I want to give my all to love you

Chapter 179 I Will Let You Know (2)
"You're admitting that that's why you took me back, isn't it?" Wei Ran asked in a weak voice.

"You still ask me what to do, haven't you already drawn a conclusion for me?" Wei Ziqi mocked coldly.

"But I want you to deny it!" Wei Ran yelled, "But you are proud and never lie, right? So, you don't even lie to me."

"Wei Ziqi! Tell me, which one is the real me? Over the years, you have treated me as someone else's substitute, reshaped me like a piece of mud, and refused to let me be yourself, right?"

"Why? Why did you take me home with that reason? I'd rather you were guilty and brought me back." She kept shaking her head, "I hate you, I really hate you. Originally, I was just angry You deprived me of my future life, but you didn't know that from the very beginning, you never gave me my own life."

"You just molded me into someone else. I don't know what I really look like until now! I'm so stupid to admit that I love you, and to expect you to love me."

She shook her head and smiled sadly, "Hehehehe, when you heard me say that, you must be laughing at me, how could you fall in love with me?"

"I have always felt that you care about me, treat me very well, and like me very much. Even if it is not to the extent of love, it is only a little bit close. So I have always held hope and confidence. Sooner or later, you will tell me, you love Me."

"That's why I said that in the recording, I hope you can love me, you can understand my thoughts, and then come to me."

"I'm here." Wei Ziqi gritted his teeth.

His voice was very low, and he, who had never expressed his emotions before, finally realized the obstacle of this kind of emotional expression.

He didn't know how to tell her, and he didn't even have the courage to say it.

Now with these three words, it is extremely difficult for Wei Ziqi to admit his purpose of coming here.

But at this moment, seeing Wei Ziqi himself, Wei Ran, who had been in pain for several days, didn't notice this.

Although she heard Wei Ziqi's answer, she somehow skipped it.

Usually listening to Wei Ziqi's short answers, one needs to think carefully to understand what he really means.

But now Wei Ran didn't have enough calmness to think, so naturally he didn't notice the deeper meaning inside.

"But think about it now..." Wei Ran continued, "The things you like about me are only when I listen to you, be like Cen Manrong!"

"Wei Ziqi, I don't even know who you like, whether it's me or me like Cen Manrong." Wei Ran said, she chuckled suddenly, "Oh, so it's all the same, I'm like Cen Manrong, You like me. I'm not like her, and when you have a temper, you don't like me. "

"At the end of the day, you still love Cen Manrong." She shook her head, "I was stupid, I thought you liked me, and fell in love with you."

"No!" She said suddenly, "I want to hate you, if I want to hate you, I don't love you anymore, and I don't expect your love anymore, I know it's impossible. And, even if you fall in love with me , who knows if the one you love is a double of Cen Manrong?"

"I'm not anyone's substitute. If I have to do this to get rid of her figure." Wei Ran raised her head and said firmly, "Then, I will dress myself like this."

"Have you finished?" Wei Ziqi finally spoke and asked softly.

His voice was too soft, so light that it made one's hair stand on end, and one couldn't help trembling.

He was full of self-control, trying his best to suppress his anger.

But Wei Ran didn't realize it, and continued to say: "Wei Ziqi, I want to divorce you! I don't want your love anymore!"

After Wei Ran finished speaking, it occurred to her to be afraid, not knowing what Wei Ziqi was going to do to her again.

He will definitely catch her first and warn her not to say these two words again.

But this time, Wei Ran will let him know that she is serious.

But Wei Ziqi didn't move, he just looked at her.

Wei Ran nervously waited for his reaction. After a long while, Wei Ziqi said slowly, "I've been telling you, don't say these two words, because one day, there will be something that can never be taken back. when."

"All along, I have been chasing after you. If you run away, I will find you back. No matter what method I use, I will eventually let you come back to me. But have you ever thought However, if the number of times is too high, over time, I will also get tired?"

He tugged on his tie. He went to "Wu Feng" first in the morning, and rushed over after finishing his business in a hurry.

He was so busy every day, he didn't have so much free time to eat, drink and have fun, he was always busy looking for her, and was so busy with her affairs, he just squeezed out time from work bit by bit.

"Have you ever counted how many times I chased you? How many times you ran away willfully regardless of everything, and I got you back again. You said you are like Cen Manrong, but she is not as willful as you."

"Have you ever thought about it, I actually don't have that much time. I squeezed my work time again and again just to find you. Using so many resources, these are not just something I can do with my mouth."

"Huh..." Wei Ziqi let out a long breath, "Wei Ran, sometimes I'm tired, and I can't spend all my time looking for you."

"In your statement, I seem to be a heartless person, but I am also flesh and blood, and I will be tired." Wei Ziqi said wearily.

