naturally, his job is to quietly set a fire today. How about it? My plan is not bad! Mr. Ling, do you appreciate it? Although you don’t like me and don’t want me, but There are still men who want me, hahahahahaha!"

Ling Yuyao clenched his fist tightly, but couldn't say a word.

Han Yuxin gritted his teeth fiercely, and glared at Jiang Xiaorou: "Jiang Xiaorou, are you still unwilling to stop? You said you love Yuyao yourself, but you have been deceiving him from the beginning to the end. You don't love him at all. he!"

"Lovely Miss Han, how much better are you than me?" Jiang Xiaorou waved at the masked man next to him with a gun, signaling him not to shoot for the time being, and said coldly, "Anyway, you're going to die today. Alright, let me tell you, every misunderstanding you have is caused by me! Including the kidnapping last time, every time you two quarrel or fight because of me, you don’t know how happy I am in my eyes! You two, both of you are stupid pigs! You say you love each other, but you don't know how to love, but you keep suspecting and resenting, and you refuse to speak out your true heart, so I can take advantage of it!"

"As the saying goes, flies don't stare at seamless eggs. It's your own problems, so don't blame others!" She squinted her eyes and said like a mantra: "Han Yuxin, you are also unlucky, and the man you marry is like this. Weak and cowardly, with soft ears, he doesn't trust himself enough, his love enough, and you enough, so you can't blame me for falling to this point, you asked for it!"

"You ugly woman!" Ling Yuyao raised his head suddenly, looked at Jiang Xiaorou who was sneering bitterly with burning eyes, and said slowly: "Let me tell you, human nature is complicated, and human nature cannot be tested. There is no perfect person, there is no love without flaws, it is too low for you to attack other people's weaknesses like this! To tell you the truth, even if I have been weak, have been deceived, have done stupid things, and have been soft-hearted and believed Your poisonous plan, but it doesn't mean I don't love her!"

With all his strength, he hugged Han Yuxin tightly, squinted his phoenix eyes, and said decisively: "Come on, hit me if you have the ability! You can kill me, don't you hate me? But, I To protect her, I will protect her with my life!"

Jiang Xiaorou's face changed.

Ling Yuyao looked at her slowly pale face and smiled.

His smile was blood red.

Just like the most magnificent moment of the sunset.

It's like the wildly spreading flowers on the other side.

It is so lofty.

No one can touch it.

Can be profane.

"You have done everything you can, you have harmed so many people, you have done so many evil things, but you can't get such a complete love. Do you know how humble and despicable your life is? No one loves you , no one wants to cherish you from the bottom of their hearts. They are just using you, and you are still laughing at others. I think the most ridiculous thing is yourself! Do you know that everything you do is in vain? You It's just asking for death!"

Jiang Xiaorou gritted her teeth fiercely, a trace of blood red flashed in her eyes, "Ling Yuyao, if you provoke me again, I will really kill you!!!"

"Come and kill me!" Ling Yuyao narrowed his eyes, and smiled coldly, that smile was like wild roses blooming on the cliff, so beautiful that it almost burned the heart, "please go ahead."

Han Yuxin tightly hugged Ling Yuyao's waist - no, she can't watch him die!
At this moment, when he protected her with his life, she was already the happiest woman in the world.

She doesn't care about dying at this moment.

Thinking of this, she screamed at Jiang Xiaorou: "Don't kill him! Don't you love him very much? Don't you really want to be his wife? Why are you willing to kill him! Stop, Jiang Xiaorou, don't raise more money in your hand! What a sin! Otherwise, you can kill me!"

Jiang Xiaorou smiled colder than ice, "I have lost everything, and I will put the last bullet in this gun into my heart in a while, Han Yuxin, I will not kill you! I want to accompany you Yuyao goes to another world, you don't have that chance, and you don't have that qualification!"

After finishing speaking, she turned her head and ordered the man next to him with a black mask: "Don't wait, shoot me! After shooting, I will give you 100 million!"

Han Yuxin trembled all over, and used her body to block Ling Yuyao!

At this moment, she can't take care of anything else, she just wants to protect him!
Protect him as he protects himself!
It turns out that when you love someone, in the end, you just want him to be good.

It has nothing to do with whether we are together or not, what we owe, what the ending is, it doesn't matter anymore.

If you are well, I will be at ease.

Even if I turn into ashes, I will still engrave your smile, your name...

She broke out in a high-pitched voice she had never heard before:

"No, don't kill him! You hate me, not him! Jiang Xiaorou, you can't kill him! You kill me!"

Jiang Xiaorou's lips revealed a complicated expression.

There is insidiousness, pride, and cheerfulness, but there is also a deeper sadness.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that what Ling Yuyao said was right...

Yes, she has tried her best, even if she can kill them both in the end, so what?

At the last second of their lives, they will never be separated like a pair of flaming mandarin ducks. They are willing to die for each other...

This kind of feeling, this kind of feeling that dissolves in flesh and blood, no matter how many grievances there are, it can't stop the determination to be together...

No, it's not about being together anymore, but I just want each other to be happy...

How envious and jealous she is of such a sacrificial love!

It's a pity that she will never have it in this life...

She has lost everything now, nothing, no hope!
She won't let them go!

She wants them to be buried with her! ! !

Clenching her fist tightly, she turned her head and said to the high-priced killer next to her, "Why don't you shoot?"

"It's on!" The voice of a man who seemed to know him sounded.

Then, the bullets were fired, and there was a sharp piercing sound!
There was a sharp pain in Jiang Xiaorou's shoulder, and immediately.Blood arrows, rushing out!

She opened her eyes wide in disbelief, trembling in fear and panic, the pain made her unable to stand, and in an instant, she prostrated herself on the side of the boat...

Exhausting all his strength, he raised his head and said viciously to the black-clothed killer next to him: "You... I gave you so much money, why did you attack me!"

"Why do you say?" The man smiled coldly: "Miss Jiang, you are full of evil. I only injured your shoulder today, which is already good enough for you!"

Hearing this voice, Jiang Xiaorou froze.

Han Yuxin and Ling Yuyao were also stunned. The 'killer' slowly took off the black mask.

The exposed face made everyone stunned. He turned out to be...

Nan Lichuan!
Wearing a black windbreaker, the hem fluttered violently in the wind, and he held a muzzle of a smoking gun in his bony hands.

At this moment, Nan Lichuan is completely different from usual, it seems that the blood of cheetah is flowing in his body!
At this moment, he is fast with marksmanship, steady and ruthless, and his eyes are so unruly, full of vigor and vitality!
(End of this chapter)