"Originally, you said in the recording, if I understand what you mean, let me give you some time before I come to you. I have done all of these, I came to let you know, I understand, I also I'll do my best, and I want to make you happy."

Wei Ziqi clenched his fist, as proud as he was, but now he was saying such words in a low voice.

Wei Ran opened his mouth, but his chest was blocked.

Looking at Wei Ziqi's current state, her heart hurts.

"I'm here, but you told me this." Wei Ziqi pulled his lips mockingly, "You said you were Cen Manrong's substitute, didn't you?"

Wei Ziqi thought sadly, she didn't know how many women he found in the past, but they were all just her substitutes.

Some have the same eyes, some chins, some noses, some mouths, and some looks, but they are not her.

He could only piece together bit by bit, but he still couldn't find the same one as her.

It's just that he didn't expect that she would say that she was someone else's substitute.

It is true that it was indeed for this reason that he brought her back.

Because that night was so special, Cen Manrong met Wei Ran on his wedding day, which seemed to be a kind of predestined event.

At that time, his heart was just touched, and he wanted to take her home inexplicably, and let her belong to him from now on.

But he never thought of looking for Cen Manrong's shadow in Wei Ran, he knew that the two of them were so different.

Now that Cen Manrong and Wei Ran are standing together, she will be compared to Wei Ran without any brilliance at all.

Wei Ziqi looked at Wei Ran, a little disappointed.

He knew that a lot of what he did to her made her dissatisfied, but there were also many things that moved her.

She attributed all his kindness to her to him treating her as Cen Manrong, which disappointed him so much.

She had only so little confidence in him, she had never trusted him.

If there is a little thing, she will think of him in the worst place.

Even if she didn't say it, he knew that Qi Chengji must have said it.

These days, the only person she comes into contact with is Qi Chengji.

She would rather listen to Qi Chengji than believe that he has even a little bit of true affection for her.

Wei Ziqi looked at Wei Ran and nodded lightly, "Since that's the case, just believe it, I have nothing to say. You like being a substitute so much, just think about it."

Wei Ziqi showed disappointment and exhaustion on his face, turned around and pressed the elevator button.

At this time, no one used the elevator, and the elevator stayed on this floor.

As soon as Wei Ziqi pressed the button, the elevator door opened.

Wei Ziqi walked in without looking back, closed the elevator and left.

Wei Ran turned around and watched Wei Ziqi leave in a daze, watching the number of floors above the elevator drop rapidly.

"Wei Ziqi..." Wei Ran murmured.

She never thought that this time he didn't take her back, he didn't even scold her, and he just left like this.

He didn't say a single serious word, but the tired and disappointed expression on his face made her feel more uncomfortable and uneasy than any scolding.

All along, she hoped that he would give her her own space and give her a certain amount of freedom.

She hadn't liked him pushing him so hard, chasing her so closely.

But at this time, he stopped chasing, but she panicked.

She thought of what he said just now, he said he was tired, he said he squeezed out so much time, just to find her, he has been chasing after her all the time, now he is tired.

Just now, when he turned and walked into the elevator, his back was so heavy and so tired.

The image of him leaving kept flashing in his mind, as if... He has left forever since then, and will never come back to find her again.

It wasn't until this moment that she realized that she had never thought of leaving him.

Even knowing that he used her as a substitute, she still couldn't leave him.

Without him, it seems that the whole world has no support.

"Wei Ziqi...don't go...don't go..." Wei Ran slammed forward, pressing the elevator door with both hands, she wanted to fall into his warm and firm embrace again, and wanted to be protected by him.

She hurriedly pressed the elevator in a panic, and watched as another elevator was climbing up, while the elevator that Wei Ziqi was on continued to descend.

"Wei Ziqi, don't go...don't go...I don't want you to go..." Wei Ran cried.

She kept staring at the floor numbers above the elevators on both sides, and felt that the speed of the elevator climbing up was tormenting.

When the elevator finally came up, the door had just opened a crack, but not fully opened, Wei Ran immediately rushed in sideways.

She pressed down on the first floor, and kept pressing the door close button with her fingers, but the elevator still opened the door completely at a leisurely pace, and then closed it slowly after a second.

When the elevator reached the first floor, Wei Ran rushed out, and the elevator that Wei Ziqi had taken next to him was already closed.

Wei Ran immediately rushed out of the gate, stood in front of the building and looked left and right, but he could no longer find Wei Ziqi.

"Wei Ziqi!" Wei Ran shouted, "Come back...you come back! Wei Ziqi!"

She searched aimlessly in private, but no matter how much she looked around, she couldn't see him.

"I don't want you to go...you come back..." Wei Ran whispered weakly, and Wei Ziqi's words kept echoing in his ears.

(End of this chapter)